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CHAPTER 40
"Simon… she just got clothes, what's the big deal!? Ah, lay off man, I didn't do it on purpose… I'd never hurt her on purpose! You know that… don't be a dick, kid…" he shook his head, rolling his eyes. "If you can't even trust her enough to let her go out to get breakfast with me than maybe you ought to break up." He snapped and hung up the phone.
"Jackson!" I cried, snatching my cell phone away from him.
"What?" he asked innocently.
"Why would you say that?"
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