021 Waiting

Jane

I could not handle all that Martha had said, and the fact that I could be losing my mind scared me. Why would this be happening at this time? I had a lot to deal with. I had finally found men that cared about me and things were looking up. I did not know what to do really. This was something that I was not willing to share with anyone. If I told Philip and James, they might leave me. They had not professed their love, all they wanted was for us to be exclusive, which was great, and things were progressing as should. Telling them this might just blow everything up. If I chose to seek help, I might lose my licence.

The irony of life. People knew what to do when they began to feel their mind was slipping away. They met people like me to make sense of it all and make it all better or in the worst-case scenario, help them manage the problem, so they do not hurt anyone including themselves in the process. Who do I go to now? What do I do? I had never been confused like this before. I