LOGINI grabbed my things and got up.
I needed to clear my head, and somehow Diego always helped with that.
When I stepped outside, I spotted him leaning against a brand-new BMW. I’d never understood how he managed things like this. He wasn’t rich. At least not officially. But somehow, luxury always seemed to orbit around him. It had been that way since college.
“Did you come here just to show off?” I teased.
The idiot pulled me into a hug and pressed a quick kiss to my cheek.
“What, you’re not happy to see me?” he shot back with a grin.
I was.
I just wished some of his luck would rub off on me too.
“With how desperately I need money right now, the least you could do is tell me where you found your gold mine,” I joked.
Mostly joked.
Diego gave me a strange look. Quick enough that I almost missed it. But for a second, it felt like he was carefully choosing his response instead of laughing it off.
We got into the car and started driving, talking about random things along the way. For a few minutes, I managed to forget the office. The locked door. My boss’s filthy smile.
Until Diego brought up the one subject I’d been trying not to think about.
“The money you need… it’s for your mom?”
I glanced at him and nodded. Diego had always known about her illness.
“Yeah. She needs more treatments, and the insurance company refuses to cover them.”
His expression tightened with concern, and he rubbed the back of his neck. I knew that gesture. Whenever Diego looked like that, something was coming.
And it usually wasn’t good.
“Look, man… I don’t know if you could do what I do to afford all this.” He smiled faintly out the side of his mouth. “You’re too straight-laced. I’m not sure you’d have the guts for this kind of work.”
I stared at him, disbelief washing over me.
Then, for one insane second, a terrible idea crossed my mind.
“Diego… you’re not, like, involved with something illegal, are you?” I asked, half joking, half bracing for him to say yes.
He burst out laughing. Loud enough to turn heads around us, like I’d just asked the dumbest question imaginable.
“No, you idiot.” He was still grinning when he continued. “But if you’re willing to give it a shot, I can take you there after work.”
He shrugged casually, like this was no big deal.
“It’s only at night. Won’t interfere with your job at the company at all.” Then his eyes dragged over me more carefully than usual. “Although honestly… with that pretty face of yours, you’d make a lot more money working for Ágata.”
The comment lingered in the air a second too long.
A bad feeling settled low in my stomach immediately.
What the hell did my face have to do with the job?
We arrived at the restaurant, but I barely noticed where we were sitting. The conversation kept replaying in my head, impossible to ignore now that he’d opened the door.
Curiosity hit before common sense could stop it.
“So…” I said slowly, looking across the table at him. “What exactly do you do?”
Diego only smiled.
Resting his elbows on the table, he laced his fingers together with infuriating calm, like he was about to say something that would permanently change the way I saw him.
“You’ll find out when we get there,” he replied smoothly. “And if you want, you can start tonight. I’ll call Ágata and let her know I’m bringing you.”
The smile that followed made it painfully obvious he knew exactly what he was doing.
I sighed. There was no point trying to squeeze more information out of him.
After lunch, I went back to the office, but the knot in my stomach refused to loosen. My mind kept spiraling, trying to figure out what kind of job paid enough to afford luxury cars and designer clothes overnight.
None of the possibilities felt good.
And somehow, that made me keep searching harder for one that did.
The afternoon dragged by like the clock had decided to punish me personally. By the time work finally ended, I gathered the presentation reports for the company president’s visit and headed toward my boss’s office.
I knocked once and stepped inside.
Instant regret.
Someone was under his desk.
For a second, I froze.
It wasn’t exactly shocking. Not really. But still…
I knew immediately what was happening. The restless movement of a visible foot gave everything away.
I kept my expression neutral, walked over to the desk, placed the folders down, and excused myself like I hadn’t noticed a thing.
Back at my cubicle, while packing my things, I saw one of my coworkers leaving the office. He avoided looking at anyone as he hurried past, moving too fast, like if he disappeared quickly enough nobody would say anything.
Funny.
He was one of the people who always swore he’d never sell himself for a promotion.
I lowered my gaze, careful not to react in a way that might reveal what I’d seen.
I hope I never end up that desperate.
The thought came bitter and immediate as I shoved papers into my bag harder than necessary.
A few minutes later, I left the building.
Diego was already waiting outside.
I climbed into the car, and we headed toward one of the wealthiest neighborhoods in the city. The farther we drove, the heavier the unease settled inside me, quiet but impossible to ignore.
EricThe penthouse fell silent when Vivian left. I stood near the window, whiskey glass in hand, looking out at Manhattan without really seeing anything. She had spent more than an hour here, and I had spent that time trying to focus on what she was saying while my mind kept insisting on going somewhere else.That was becoming an inconvenient pattern.I took another sip, rested my shoulder against the cold glass, and let the silence of the apartment receive me the way it always did. Normally, that silence was enough. It was what I needed after a full day of meetings, decisions, and people wanting something from me.Today it felt empty in a different way.It had been like this since the morning I behaved like an idiot—defending Stevan in the meeting without being able to control myself, then cornering him against the desk with a provocation that served no purpose other than getting closer to him, and then ending up sending him away when I realized how much control I was losing.After t
StevanThe taxi smelled of cheap vanilla air freshener, and New York traffic was the same as always—a silent war of horns and sudden brakes that I had learned to ignore over the last few weeks.My mother sat beside me, looking out the window with the expression of someone seeing everything for the first time. She was still weak, her movements slower than I would have liked, but there was a different color in her face today. Something I hadn’t seen in months.“It’s a noisy city,” she commented, without taking her eyes off the window.“It is,” I agreed.“But beautiful.”I smiled, looking at her. She was here. She was leaving the hospital with a medical discharge, a stable chart, and an entire team monitoring every detail of her treatment. I should have been completely relieved.And I was. Only there was something else occupying space in my chest that wouldn’t let me feel the relief the way I was supposed to.It had been more than a week.Twelve days, to be exact, though I wouldn’t admit
EricThe city never slept. From where I stood, leaning against the glass of the penthouse, Manhattan glowed restless even at that hour of the morning—just like my mind and my heart. There was a discomfort inside me for continuing to do things differently with Stevan. He had been pulling first times out of me since the moment I adopted contracts as a way of relating.The glass of whiskey turned slowly between my fingers, the ice almost melted. It was nearly four in the morning. I couldn’t sleep, and now I was here, practically having an existential crisis. Which never happens.In the guest room, Stevan slept deeply. I had stayed beside him until a few minutes ago, watching his chest rise and fall, his messy hair on the pillow, the faint marks I had left on his skin—and I never stayed.I never slept beside them. Never stepped into the shower for a shared bath. Never felt this absurd need to touch just to confirm he was still there. And yet there I was, breaking every one of my own rules
The kiss wasn’t perfect. It was clumsy at first, like everything I did, and he stayed still for exactly one second before answering—a second that felt long enough for me to regret it and not regret it at the same time.When he answered, it was with an intensity that made me forget the cold glass, the steam, the bathroom, the contract, and every thought about Julian that had occupied my head the entire way here.When the kiss ended, I looked at him with my heart beating in a way that had very little to do with the kiss itself.“I want to feel you inside me,” I said, my voice rough with desire, and in that moment I barely recognized myself anymore.Eric looked at me for a moment with that expression I was still learning to read. Then the corner of his mouth moved in that minimal smile that was worth more than any other.“Then let’s go to the bed. I’ve been waiting to hear that request from you.”With a decisive movement, he turned off the water, held the back of my neck, and pulled me i
StevanI took my clothes off faster than the last time. The warm water hit my body, and I let it run for a few moments, feeling my muscles slowly relax. The taste of the kiss from minutes ago still lingered in my mouth—sweet and dangerous—while Eric’s words kept echoing in my head without pause.That “it had to be you” had stirred something dangerous inside me. And I couldn’t let it grow stronger.“I can’t forget what my role is here. I’m just…”The sound of the shower door opening cut off the murmur. Eric stepped in with that irritating calm, occupying the space without asking permission, as if the entire bathroom were already an extension of him.“What are you doing?” I asked, not hiding my surprise.I had imagined he would wait in the bedroom, like the night before, only meeting me when I was ready. But Eric never followed the script I expected.“I came to take a shower,” he answered, naturally, starting to undress. “There’s enough space for both of us in here.”I didn’t reply. I k
StevanThe hospital corridor smelled like antiseptic and bad coffee, as always.I kissed my mother’s forehead before leaving, listening to her complain for the third time that the nurse had turned the television off too early. I walked out smiling, but the smile faded as I waited for the elevator.My head wouldn’t stop.Julian had been circling my thoughts the entire afternoon, and I hated admitting it. It wasn’t him, exactly—it was what he represented. Someone who would have stepped into that contract without hesitation, someone who, I was sure, had all the experience necessary to please a man like Eric and who wouldn’t get as nervous as I did.Someone who would know exactly what to do.I knew what I was to Eric. I had the signed paper in the drawer to remind me of it every time I risked forgetting. And yet, seeing that man in the lobby—handsome, confident, the kind who had probably never in his life not known where to put his hands—had bothered me in a way I couldn’t justify without
I glanced at Diego. For a split second, I had the uncomfortable feeling that he’d read every silent word I hadn’t dared to say out loud.“If you were up for it, we could straight-up auction off your virginity,” he blurted, nudging my shoulder with a grin, clearly amused by his own idea.I nearly di
We pulled up in front of a private club.The place instantly set off every warning bell I had.Diego greeted the bouncers at the door like old friends—too comfortable, too familiar—and we walked straight in. The club wasn’t open yet. A few staff members moved around the main floor, adjusting lights
I grabbed my things and stood up. I needed to clear my head, and Diego, as always, had a way of making that easier.I headed downstairs and spotted him leaning against a shiny new BMW. I never understood how he pulled it off. He wasn’t rich—at least, not on paper—but he’d always lived surrounded by
Stevan“Your mother is going to need additional dialysis sessions.”The doctor said it with the same detached tone someone might use to confirm an appointment time, not like he’d just split my life open. He kept talking after that. Kidney function. Test results. Percentages. Numbers.None of it rea







