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Kabanata 43- Play games
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2021-09-07 07:39:56“ You’re a jerk! How can you do that to me?!” sigaw ko kay Nathaniel matapos niya akong hilahin sa parking lot. He didn’t know that I will cry because of his stupid stunt but I did. My tears are falling like a waterfall because after all these years hindi ko pala kaya, hindi ko padin pala kaya.
Fuck! I am still inlove with Matthew and his inlove with another girl. He’s in love with the girl whom I told him to avoid because I am feeling insecure. He’s inlove with the girl whom he cheated and ruined our relationship. Accepting their invitation hurts me but seeing them kissed right in front my eyes shattered every hope that I am still holding for us.
“ Fuck! Sorry architect. Hindi ko alam na…..”
Hindi na matapos tapos ni Nathaniel ang sasabihin niya dahil sa pag-aalala sakin. His clutching his hair in frustration at sinusubukan niyang punasan ang luhang dumadaloy sa pisngi ko but I didn’t let him. I hit his hand and walk away pero hindi pa man ako nakakalayo ay
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“ Tell me that you didn’t get hurt,” malakas kong sabi sa kanya matapos kong buksan ang pintuan at makita siya sa kanyang mesa.Nothings changed. He was still in his messy dress shirt pero ngayon ko lang napansin ang maliit na sugat sa gilid ng labi niya. Immediately, I found myself grabbing his jaw to look at it.Marahan niyang hinawi ang kamay ko. “ Hindi mo na kailangang malaman.”“ Stefan naman,” sabi ko matapos mabatid na hanggang ngayon ay galit padin siya. The last time, he told me to avoid each other pero hindi ko pala kayang gawin iyon sa kanya.We’ve been friends ever since that I can remember, it is not easy to let go when every part of me remembers him. I just cannot leave him behind just because both of us cannot settle a feeling that should’ve never sufficed in the first place.Hinarap ko si Stefan sakin bago huminga ng malalim. “ I broke up with Rameses,” sumbong
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" Grabe ka na talaga, Architect. Ganito ba kapag broken? Mas lalong gumaganda?"Napairap nalang ako sa pambobola ni Nathaniel matapos kong ilapag ang dala kong coffee para sa amin ngayong araw. It's morning and usually, we will have our meeting for the plans that is approved before mag-proceed sa pagpapatayo ng mga infrastracture. It's a usual meeting, assembly meeting actually matapos lahat ng nakakapagod na pangyayari sa buhay naming lahat.Luckily, no one leaves the company. Stefan is still the head of the firm, he is still avoiding me but I don't think it's because he's angry. It's to tame our wild heart, the one that is broken for too long. I just wished that it will be fixed immediately, because Stefan? I miss his banters and just being with him.He's my soulmate. Lagi lagi at magpakailanman.Rameses entered the room, he's not happy nor sad. Usual na talaga para sa kanya ang poker face habang bitbit ang mahiwagang leather bag
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“ You’re breaking up with me?” kalmadong tanong ni Rameses matapos niyang tumingin sakin habang nakasandal sa salamin na pader ng kanyang condo. I simply nodded and look so small while sitting in his bed. Sinadya ko siyang puntahan dito, just to say that I want to break-up.Tinignan niya ako na para bang nagpapatawa ako. “Wala pa tayong one month,” he pointed out before stepping forward and sitting in front of me with both of his knees touching the floor.“ Why?” he asked in a serious voice, holding my face with both of his hands and making me looked at him. He looks confused and hurt at the same time.Sabi ko sa sarili ko, it’s wrong. Mali na magmahal hangga’t hindi pa naghihilom ang sugat sa puso ko. I chose to see this and needed to do this for the sake of our heart.“ You’re a good man, baby.” I smile as the words came out of my mouth. Rameses is indeed a good
KISMET Kabanata 50
Saksi ang mga kumikinang na mga butuin sa kalangitan kung paano ko nagustuhan at minahal si Matthew dahil sa mabuti niyang puso, ngunit ang makita siyang lango sa alak at gumagawa ng mga bayolenteng bagay ay talaga namang nakakapagpagababag sa aking isipan.“ Matthew!” Agad kaming napahinto sa paglalakad ni Matthew ng marinig namin ang hinihingal na tawag ni Sabrina. Right, the fiancé.She looks so messed up. “ Sa gilid lang ako, after your talk, I will bring you home,” she concluded before she looked at me with so much pain in her eyes. Hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko, she’s a homewrecker who ruined our relationship but why does it feels like she’s suffering too much?Ni hindi man lang siya tinapunan ng kahit anong tugon ni Matthew bagkus ay nagpatuloy lang ito sa paglalakad. Pagod na tumingin sakin si Sabrina ngunit ngumiti siya kalaunan at hinayaan akong umalis at sundan ang kanyang minamahal.After I
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“ Wuhoo! Power shot!” Magkasabay naming nilagok ni Rameses ang hawak naming whiskey matapos naming magkita para ngayong gabi. The brute really did resign from work at hindi din ako pinapansin ni Stefan. The atmosphere is so gloomy to the point that I didn’t even know what is happening to our life right now. Kanina lang ay naabutan ko nanaman siya, with the girl that I caught the last time…I think they are doing some nasty things in the office. Hindi naman ganoon si Stefan, before, he can still be decent pero ngayon mukhang lantaran na. “ I’m jealous.” “ Huh?” agad kong tanong kay Rameses ng higitin niya ako pasandal sa kanyang matigas na dibdib. We are in the corner of this bar, leaning into the glass railings habang nakatingin sa mga sumasayaw sa ibaba. I insisted to be here dahil hindi ko na masikmura ang nakakasulasok na amoy ng alak at sigarilyo sa baba. Palibhasa’y mukhang disente ang pangalawang palapag kaya’t napapayag ako ni Ram
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Sobrang lakas ng tawa ko ng mabilis akong kiniliti ni Rameses habang nakatingin sa harap ng salamin. Hindi muna kami umuwi at nagdesisyong huwag munang pumasok sa trabaho para masulit namin ang pagpunta dito sa Baguio.“ Sure ka ba na magreresign ka?” Nag-aalala kong tanong kay Rameses habang nag-eemail ito ng letter niya kay Stefan. Buong magdamag niya ata akong kinulit para dito pero hindi ko padin maisip kung bakit kailangan niyang gawin iyon. Technically, isa padin ako sa mga may-ari ng kumpanya kaya pwede akong hindi pumasok kahit kailan ko gusto. Nag-iwan naman ako ng mensahe kay Stefan pero alam kong hindi niya ako sasagutin dahil sa huling pag-uusap namin.Seryoso lang si Rameses na bumalik sa kanyang laptop. Noong una ko siyang nakita, hindi ko naisip na balak niyang mag-abogado. All I know is that he’s a medical student before until he decided to shift into the legal career. Mukha naman siyang masaya sa ginagawa niya pero minsan napapaisip a
