Gulping, I determinedly jump into my car even if it isn't standing in the same place I parked it.
An old rock song starts playing from the CD inserted ages ago. It randomly plays now and then, and I celebrate inwardly when the car moves away from the forest clearing to It's My Life by Bon Jovi.
It's a bumpy ride, and I sing along with the song while taking off my blouse. I'm practically shouting the lyrics, and trust me, I'm entirely tone-deaf, the person who makes babies cry.
Who cares?
No one is listening.
"Do you always sing in the car?" A deep, familiar voice asks from behind my shoulders—startling me to the point it causes a knee-jerk reaction. I almost drive off the road, and the bobblehead of a dancing Stitch figure topple down on the floor, rolling to the back of the car.
"Fuck!" I splutter, looking into the rearview mirror and getting the shock of my life—Ryan is sitting in the backseat.
I freeze but somehow manage to
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Feeling a shiver run down my spine, I stare at Ryan—he is waiting for my reaction by the looks of it. Smirking behind the wheel with his charm bleeding into his features. "M-Mate?" I question. My father mentioned something about hybrids having mates, but I assumed their mates could only be hybrids themselves. Kind of like wolves only picking other wolves to mate with; then again, dogs exist for a reason. "Did I stutter?" Ryan asks. His cold tone got me crossing my arms across my chest until I notice the bastard is stifling laughter—he is fucking with me. "I'm just not sure what that means," I'm not lying. "Is it some magical bond between people?" "Hm, I guess you could call it that..." "Sounds like lots of crap and bullshit." I kick up my feet on the dashboard, not surprised at finding Ryan's new friends still chasing us. Ryan glances at my naked legs, and I grow self-conscious, reminded that I'm only wearing my bra, co
Ryan I glance down at my mate through hooded eyes. Her newly discovered fear of me makes her appear smaller, and I hold my breath, not sure how to fix this building wall between us. I don't want her to be fearful of me—she is the last person on this planet that I would hurt. "Maybe I went too far..." I comment. She doesn't answer. Numbing pain is rumbling through me, and a raw scream of loneliness echoes through the walls of my mind. Without my memories, I don't understand where this darkness within me comes from. I think I used to be a psychopath in my past life, and my precious mate got to witness my corruption from the front row, see how I tore out the heart of my enemies with ease. There is no wonder she is afraid of me. Not knowing what else to do, I crouch down and take a seat under the blazing sun. Hybrids aren't sensitive to light, we share that feature with humans, but sweating isn't something I can control.
Amelia After Ryan's flirtatious comment about eating my pussy, I'm clutching the wheel with whitening knuckles. My heart is like a violin playing on broken strings. Hurt and pain are consuming me, flooding my senses and drowning me from within. I loved Ryan, back when he was a human with a dark past, but this Ryan is different. Not only is he a hybrid, but he seems more radiant, happier somehow, and that scares me. What if I fall in love with this version of Ryan, who isn't burdened by his past? And then I wake up and find the darker Ryan in my bed, the one who barely smiled? No, that would be terrible. I should stay away from this version of Ryan, wait for his memories to return so that I don't fall in love with someone who might not exist tomorrow. Ryan is scanning the floor of my car, cracking up when the Stitch figure with the hula dress rolls down to his foot. He picks it up and smiles at me, unknowingly speeding up my heart. "Thi
Ryan is stalking me like a shadow, following me as I round every corner of the tent village. Women and children are washing clothes, laughing and smiling, while the men play a dice game by a large table outside one of their restaurants. "Wow!" Ryan's eyes are darting from place to place. Then, finally, he has to step out of the way when a kid and his dog run past him. "This place is so bouncy and filled with life." "I know," I round another tent, smiling when I see the shaman's tent right ahead of us. "They are a bunch of nomads traveling in old circus carts. They mostly live on the road, but when they build up their village, it never ceases to amaze me." "It's beautiful." I glance over at Ryan's face. He tilts his head, smiles, and when I realize he is trying to flex himself, appear more extensive, or whatever, I just shake my head and keep walking. At that moment, I conclude that I like him more than I initially thought. He is funny. "This i
Ryan It's funny how memories work. One second you're sitting there, trying to puzzle your life together, and in the next, you kiss the love of your life, and everything comes rushing back to you. I can remember everything, but the truth is that I've changed. I no longer seek revenge—Ola Svensson is dead. And after my own near-death experience, I realize that Amelia is the most important person in my life. So, honestly, I've turned a new leaf—my old family is dead, but Amelia is alive, and it's thanks to her that I'm still breathing. But the thing is, Amelia never got to know the real me, the person I was before darkness got a hold of my heart. She likes this Ryan more, so I don't plan to tell her that I remember anything. "The nomads claim their shaman can tell the future," Amelia says with a strange smile and a wrinkled nose—I don't think she believes in the shaman. "And do you believe them?" I ask, despite knowing the answer. Amelia
Amelia I should be on my way to the hideout; instead, I'm strolling around with Ryan in the forest. These are my practice grounds, and the targets are spread, put on at least fifteen different trees. Ryan is leaning against a great oak, watching me intently with those blue eyes and the hint of a telltale smirk. The cocky bastard doesn't believe I can hit all the targets, and I'm about to show him wrong. "It doesn't matter if you miss some of the targets—hit one, and I'm impressed." I laugh. "I will hit more than one, hot stuff." Ryan begins saying something, but I turn around to silence him, focusing on the target to my right. Within seconds, I become one with my bow and release the arrow. There is a snapping sound, and I watch the feathered arrow travel with the wind, hitting the target with ease. A smile latches on to my lips, and I turn around to face Ryan. His eyes have widened substantially, and I bend down to pick up my water bot
Amelia Ryan is holding me above the water. Animalistic grunts leave his lips in between our kisses, and I lean into him on impulse, urgent to get my dark desires taken care of. His shoulders are broad and muscular, drenched with a thin layer of sweat. I knead my fingers into the skin behind his back, sinking lower down his carved abs until I can feel his massive erection tickle my opening. I tilt my head to look at Ryan. The bronzed tan and his new muscles look damn sexy on him—he feels like heaven underneath my fingertips too. Fuck. I want him buried deep inside of me. Ryan is hung, and I want to know how it feels to have him stretch me, pound into me with the incredible force of his body. Sensually, I lean closer to his thick neck. He smells divine. "I want you inside of me," I whisper with my eyelashes fluttering. I'm shaking—my lower regions are pulsating, needing something to fill them up. "Please, fuck me." Ryan chuckles before whisperin
RyanAfter I've bitten Amelia, she turns limp in my arms. I'm not sure where the instinct to bite her came from, but I'm glad she allowed me to leave a mark on her neck.It seems my teeth formed something that resembles a tattoo—it's the shape of a half-moon and turning into a shade of cyan."It's starting to turn dark," Amelia mumbles while resting her head against my chest, right above my heart. Can she feel it beating for her? "I have to go back... But I don't want to go. Not after I've finally found you again."I begin walking for the shore through the cold water while breathing in the scent of her hair. My eyes close on their own, and I intuitively press her harder into me, determined to warm up her cool skin."It's not like this is the last time we will see each other," I tell her in a low voice. "We will meet again."Amelia inhales heavily and lifts her chin. Her beautiful green eyes peer into mine with what can only be describe