Chapter 5: Crossbar

When I got back to my room I noticed the dresses laid out on my bed, I had a feeling Ryan dropped them off before he went to go see Hudson. The black mini dress caught my attention, I slowly picked it up aiming it towards the light bulb so I could see it better.

I'd look good in this I shook that thought out of head, I laid it back on the bed and made my way over to the closet. I unclipped my bra and took off my underwear and grabbed my matching pair of white lacey undergarments. I lathered my body in lotion making sure my skin felt smooth, I also sprayed some perfume.

I looked at my body through the long mirror I had in my room, I ran my hand across my flat stomach with my head tilting to the side.

I pulled my black skinny jeans up my hips and tossed on a white tank tops with a tan fluffy cardigan. I braided my hair which fell just upon my shoulder, I looked nice and professional. I finished off my outfit with a pair of black flats and my everyday small pearl necklace. I added some eyeliner and mascara with a touch of blush and some pink lip gloss.

To say I was nervous was an understatement, I was sweating like no tomorrow.

I made sure to kiss my kitty before leaving, my feet carried me downstairs to the living room where everyone was waiting at. The floor creaked with each step I took down the stairs, everyone turned to look at me. They were all dressed so freely and I looked like I was going to a stupid job interview.

Hudson was aggressively taking on the phone to someone, he was talking so fast that I couldn't understand one single word that was coming out from his mouth. When he turned round his eyes immediately found mine, his phone slowly slipped down his cheek.

"Jesus fucking Christ you look like a soccer mom." Vanessa laughs.

She looked amazing in her bright orange mini dress that hugged her curves perfectly. Her blonde hair bounced against her shoulders due to her curls. She wrapped her sloppy arms around Ryan's neck dragging him closer to her.

Ryan placed his sloppy finger against her lip silencing her, he was just drunk.

"Stop fucking around and let's go." Hudson tells them, they both laugh as they walked outside the door.

My hands turned sweaty, he looked so good in his laid back fancy shirt and ripped jeans. He motioned his hand towards me telling me to walk out, I gulped before walking out the door with him trailing behind me.

We got into a black Cadillac, Vanessa and Ryan sat in the back while Hudson sat in the driver’s seat and I sat in the passenger seat. The whole ride over Ryan and Vanessa were making out in the car, all we heard were moans and screams. I didn't dare to turn to look I simply just stared at the road ahead waiting to be at the club. When we finally arrived Vanessa was the first one out of the car, she started shouting at the bouncer before walking inside.

I was the last one to walk in, the green, orange lights were flashing while the music was playing so loud. I've never been inside a club before I've always been too busy to even go out for a walk let alone party. The place reeked of weed and alcohol, people were dancing to the music while huddling together.

I walked over to the bar where I found an empty seat, Hudson disappeared right when we stepped inside the club leaving me alone in a place filled of people.

The bartender leaned against the counter waiting for me to order, I didn't exactly want water I wanted something to take the edge off.

"I'll take a Cîroc with extra shots of grand mariner." I told the bartender.

He nodded while grabbing all kinds of stuff to start on my drink. I crossed my leg over my thigh while leaning against my arm, I scanned over the club looking for Hudson. A man appeared next to me with a cigar laced through his fingers, I glanced at this older man trying to figure out his interest in approaching me.

I grabbed my drink and slowly sipped it, I casually covered my chest more with my cardigan.

"You look like a nice girl." The stranger says.

That's not creepy at all

"Thanks I guess." I mumbled while sipping another gulp of my drink, I made a sour face because of the drink.

"So what are you doing here all alone, beautiful?"

His words made me cringe, I chuckled lightly while covering my mouth a little not wanting alcohol to pour out.

"Alone? I'm always alone." I whispered while chugging the rest of my drink, my head went all the way back as I finished it.

"Ohm, I can change that beautiful."

He ran his hand down my cheek causing me to glance down at his fingers, he softly touched my lips with his not completely kissing me. I wasn't sure what I was doing exactly, I definitely didn't want him but I wanted the body contact. His lips were trying to move against mine but I stopped it with my hand over his chest, I backed away from him.

"I need to use the ladies bathroom." I said while hoping off my stool almost tripping over the rail.

I pushed through the spinning crowd, the music was getting to loud and unbearable. I stumbled inside the bathroom, I wasn't drunk completely just clumsy and tipsy. I must've forgotten to lock the door because someone entered, I turned around to walk out but I bumped into someone's hard chest.

Hudson lifted my chin up so my eyes could meet his better, he had blood dripping down the side of his cheek. The music was still so loud that I couldn't even hear my own thoughts no do I want too, his eyes were mesmerizing with the flashing lights.

No words were being said yet it was so loud between us, I wanted him badly.

We both slammed our lips on each other, my body raised with his as my hands pulled on his shirt. His hands held on to my head as his lips moved aggressively against mine, a moan slipped past my lips.

He suddenly ripped my tank top leaving me in my white bra, he lifted me up by grabbing my ass causing me to wrap my legs around his torso. I leaned against the wall while my hips grind against his big bulge.

My breast slipped from my bra, his lips moved down to my chest claiming my nipple.

I moaned, loudly.

He was sucking so hard like I was his only source of water, my back arched against the wall.

"I want to fuck the living shit out of you." Hudson mumbled against my nipple causing me to shiver under him.

His hand grabbed my breast while his lips found mine again, his tongue invaded my mouth with slow strokes, and my hands crawled up behind his bare back pulling him closer to me.

"Just take me, take me any way you want." I whimpered.

We pulled apart just for a quick second, our foreheads pressed against each other. My chest was heaving up and down from the huge make out session we just had, everything started to spin. His hands grabbed ahold of my cheeks trying to force me to focus my eyes on him but it wasn't working, the heat of the moment and the alcohol did not mix well.

His lips were moving but words weren't coming out of his mouth, my vision became blurry as my eyes struggled to keep open.

Darkness took over and I felt my body fall limp against his.