Chapter 35

There could only be two reasons. Maybe they thought I could help them take over the packs, or they wanted revenge on me for leaving their group and turning against them. I mean, I still didn’t know what side I was on. Connor told me that the fate of the Malikah was decided after her first shift, but I’ve shifted several times, and I still didn’t know what I was supposed to do. I had so much hatred towards Conri that I would be lying if I said that I didn’t fantasize about his death. He’s trying to force the bond on me, use whatever power he has over me, and cage me like a rabid animal.

But on the other hand, something was beginning to form inside my soul as I remembered how happy he used to make me feel, how he made me feel safe and secure—worshipping and protecting me. A part of me still wanted that back.

I didn’t voice my thoughts to Conri as he continued to watch me. I moved away from the window, slowly walked to the open door of the study, and stared down the empty hallway. I j