LOGINDear Lovelies
Thank you for reading and for your patience while waiting for updates.
As you know, I have encountered some health issues that I had to tackle down first.
I am slowly getting better, but it takes time. Unfortunately, the stress coming with the exams around the corner led to a bit of a setback, and I had to go to the doctor's to change my medication.
With new medication, there comes fear and, more importantly, fatigue, which I am trying hard to cope with. At the same time, I had to lower my dosage of Ritalin intake, which doesn't help at all, but is important for my heart. I hope to adjust to it soon, but even my doctors said not to force it, because it will take a few weeks before it will happen naturally.
Two years ago, I lost my uncle because of a heart attack; he was just in his early forties. This broke our hearts and ignited a new fear in our family, but maybe it was also what saved my father's and my life. So that's why I am being extra cautious when it comes to my own heart and blood pressure acting up in a healthy woman my age.
I am a scaredy cat - And I am taking it slow - But I will be back soon.
Due to my taking several steps back in my projects, I will work on my ongoing books "When They Touch Me" and "Suck Me Dry" first, before continuing with my other books.
I hope to be back with new chapters for the Doctor in July or August. (But don't freak out if it will be September) / And new chapters for Kneel Me Dry by the End of 2027.
Thank you for your understanding and your support.
XoXo, Shelagh
P.S. If you are reading this under the books of "When They Touch Me" or "Suck Me Dry" please regard this as a little reminder that I am still not doing as well as I would want to, and that updates will come, but are not promised regularly. I also hope you understand why I wasn't able to keep promises made and will probably keep breaking them. Thank you!
P.s.s. Thank you to all who commented nicely while waiting for updates. I am happy that you are enjoying the read so much.
Dear Lovelies Thank you for reading and for your patience while waiting for updates. As you know, I have encountered some health issues that I had to tackle down first. I am slowly getting better, but it takes time. Unfortunately, the stress coming with the exams around the corner led to a bit of a setback, and I had to go to the doctor's to change my medication. With new medication, there comes fear and, more importantly, fatigue, which I am trying hard to cope with. At the same time, I had to lower my dosage of Ritalin intake, which doesn't help at all, but is important for my heart. I hope to adjust to it soon, but even my doctors said not to force it, because it will take a few weeks before it will happen naturally. Two years ago, I lost my uncle because of a heart attack; he was just in his early forties. This broke our hearts and ignited a new fear in our family, but maybe it was also what saved my father's and my life. So that's why I am being extra cautious when it comes
Good evening, my lovely readers I'm sorry that the book had a few major breaks and updates are not coming, but due to health issues, I unfortunately had to slow down, and had to stop working on a few books of mine, and take the painful decision about which book I had to concentrate on. I'm getting better, but it will take time. I hope to be able to restart updating this book soon. Just be assured: This book isn't abandoned and will continue in early 2026! Thank you so much for your trust and your patience. Take care and have the best of holidays! Shelagh
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