Harshika pov,Even though a sense of panic arose in my mind while walking alone on the road in the brightness of streetlight, I increased the pace of my walk as the notion of getting home rapidly prevailed in my mind. As I got closer to the house, I noticed that the light in our house was turned on, and I wondered who was awake at this hour. Everyone usually falls asleep when I come home. I used the duplicate key I had, to open the front door and slowly entered the house without making a sound. The house we are staying now has a hall, a shared bathroom, and a kitchen. We would all sleep in the hall as there is no bedroom in our house. As soon as I stepped into the home, I heard Meera's voice,"Akka.. Don't I ask you to come early today ?. As you can see, while waiting for you, Aarav fell asleep."Argh !!. I had completely forgotten about it. I attempted to make an excuse with a sheepish smile," That.. meera.. I"Mama's voice cut me off in the middle of my statement and assured meera
Raghavan pov,My embody was revolving around the incident that occurred when I went to the restaurant to pick up my brother, despite the fact that the files were stacked up in my study table for my signature. I'm certain that she is the same girl that attempted to destroy my brother's life six years ago. Nonetheless, I am awaiting the results of the investigation.If it is proved in an investigation that she is the one who caused the problem in my brother's married life again, I will absolutely shatter her life to the point which she will never be able to recover it. She once suffered as the result of her evilness that trying to kill my sister in law.. Yet she did not learn a lesson from it.. I will completely wreck her life to the point that vengeful thoughts will never enter her mind again. What does she think of me ?. Did she think that if she changed her clothes and appearances, I wouldn't be able to find her ?. Did she believe she could easily fool me by dressing up as a innocent
Harshika pov, "Perfect. Finished. Take a look in the mirror, akka. You are looking stunning."Meera's voice drew me out of my reverie. I gave a feeble smile in return for her compliments as I adjusted my spectacle and gazed my appearances in the mirror. When I looked myself in the mirror, a mocking smile slipped off from my lips. I once had a dream that to dressed up in wedding attire and to marry Naresh. I may say that my desire of seeing myself in wedding garb came true at some point, but I am no longer happy. Life is a strange and unfathomable riddle because when the things we seek and yearn to occur at a certain moment in our lives, we do not experience the bliss as we expected. The only constant in life is change. As a result, I have a glimmer of hope in my heart that my life will change as well, and that I will find the true happiness for which I have yearned. When I heard the voice of someone who was completely unexpected, my thoughts were shattered."Arshika chellam. Awwe !!.
Harshika pov,The anguish we feel when we witness our loved one's pleading to others for our happiness, is unbearable. When we experience that pain, we will feel that they should not have come into our lives, since there will be no scenario for them to beg for us if they do not come into our lives.Similarly, my uncle pleaded with numerous people for my release from prison six years ago. I made up my mind at the time that I wasn't going to let Mama beg for me to anyone. However, the same thing is occurring again. But, how ?. I didn't commit any sins or attempt to harm anyone this time. Anyway, this is not the time to ponder how things turned like this. First and foremost, I must stop the mama from appealing with Nakul for my life. With these thoughts in mind, I dashed up to Mama and pleaded to him to let go of his grip on Nakul's knee,"Mama.. Please get up.."Mama resumed his action despite of my pleadings and murmured," No.. No.. I don't leave him. He has no choice except to marry m
Harshika pov,I felt as my head was going to explode due to the constant wailing. I couldn't control my emotions and tears, no matter how many times I attempted to console myself by reciting those words,Its okay harshika.Its okay to be labelled as a slut.It's okay to be reflect as disgusting person.It's okay to be blamed for something you didn't do.It's okay to be mock for being overweight girl.Its okay to be rejected..Its okay to be unmarried..Its okay to be unwanted..It's okay to be someone who can be disliked.My wailing and self-contemplation came to a halt, when I heard Meera and Aarav shouting,"APPA (Father) ".Meera's scream and the sound of a quick fall drew my attention to the direction in which the sound was coming from. I couldn't see anything clearly as the result of tears drops on my spectacles due to my constant weeping. When I saw blurred image of my uncle who is lying on the floor unconsciously, I sprung to my feet, despite the fact that my legs were numb from
Harshika pov,At the instant doctor left the room, I carefully climbed out of bed with the help of bed headrest. I begin to walk out from the room slowly, regardless of Meera's advice to take rest. My attention caught sight of my reflection in the mirror as I walked towards the entryway. I was taken aback when I looked in the mirror.Isn't it normal to wake up with disheveled hair ?. However, why does my hair appear to have been combed recently, and who freed my tied hair?Whose dress I'm wearing right now ?. Its look like an expensive one. Where is my saree ?. As a result of those strange thoughts, I sighed and rolled my eyes. I'm such a dunce. Why am I having doubts about those things ?. Nurse or Meera would have undoubtedly changed my clothes and groomed my hair. Nowadays I'm daydreaming too much. Anyway, why everyone are stating that I'm was in coma. To clear up my suspicion, I turned and asked meera who is looking at me with fake angry as the result of not listening her advice
Harshika Pov,I walked to the hotel despite the scorching sun that was burning my skin and making me sweat profusely. I entered into the hotel and searched the hotel owner through my eyes and noticed him standing inside the kitchen.. I hurriedly moved into the kitchen and called out him little loudly,"Sir.."He turned and looked at me with hatred as he heard my voice.. Then he strode towards me furiously and shouted,"Slut.. Who gave you permission to enter the kitchen ?. Get it out of here."I couldn't stop the tears from welling up in my eyes as I listened to his harsh comments. As I fought back tears, I questioned him in a weak tone,"Sir.. I'm not the girl like you think. I needed money right away for my mama's treatment. Sir, please help me. You may deduct the money which you owe me from my salary."I'm not sure what I said that made him furious. Suddenly, he became enraged and yelled,"Your salary ??.. Do you think I will let a bitch like you work in my hotel?... It will never
Harshika Pov,Even though I heard everything he said, I felt numb. I didn't try to push away his hand when he hold my hand. I didn't try to refute his repulsive statement. I didn't try to throw away the things which he stuffed in my hand. I didn't tried to do anything.. I simply let him to speak or do anything he wants..BECAUSEI'm tired of everything.I'm tired to speak.I'm tired of hearing snide remarks.I'm tired of weeping.I'm tired of being end up as a failure.I'm tired of getting disappointment.I'm tired of getting hurt again and again.I'm tired of proving everyone that I'm not a slut.Already I'm labelled as a slut in this society. I can't change it no matter what I do. If I claim to be a damn virgin, no one will believe me. Most of them gets the moniker of prostitute when they lose their virginity, but I acquired it before I lost my virginity. I will never be able to live a family woman's life. As a punishment for the mistake I did not commit, my marriage has stalled, ma