5. Weak and pathetic

        Mia's p.o.v

"Eat." A deep husky voice commanded.

I couldn't understand why they were doing this to me, was it punishment for being late to do chores. Or was it because yesterday I was about to fall, and to them I showed weakness.

I slowly picked up one slice of cake with a trembling hand.

I leaned in and took a bite from the piece, the taste was delicious but I had no appetite to eat, I forced myself to chew while praying to the moon Goddess for everything to end soon.

I swallowed then shifted a bit and glanced at the door. If I was to run Christopher could waste no time in catching me. But again trying wasn't a hard thing to do.

"Move one inch and we swear we will hurt you." The twins said together scaring me.

I quickly moved my hand to my throat when my breathing got worse and I began to choke.

Christopher quickly stood up and rushed somewhere.

I rested my head on the table and tried to calm my breathing but it got worse.

Two hands on my back made me tense up, I feared to look up, but for some reason my breathing was slowly stabilizing.

"Here," Chris said when he put a glass of water next to me.

I looked at him feeling confused, a lot of questions were going through my mind.

 Why the hell would a high-rank beta run all the way to the kitchen just to get a glass of water for a low rank, did he like me by any chance.

It was hard to believe but possible.

"Drink," Chris whispered.

I was about to tell him how grateful I was and refuse but I stopped when the hands rubbing my back stopped moving.

How on earth did they know exactly what I was thinking about. Was I that see-through to them?

I slowly lifted my head and took the glass of water. I frowned when I noticed how my hands were no longer trembling, a minute ago I was scared and wanted to run away, but now I felt calm and okay. 

The fact that the two Alphas were next to me didn't even bother me.

"The Alphas!." I exclaimed silently in my head then quickly stood up.

How could I be so relaxed and forget that they were the ones rubbing my back.

"Easy, you will spill the water," Chris said with a smile.

I bite my lower lip and smiled back. He really was a kind man.

When he shifted his gaze to the alphas his smile faded.

"Oh I have remembered. I have a few things to take care of, you stay here please." He said respectively.

Was he seriously leaving me behind, he was definitely joking.

He was about to turn when I quickly rushed to him and held his hand. He looked at me with wide eyes.

My actions not only shocked him but myself as well, for some reason I was forgetting the rules of the pack and acting stupid. He was a high up who deserved respect from any rank which was lower than his. I did want to let go but I couldn't. I chose to go with him a thousand times than stay with the twin bastards that were scaring me.

"Please take me with you," I whispered under my breath as Chris quickly pulled his hand away. He looked terrified for some reason.

"Stay away from me, please!." He yelled loudly then turned and walked away shocking me.

Chris (Christopher) was a kind man to all the women, never was there a day that he had ever raised his voice on any woman, not that I have heard of. It was a first. I was very surprised.

I looked at my hand then at my clothes. Was it because I was somehow dirty or was it because I was an omega and he found that bothersome. The fact that I was the first one to be treated like that made me sad. My eyes were filled with tears.

 A chair was pulled behind me startling me.

"Come and sit down." One of the twins commanded in nearly a growl.

I turned uncomfortably with my eyes lowered to the ground. He sounded furious.

I knew if I dared to run away or disobey them I was going to be killed. I moved to the chair and sat down.

It was hard to be in the same room with the men I despised a lot.

A plate of food was pushed to me. I looked at it and felt nauseous.

I couldn't understand what they were doing, but it pissed me off so much that tears rolled on my cheeks.

Were they trying to kill me with poisoned food or what?. Why the hell were they so damn fixed on feeding me.

They were alphas who could pick anyone in the pack to bully. Why did they choose me over all the pack members. Was I that much of an eye sore to them?.

A loud growl made me shut my eyes as my breathing got louder and turned into pants.

"It's useless." One of the twins whispered while standing up.

I sniffed and kept quiet, I was sure they meant me. I was the only useless one in the room.

"Easy." The other said in warning.

"Fucking useless." The twin growled and kicked the chair as I trembled and pressed my hand on my mouth to hold in a scream.

"She's pathetic and too weak to be......."

I quickly pressed my hands against my ears.

 I didn't want to hear anything hurtful that they were going to say. For some reason knowing that it was me who they were talking about hurt a lot.

The other twin stood up and looked at me for a few seconds then turned and walked upstairs followed by his brother.

I weakly dropped my hands and stood up.

I was trying so hard not to vomit on the floor.

My legs were slowly giving out as I dragged myself out of the pack house with tears.

I terribly missed my father, he was the only one who stood by my side and protected me from anything and everyone.

Since he died I became verbally abused and hit a few times for answering back to the high ups while they were talking. I was mocked for not being as hard-working as the rest of the omegas too, the only friend who tried to take my side and defended me was Megan. She was the only one in the whole pack that held my hand whenever I felt like crying.

"My goddess, Mia." She called ahead then ran to me and hugged me.

"Did the warriors bully you?" She asked softly.

I held onto her dress tightly and sobbed loudly.

If only she knew that I was bullied by the worst kind of men, not the warriors.