LIFE FULL OF LIES

LIKE

     Have you experienced getting head over heels for someone?, getting knocked off of your feet?, for someone na hindi nagpakita ng kahit anumang interes sa iyo. For someone who never reciprocated your feelings. 

FALL 

     Have you experienced falling for someone? ang kaso, hindi ka sigurado. Sa taong walang kasiguraduhan kung mananatili ba o iiwan ka nalang sa huli. Sa taong hindi sigurado kung masasalo ka ba o hahayaan kang mahulog mag-isa. 

LOVE 

     Have you experienced that word?, Love. What a big word, right? everyone definitely experienced loving and being loved, but have you experienced loving someone who doesn't love you back? Even platonically. 

CARE

     Have you experienced caring about someone? too much, no less. Giving a damn about someone who doesn't even care whether you still exist or not. 

CRY 

     And have you experienced crying over someone you think is totally worth all the tears, but really isn't?. Shedding tears over someone because he doesn't care about you. 

PAIN

     And pain. Have you experienced getting hurt? Pained expression. Pained body. Pained heart. Everything is hurting and it is all because of love. 

INVISIBLE

     Have you experienced being invisible?. You're here, but it is as if you weren't. The type of invisibility wherein you're the one who was there for him, but you're still not the apple of his eye? 

BETRAYAL

     Have you ever experienced trusting someone only for them to ruin your being, wreck your walls, and build trust issues inside you? how about trusting someone to the point wherein you cannot imagine that they'd break it sooner or later?, Because you trust them too much?.

GIVING UP

     And have you ever experienced raising the white flag, a sign that you're giving up because of the constant heartbreaks? Because you know deep inside you, that you have no chance to win the fight. 

REALIZATION

     And one day you'd realize that you don't deserve any of this. Heartaches, headaches, anxiety, trust issues, and every sufferings he gave you. You'd realize that you deserve better. That you deserve the best. 

And one last step---------

FORGIVE AND FORGET

Mahirap turuan ang puso. They say you are free to love anyone. Pero paano kapag nahulog ka sa taong hindi ka kayang saluhin — hindi ka gugustuhing saluhin?. Can we even dictate our hearts on who to choose and who to love?,

Ang puso ang pinaka-mahirap na turuan. Dahil imbis na makinig ito sa atin, kusa itong tumitibok para sa isang tao. Tamang tao man o hindi. Sa karapat-dapat man o hindi. Madalas tayong mahulog sa maling tao dahil akala natin sila na yung tama para sa atin, pero hindi. 

Ang pagmamahal ay kahit kailan ay hindi naging mali. Love equates to pain. You can't say you love someone if you were never happy, and you can't say you love someone if you never get hurt. Love is pain; love is happiness. 

Siguro mali dahil nahulog ka sa isang tao, sa maling oras, sa mahaling panahon at higit sa lahat, sa maling pagkakataon; there's no perfect time for love. 

Kung mahal mo, ipaglaban mo. Pero dapat alam mo ang limitasyon. Kung hanggang saan ka lang talaga, kung anong lugar mo sa puso niya. Dahil kung wala talaga, dapat nang sukuan. 

But, what if you wake up one day realizing everything isn't real? That you trusted the wrong person? Kakayanin mo bang magtiwala at maniwalang may rason ang lahat ng bagay?.

As Calissa Marie Phobee Hermosa once said, "Love is unpredictable."