FAZER LOGINBlurb I should have known.. the way his eyes turned dark with desire the minute he saw me across the room, if not, then I should have known when his fingers shivered when they touched my bare skin, I should have known the moment he kissed me passionately, a kiss so intense yet different, I should have realized something was off, or perhaps, deep down, I knew this wasn’t my Ben, nevertheless I pulled him closer to me and let myself melt under his touch. There is just something about a forbidden fruit that throws all logical thinking out the window. At a mask themed party, Stella gets intimate with a man she believes is her fiancé, Ben. But unfortunately she receives a call informing her Ben was involved in a tragic accident, turning to the bed, she demands the man reveals himself. She is left horrified to see that the man she thought was Ben is actually Benji, Ben’s identical twin brother. This one mistake not only leaves her pregnant but also homeless. Five years later, Stella comes back to New York with her young daughter, she will do everything she can to ruin everyone that betrayed her in the past especially Benji, who she blames for Ben’s death, unknown to her, fate has its own game.
Ver maisTamine's POV
Rule number one for surviving Blackridge Academy: Avoid the Thorpe brothers at all costs.
That included avoiding certain hallways and making sure your class schedule didn't clash with theirs. Coming to school five minutes to the first period and of course, eating lunch in one of the empty classrooms or the school field even.
You might wonder, why put all these efforts into avoiding just two people. Are they really that bad?
The Thorpe brothers are what I would call my nemesis. All it took was one night of heartbreak and misguided priorities to fall into their trap and since then, life has been hell for me.
Imagine getting your heart broken and fucking a stranger impulsively just to feel better, only to find out the next day that he is actually your ex's brother.
Yeah, that was pretty much my life now.
“Get your ass down here this minute, Tamine!” My mother screamed from downstairs. I swallowed thickly, pushing aside my homework.
I dragged my feet down the mini stairs, the smell of stale beer hitting me before I even saw her. It was past ten, which meant she was already five to seven bottles deep.
Barely had I reached the last step when a vase came flying in my direction. I immediately ducked, my heart pounding heavily in my chest.
The half-drunk petite woman was on a rampage, hurling everything she could possibly lay hands on at me.
“This is all your fault! All your fault!” She cursed, throwing a stool at me. “If you hadn't come into my life when I was still a teenager, things would have been so much better for that. Those losers wouldn't embarrass me in front of my buddies! Do you know how much money I lost tonight?”
I immediately understood what she was talking about. They must have thrown her out of the pub again.
She threw another vase at me. “Why won't you just stay still and let me hit you?!” She screamed.
“Mom… please calm down. I… I can get you another drink!” I tried advancing towards her.
“Oh yeah, why don't you try dying instead?” She grabbed one of the empty bear bottles she had lined up in a corner. “It’s barely enough compensation for getting me disowned and abandoned by your worthless father!”
I froze on the spot, a familiar sting caressed my eyes. You’d think I’d be used to it by now. The yelling, the throwing, the way she turns into a tornado after too much whiskey. The neighbors sure are. They’ve got their own “get rid of Sarah” routine down to an art, not to mention the number of debts she racked up for me from gambling and drinking.
When that happened, she would come home and curse me out, blaming me for how her life turned out even though she stopped spending on me when I was five. I had to work three jobs a day to feed, clothe and give her pocket money. I studied hard so I could go to school on scholarship but somehow, none of it was enough for her.
She hated my very sight because it reminded her of the boy who lured her into his bed and ran abroad at the opportunity he got.
“Why are you looking at me like that, you wench?! Do you blame me too?!” I was so lost in thoughts that I didn't realize she crossed over until she held me by the collar.
“Let go of me…” I tried to break free of her choking grip. I could have pushed her off but I was worried about hurting her so I continued trying to peel her hands off as i choked.
When she saw the tears running down my cheeks, disgust stained her expression. “You're pathetic!”
She shoved me hard and I hit the floor with a thud. A yelp fell off my lips as the shards of glass pierced through my skin.
My mother ignored me and marched to the fridge to grab another bottle but when she saw it was empty, she grew even more frustrated.
Her eyes flamed with rage as she turned to me. “Where's the beer, Tamine?”
“You… drank all of it, Mom.” My words wobbled, like they were afraid to leave my mouth. I bit my lip hard to suppress the scream as I pulled out the glass.
“Do I have to tell you everything? Can you not think for yourself? If we are out of beer, you refill it! Do you understand that?!” She yelled.
“Keep it down, Sarah! Leave the kid alone!” The woman next door yelled.
“How about you mind your damn business, Lara!” My mother fired back. “You see the humiliation you put me through? All because you can't do a damn thing right!”
“I… I'm sorry, mom…” I sniffled. “I'll get your beer.”
“You better be quick about it!”
It was just an excuse for me to leave the suffocating space. It was bad enough we lived in this crumbling building with barely enough space for two, but she had to make it unbearable to. As I hurried downstairs, the few neighbors I met gave me pitiful looks.
The wall in the building were very thin so they pretty much heard everything that went down in our apartment every single day.
I arrived at the bar where I worked on weekends. It was Thursday night but I badly needed to escape my mother until she fell asleep at least.
“Tamine, what are you doing here?” Manager Shawn asked. “I thought you'd be coming in tomorrow!”
I feigned a smile at the middle-aged man. “I had nothing to do so I thought I'd stop by in case you need any help.”
“Actually, Tonia called in sick so we need a bartender for the club,” he said.
I gulped hard. “The club?”
“Don't worry, it's nothing too dangerous. The big fishes usually hangout on weekends. We just have a bunch of highschool punks celebrating their seasonal win. Normally I wouldn't let them in but they are all legal and one of them has ties with the club owner so yeah, you just have to serve and watch them party until they pass out,” he said.
It sounded relatively easy. I mean, what was the worse that could happen?
“I'm down.”
“Great, go change and get to work. I'll double your pay this time,” he grinned.
“Thanks Shawn.”
I got to the storage room and changed into my uniform before heading into the club. There were only a few people on the dance floor but when I glanced upstairs, my entire body froze at the Blackridge jersey.
“Tamine! It's good your here,” Lesley, my coworker popped from behind me with a basket of drinks. “Could you take this up quickly to the table filled with jocks?”
I narrowed my eyes suspiciously at her. “Why should I? You do it,” I frowned but she pushed the drinks in my hand.
“They ordered quite a lot of cocktails. I need to get that ready,” she said quickly and walked away before I could say anything.
I swallowed thickly. It's probably the football team, but that would mean I would have to face that jerk, Atlas Thorpe. My cheating ex. I honestly would rather not.
But somehow, facing Atlas seemed a lot easier than facing Evans. So I braced myself up and headed up. The worse he would do was badmouth me to his friends, right?
Chapter 54…Benji…Stella’s news of being pregnant takes me by surprise, under a different situation, this would have been one of the good news but not now, the only thought in my mind is if Zoey is going to survive until the baby is born,“you don’t look as happy as I thought you would be” Stella says looking away,I can see a hint of sadness on her face,“I am happy, just that, I talked to the doctor last time, Zoey wont live that long” Stella’s eyes begin to water as she looks at me, I hate to see that expression on her face, I have hurt her by telling her this,“how long does she have?” she asks as she wipes off the tears on her face,“I don’t know, just not long enough until the baby is born” if I tell her that Zoey has less than a month to live, she will be more heart broken and I don’t want her to feel that way.“am scared Benji, what should we do?” she asks, I pull her in for a hug,“just hope for a miracle to happen” only If it is possible for Ben to come to his senses and cha
Chapter 53…STELLA…Benji is on his way back home, as I wait for him, am nervous, I couldn’t tell him I was pregnant the last time we talked, am nervous and anxious, the only thing putting my mind at easy is the fact that Zoey is doing a little better. Over the course of the week Benji has been away, his mother and Daisy visit almost everyday which is a huge relief,Maria doesn’t come much because of how busy she gets at the company, but since I told her I was pregnant, she no longer even calls, I understand she is upset with me because of how she feels about Benji so I let her be.There is a knock on the door, before I can answer, the door opens and Mario walks in with a bunch of flowers and some chocolates, I stand up meeting him half way the room with a hug,“hey” I say,“hey, I see our princess is still sleeping”, my eyes drift off to Zoey whom he is looking at,“yes, she was awake most of the night” I then lead him to the couch and we sit,“tell me the truth, where is Benji?” as
Chapter 52…BENJI…Its been two days, Ben is nowhere to be seen, Tan tells me he comes home very later and goes out very early, I know he is doing this on perhaps just to avoid me so this evening, I refuse to leave his house without talking to him,I miss home so much and cant help worrying about Zoey and Stella’s well being. I sit on the couch across the table with Tan on the other side, its past 8pm, the twins are already fast asleep.“are you sure you don’t want to lay down in the spare bedroom?” Tan asks, for what I have seen so far, Tan is a very good man, Ben didn’t derserve him,“I need to leave as soon as posibble but I cant do that If I don’t get Ben to come with me, my kid will die” I explain“am sorry that he is putting you through this, I tried to talk to him about it but you know how sturrborn your brother is” that I understand pretty well,“do you have any idea how can I convince him to help me?” I ask, Tan is quiet for a while,“there is nothing Ben cant do for money. S
Chapter 51…MARIA…“Dad, I think you should let mom out of the basement, she might die If you keep her there for long” I say to Dad while he is sitting in his office his eyes fixed on his computer“she is tougher than you think” he answers. I know but despite having no emotions for mom, she might really die if she stays there for long“I know but its been a week and some days now” Dad lets out a sign looking irriated,“I told her to apologize to you if she wants to be let out but she refuses” I let out a sign,“I already forgave her” I say,“fine, then get her out after work” he says. I smile at him and leave his office,When I get to my office, I receive a call from Mario and immediately answer the call,“hey fake girlfriend” he says in his usual jovial voice,“the phone might be on speaker for all you know, cut that fake girlfriend shit”, after the night we almost got arrested on our first date, Mario and I have been spending time together, mainly because we want to keep the impress
Chapter 50…BENJI…The next morning, Ben wakes me up with a knock on my hotel door, I open the door rubbing my sleepy eyes,“how the hell are you a self made Billionaire if you sleep in like this?” he asks, the only reason I overslept is because I had been tired the previous day, the twins where a hand
Chapter 48 …BENJI… Mom and Daisy stay at the hospital for a while and talk with Stella, am glad to see her not crying anymore, as it turns out after my little confrontation with Maria, she probably thought it unwise to come and see Stella and went her way which is a huge relief, I cant stand her pre
Chapter 49…BENJI…After spending close to 48 hours in a plane, I finally land in hong kong,I have been here once or twice for work but never to see my dead brother, I figured he would refuse to see me if he knew so I decided to pay him a surprise visit,I rang the door of a little apartment, while sta
Chapter 47…BENJI…The next morning, Zoey is awake and asks me to read her one of her favourite books, I happily do so but just before I get to the last part, a nurse enters the ward room,“the Doctor wants to see both of you” she says, Stella and I exchange worried looks,“I will go and see him while y


















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