Blurb I should have known.. the way his eyes turned dark with desire the minute he saw me across the room, if not, then I should have known when his fingers shivered when they touched my bare skin, I should have known the moment he kissed me passionately, a kiss so intense yet different, I should have realized something was off, or perhaps, deep down, I knew this wasn’t my Ben, nevertheless I pulled him closer to me and let myself melt under his touch. There is just something about a forbidden fruit that throws all logical thinking out the window. At a mask themed party, Stella gets intimate with a man she believes is her fiancé, Ben. But unfortunately she receives a call informing her Ben was involved in a tragic accident, turning to the bed, she demands the man reveals himself. She is left horrified to see that the man she thought was Ben is actually Benji, Ben’s identical twin brother. This one mistake not only leaves her pregnant but also homeless. Five years later, Stella comes back to New York with her young daughter, she will do everything she can to ruin everyone that betrayed her in the past especially Benji, who she blames for Ben’s death, unknown to her, fate has its own game.
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..STELLA..
It must be the eyes, that shade of sky blue that stands out, I know my Ben, even if his face is covered in that ridiculous mask, I can easily point him out, that is how deep our connection is.
Holding his gaze from across the room, I begin walking towards him, I know he has already recognized me too though I put in effort to ensure he doesn’t recognize me under the mask I have on my face but here we are, walking towards each other. Today happens to be Ben’s youngest sister’s birthday, Abby wanted a masked theme party. Ben and I made a bet on who would recognize the other first but lucky for us, the moment our eyes locked we both knew.
Ben and I eventually met in the middle of the room, the loud music and the people dancing, all that doesn’t matter, its like we are in our own little perfect world, god I love this man, I cant wait for the week to end so I can finally marry him. Without saying a word, Ben holds my hand and leads me upstairs, I dont bother asking him were we are going, I can follow him anywhere in a heartbeat.
Ben and I met when we were just toddles, apprantaly, our moms have been best friends since high school. Ben , his twin brother Benji and i had grown up together. Our relationship began the summer we finished high school, deep down, I always knew we would end up together, in the coming week, we are finally going to get married and honestly, I feel like am the luckiest person alive.
Ben leads the way to his old room while I follow quietly behind, I cant help wondering why he is taking me to his old room, immediately we enter the room, he closes the door and makes me lean on it, his face is an itch away from my face, I can feel his hot breath on my cheeks making me a little nervous, the way he looks at me with desire in his eyes makes me even more nervous though in a good way has I can feel butterflies in my stomach. Despite Ben and I being in a relationship for over five years, we had never been intimate, he always says we have to wait until we get married promptly stating that it would be more special since it would be a first time for both of us. I feel that is absurd especially since my friends laugh at the fact that I am still a virgin at 21. I don’t mind though, I love Ben and would do anything for him.
Unexpectedly, Ben carries me in his arms wrapping my legs around his waist, before I could say anything, his lips meet mine. I have kissed him countless times but it was nothing close to this, he had never kissed me with so much passion and desire, I find myself kissing him with the same passion showing him how much I want him, all the bottled up desire from all these years of longing, I let it all out.
When I feel his hand making its way into my dress squeezing my nipple, I lose my mind and let out a soft moan, god this feels good, I wonder why we haven’t been doing this all along. Whatever happened to Ben today, I hope he stays like this for good.
Ben carries me to the bed and I don’t object, I simply hold unto him until my back is on the bed, I try to remove my mask because I want to see his face when he does whatever he is planning to do to me but just as my hand touches my mask, Ben stops me and shakes his head, I immediately understand he wants me to keep my mask on, I don’t have a problem with that, maybe it is the masks we have on that turned him into this passionate man.
While I lay on the bed, he comes on top of me, he looks into my eyes and begins to undress me, I hold his stare, he manages to get me out of the dress leaving my pants on, he pauses to kiss my lips driving me insane. Ben moves his face close to my v****a, at first, I think he wants to go down on me but surprisingly, he uses his teeth to take off my panties , though I should be nervous since this is the first time he is seeing me naked, am way too aroused to care, I try to pull him in for a kiss but he pins my hands on top of my head, his lips are dangerously close to mine but instead of him kissing me, he looks down at my exposed chest, the look he has in his eyes when he looks back at me is priceless.
In the next seconds, he begins to suck on my nipple, this action makes me insanely wet, I want this man, I again attempt to pull him to my face but he seems to have a different idea has he pins my hands together again stoping me from touching him. He then begins to plant kisses down my body until his face is between my legs, when I feel his tongue doing insane things to me, my hands hold his head tightly as a wave of sensation passes through my body making me shake uncontrollably, fortunately, Ben holds me, when I manage to calm down, he begins to undress himself while am still shaken after having my first orgasm. When he is done undressing, he positions himself in between my legs, I let out a deep sign, my friends always told me stories of how painful their first time was, I mentually prepare myself for the pain am about to experience.
With the tip of his d***k inside my v****na, he looks into my eyes and proceeds to kiss me, in a swift movement, he thrusts all the way, I scream in pain not caring that their is a party downstairs and someone could hear me, he pauses and looks at me, for a second, I can see confusion in his eyes. not wanting him to stop, I begin to kiss him, that seems to calm him down as he now takes control and begins to move inside me, the pain I had felt earlier is now replaced with pleasure as I begin to move my hips upward meeting his thrusts. Moans fill the room, just when I reach my peek, Ben begins to move at an insanely speed driving me insane, eventually, we have an organsm at the same time.
Feeling weak and satisfied, we stay in the same position with him still inside me while his hands are wrapped around my waist, this feels heavenly and I let out a sign wishing this moment didn’t end. Unfortunately, the loud ringing of my phone disturbs our special moment,
I quickly reach for it, when I see who is calling, I remove the mask showing my horrified face, Ben is calling, against all odds, I pray this is just a misunderstanding and the man on the bed is my Ben.
With my eyes still fixed on the man on the bed, I answer the call.
“Stella, where are you? Ben, he was involved in an accident, my baby is gone stella, he is dead” I can hear mrs Edwards cry as she tries to explain what happened. I refuse to believe what she says and assume she is playing a bad prank on me, I hang up not wanting to hear anything more, my focus is now on the man on the bed, I make my way towards the bed and stand before him,
“who are you?” I ask, when the man doesn’t answer, I pull his mask off, upon looking at his face, I shake my head in disbelief, the man in front of me is non other than Benji, Ben’s identical twin brother, I ran my hands through my hair in confusion, how did I not notice this wasn’t Ben?...
Chapter 54…Benji…Stella’s news of being pregnant takes me by surprise, under a different situation, this would have been one of the good news but not now, the only thought in my mind is if Zoey is going to survive until the baby is born,“you don’t look as happy as I thought you would be” Stella says looking away,I can see a hint of sadness on her face,“I am happy, just that, I talked to the doctor last time, Zoey wont live that long” Stella’s eyes begin to water as she looks at me, I hate to see that expression on her face, I have hurt her by telling her this,“how long does she have?” she asks as she wipes off the tears on her face,“I don’t know, just not long enough until the baby is born” if I tell her that Zoey has less than a month to live, she will be more heart broken and I don’t want her to feel that way.“am scared Benji, what should we do?” she asks, I pull her in for a hug,“just hope for a miracle to happen” only If it is possible for Ben to come to his senses and cha
Chapter 53…STELLA…Benji is on his way back home, as I wait for him, am nervous, I couldn’t tell him I was pregnant the last time we talked, am nervous and anxious, the only thing putting my mind at easy is the fact that Zoey is doing a little better. Over the course of the week Benji has been away, his mother and Daisy visit almost everyday which is a huge relief,Maria doesn’t come much because of how busy she gets at the company, but since I told her I was pregnant, she no longer even calls, I understand she is upset with me because of how she feels about Benji so I let her be.There is a knock on the door, before I can answer, the door opens and Mario walks in with a bunch of flowers and some chocolates, I stand up meeting him half way the room with a hug,“hey” I say,“hey, I see our princess is still sleeping”, my eyes drift off to Zoey whom he is looking at,“yes, she was awake most of the night” I then lead him to the couch and we sit,“tell me the truth, where is Benji?” as
Chapter 52…BENJI…Its been two days, Ben is nowhere to be seen, Tan tells me he comes home very later and goes out very early, I know he is doing this on perhaps just to avoid me so this evening, I refuse to leave his house without talking to him,I miss home so much and cant help worrying about Zoey and Stella’s well being. I sit on the couch across the table with Tan on the other side, its past 8pm, the twins are already fast asleep.“are you sure you don’t want to lay down in the spare bedroom?” Tan asks, for what I have seen so far, Tan is a very good man, Ben didn’t derserve him,“I need to leave as soon as posibble but I cant do that If I don’t get Ben to come with me, my kid will die” I explain“am sorry that he is putting you through this, I tried to talk to him about it but you know how sturrborn your brother is” that I understand pretty well,“do you have any idea how can I convince him to help me?” I ask, Tan is quiet for a while,“there is nothing Ben cant do for money. S
Chapter 51…MARIA…“Dad, I think you should let mom out of the basement, she might die If you keep her there for long” I say to Dad while he is sitting in his office his eyes fixed on his computer“she is tougher than you think” he answers. I know but despite having no emotions for mom, she might really die if she stays there for long“I know but its been a week and some days now” Dad lets out a sign looking irriated,“I told her to apologize to you if she wants to be let out but she refuses” I let out a sign,“I already forgave her” I say,“fine, then get her out after work” he says. I smile at him and leave his office,When I get to my office, I receive a call from Mario and immediately answer the call,“hey fake girlfriend” he says in his usual jovial voice,“the phone might be on speaker for all you know, cut that fake girlfriend shit”, after the night we almost got arrested on our first date, Mario and I have been spending time together, mainly because we want to keep the impress
Chapter 50…BENJI…The next morning, Ben wakes me up with a knock on my hotel door, I open the door rubbing my sleepy eyes,“how the hell are you a self made Billionaire if you sleep in like this?” he asks, the only reason I overslept is because I had been tired the previous day, the twins where a handful though am not complaining, I had fun with them.“by staying sober and clean” a frown immediately on Ben’s face as he looks irriated with my response,“I don’t even know why I came here in the first place” he says,“am sorry but am only stating the truth” lying to him about the serious problems he has will only make him do eorse, Tan might be scared to point it to him but not me,“we need to go to the hospital, I have somewhere to go” I stare at the wall clock, it is already past eight,“I wont take long” I say as I head to the bathroom. I take a shower and dress up, in the next mintues, Ben and I are on our way to the hospital, when we get there, the doctor immediately comes to see u
Chapter 48 …BENJI… Mom and Daisy stay at the hospital for a while and talk with Stella, am glad to see her not crying anymore, as it turns out after my little confrontation with Maria, she probably thought it unwise to come and see Stella and went her way which is a huge relief, I cant stand her pretending to be good while she is planning to kill Stella Zoey was brought back a few hours ago and is yet to wake up since the surgery, am thinking of what to do next, on one hand, I want to save Zoey but am afraid of what Maria might do if am away, “what are you thinking about?” my mom’s question drives me out of my thoughts, “me?” I ask when I see she is looking my way, “of course you, you are the only one zoomed out” only if it was possible to tell her what I was thinking, for starters, she would kill me for all the lies, “just worried about Zoey” I say, “you remember my suggestion?” she asks and I immediately shut her up, “please mom, Don’t…” “what is your suggestion Mrs Edwards
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