CHAPTER 4: Different like a monster

After the encounter with Alexander and Natalie I felt satisfied, but at the same time lonely.

I know it's my fault for hiding my strength, and my wolf that everyone thinks I'm weak, and I know it doesn't make any sense for me to hide my beauty just because I was almost molested once.

But I know for sure everything I did all this time is the reason I'm still living my life peacefully.

I can't put my finger on it, but I had this feeling that if I ever reveal my wolf and my strength to everyone my life will change drastically and I know it's not a pleasant change.

You might be wondering why I'm saying all this. 

Well, to make things clear, I'm not an ordinary werewolf.

And I'm not just different from the rest, I'm way too different. My human self is quite unusual, I don't know what breed I am actually. 

I change skin every three months like a snake, and my body's temperature is unusually cold, whereas werewolves have warm bodies.

I'm not a fish but I can stay in the water for half a day without breathing.

And the weirdest part of me being different is that I don't have a heart, or maybe I have but it's not beating, and maybe that is the reason why I feel like a part of me is missing.

My wolf's also different from the rest. She's as big as an alpha wolf and way stronger and faster. 

Her fur and eyes change from pure black fur and golden glowing eyes at night to white fur and blue eyes during the day.

My wolf can produce a very addictive scent, but the problem is anyone who inhales it will fall unconscious for a few days.

Of course, my wolf has limitations too she can only do that once every two days.

She needs to be let out and eat once a month or she might go out of control and eat whoever's around be it a werewolf or an animal as long as it has meat and blood.

She also drinks blood, so we have to hunt a bigger prey every time, because she quite has a big appetite, even though she eats both blood and meat, we still have to hunt some more to quench my wolf's hunger.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I forgot I'm still in class. I snapped back when the bell rang.

School's still not over but I don't feel like staying there any longer so I went outside the school walking aimlessly into the woods.

It's not that I don't feel anything towards Alexander or am not affected by the mate bond. It's hurting me like crazy. Seeing him with that bitch Natalie makes my blood boil, keeping my cool in front of them is pretty hard, but I managed to do it anyway.

I know it's normal to be attracted to your mate, but I'm not attracted towards Alexander enough for me to forgive him and accept him. 

And something is bothering me since I rejected Alexander, I'm hurting but not to the point of breaking which is what I'm supposed to feel.

I felt at ease after I rejected him, and it's so unusual.

I was so lost in thoughts that I didn't realize I've gotten deeper into the forest.

It's quite late too, the sun's starting to set.

I turned around to go back, but I stumbled and fell to the ground, surprised seeing Cedric standing right beside me, I didn't even notice.

How long has he even been there behind me? I had no idea at all. I could have died had he attacked me.

I flinched as he took a step closer to me, he extend his hand to help me up.

I hesitated but took his hand anyway.

I let out a gasp when I felt sparks eliciting from the touch of our skins.

I quickly shook off my hands from his, but he gripped my hand tightly refusing to let go.

" What the fuck do you think you're doing? LET GO!!" I shouted at him in panic.

It seems to have snapped him back, he then let go of my hands and took a step back away from me.

"What was that?" I said as I took a step closer to him.

He didn't say anything.

"The sparks... I know you felt it too! How come I can feel it from you when you're not even my mate?" I asked confused.

He remained quiet, he's wearing that unreadable face he wears all the time so I really can't tell what's he thinking.

" Who are you? There's no way you're an ordinary werewolf." I said trying to get a reaction from him.

" You're not ordinary yourself!" He said like it's something obvious.

" You... What else do you know about me? And how did you know?" I asked getting nervous.

He frowned his brows and stayed silent for a moment.

" It's late! You should go home!" He said as he turned around to leave.

" What the fuck!!!! We're not done talking yet!" I said grabbing his hand, ignoring the sparks from the touch of our skins.

He stood frozen. " I want answers from you, and you better t--" I stopped as he put his finger on my lips to stop me from talking.

"Shhhhh!!.. you talk too much Darling!" He said as he leaned in, giving me shivers down my spine.

His face is too close to mine that our noses are almost touching.

I can't say anything as I was overwhelmed with the sparks and butterflies he's making me feel.

"Now stop provoking me and just go home, darling..." He said huskily.

"And why would I listen to you?" I said.

"Because You don't know what I might do if you don't!" He said giving me goosebumps for some reason.

" You think I'm afraid of you? Answer my fucking question now! Or no one's leaving!!.." I said impatiently.

He stared at me with those green eyes again, a frown on his forehead head.

" You'll regret provoking me darling.." he said with a smirk.

He leaned his face closer to mine, when we both heard a twig snap a hundred meters away from us, I looked in the direction of the sound taking my eyes off Cedric for a second.

When I looked back Cedric's already gone, he disappeared. Just like how he came I wasn't able to notice his movement.

I smelled a very sweet scent coming from the direction where the sounds of twigs snapping.

'Alexander!'...