LOGIN...RILEY...
**** He’s staring at my legs. Heck, who would’ve guessed my crush… my obsession… would find me attractive? My heart’s doing a weird kind of dance, half panic, half excitement. And the best part? He’s trying to be discreet about it but I see right through him. Looking away, he said. “You shouldn’t be here,” . “I thought I made myself clear. You stay out of this house. We don’t need you. Hell, I don’t even want you here.” I lifted an eyebrow, crossing my arms, leaning back against the counter. “Really? Because last I checked, I wasn’t hired by you, Mr. Knight. I’m here because your perfect little wife thought it’d be a good idea to hire me as the nanny. So, congratulations—I’m staying.” His nostrils flared.. “Stay? You… you have no idea what you’re walking into. You know why I don’t want you here? Because I found out from your boss…you were fired. Drugs, theft… you’re a mess. Do you know how many people I’d have to fire if I let a thief into my house?” I laughed, bitterly. Drugs? I'm not crazy to do them, but whatever, let him think that low of me. “A thief? Oh, Mr. Knight, thanks for the compliment. But let me clear it up for you—you’re lucky. I’m not here for you. I’m here for your sister. And I’ll have you know, if being fired and ‘messy’ qualifies me to be the best nanny your spoiled kids will ever have, then congratulations, you’ve just hit the jackpot.” He stared at me like I had just slapped him. And maybe, in a way, I had. My words were sharper than I meant, but I wasn’t backing down. “You’re too bold,” he muttered, almost under his breath. I tilted my head, smirking.. “Bold? Honey, I’m honest. It’s different. You should try it sometime instead of yelling at people like I’m some criminal for breathing in your damn house.” He stalked closer, and suddenly… I felt his hand grab my arm. A cold fire shot up from my shoulder to my spine. “Hey! Let go!” I spat, trying to wrench free. But he didn’t listen. Before I could process, he slammed me against the wall hard enough that the air left my lungs in a jagged whoosh. “Look here, young lady,” he growled, “look at me while I talk to you.” I tilted my head, smirk tugging at my lips.“Oh? You want me to get lost in those eyes, Mr. Knight? Because, newsflash… I think I already am.” His gaze faltered, and his fingers slackened against my skin. That was all the opening I needed. My palms shot to his chest, shoving him back with a burst of adrenaline. He staggered a step, surprise flashing across his face, and before he could recover, I spun him, slamming him against the wall instead. The impact echoed through the narrow hallway as I pressed in, holding him there, our breaths tangling in the charged silence that followed. We're not exactly the same height, but okay. “See, Mr. Knight?” I murmured, eyes locked on his. “You’re not the only one who can slam someone into a wall. How does that feel, Mr. Knight?” I asked, smirking, letting my gaze wander lazily over him, daring him to react. He froze, eyes wide, mouth slightly open. “Did… did you just…” “Yep,” I cut him off, tilting my head. “I just did. And I’d do it again. Maybe even worse if you keep staring at me like I’m trouble you want to get into.” He ran a hand through his hair, and I could see the frustration on his handsome features. Seeing him up close… He's undeniably hot…I wanted to kiss him without giving a fuck that he's married. My thighs were doing it again. “Waiy, you think this is… funny?” he asked, voice taut with frustration, trying to regain authority. I shrugged, my smirk widening. “Funny? Maybe a little. Messing with you is the best part of my day so far. You, all serious and angry, thinking you can scare me. Sweetheart, you’re adorable when you’re angry. But also, really… fragile.” He blinked at me like I’d just insulted his entire existence, but the way his chest rose and fell told me I’d hit a nerve somewhere. “Do you want me to stop?” I whispered, sarcasm dripping from every syllable. “Or do you like being pinned to your own wall?” His throat bobbed as he swallowed. For a fraction of a second, he actually looked stunned, like he’d forgotten how to breathe. And then the door slammed open. “Oh my God!” We both whipped around. Cassidy stood frozen in the doorway, her manicured hand still on the knob, her eyes darting between me and Soren. Her gaze dropped to where my towel was barely clinging to my body and then shot back up to our faces, eyes wide like she’d just walked in on a murder scene. “Are you two…” she gasped, her voice pitching high, “are you two making out?!” My stomach lurched. I'm fucked.RILEY..For a long, painful second, no one moved.Not me. Not Soren. And certainly not the world.My mom just stood there at the mouth of the alley, her hospital gown hidden beneath a long cardigan, her face pale and unreadable in the dim light. The shock was instant and cold — she shouldn’t have been out. She was supposed to still be at the hospital. My throat went dry, and my heart stuttered.How long has she been standing there?“Mom…” I finally whispered, my voice barely scraping through my throat. “What—what are you doing here?”She didn’t answer. She just kept staring, her eyes flicking between me and Soren, taking in everything — perhaps?I could feel Soren tense beside me, his breathing unsteady, like he was bracing for impact. My stomach twisted, a sick feeling of shame clawing at my chest.“Mom,” I tried again, stepping forward, my voice trembling. “You’re—what are you doing here? You were supposed to still be in the hospital.”She didn’t respond, just staring me at me expr
.. RILEY…The kiss was devouring and it seared me to my soul. His tongue plunged into my mouth, tasting of whiskey and something uniquely, dangerously him. I kissed him back with everything I had, with all the frustration and desire and sheer madness of the night.His hand left the wall and shoved my sports bra up, my breasts spilling free into the cool night air. He broke the kiss, his dark eyes blazing as he looked down at me, pinched and exposed against the brick. “You danced for them,” he accused, his thumb brushing roughly over my nipple, sending a jolt straight to my core.“I danced for you,” I gasped, arching into his touch.His other hand yanked at the waistband of my shorts and panties, dragging them down to my knees in one impatient motion. The night air whispered over my wetness, and I shuddered. He didn’t bother with foreplay. He was beyond it. We both were.He fumbled with his own jeans, freeing his cock, hard and demanding. He hooked his hands under my thighs, lifting me
…RILEY… “No” The word slipped out before I even realized it. My skin was still burning from Soren’s touch, but every bit of heat turned to ice the second that woman opened her mouth.Threesome? Is she sane?The woman tilted her head, giving me a look that could curdle milk. “No?” she repeated, like it was cute, like I was some child interrupting adults.She just purred, the sound grating against my raw nerves. “Come on, honey, don’t be so goddamn stiff. I know Soren.” Her eyes raked over him with a familiarity that made my skin prickle. “I know that’s exactly what he loves. And you…” She finally deigned to look at me, her gaze dismissive. “You don’t have to act territorial over something that’s already been… explored.”My stomach twisted. I looked from her to him, my heart pounding harder than I wanted to admit. “You know her?” I asked, my voice steady but my fingers curling into fists.Before Soren could answer, she laughed and it made my skin crawl. “Oh, I know him, baby. I real
RILEY…I exhaled through my nose.Well.She wasn’t wrong. This woman could see right through me.I clenched the mask. “If he recognizes me—”“That’s the bonus,” she cut in. “Or the risk. Depends how much you want him to feel something other than pain.”My stomach flipped. “No,” I muttered. “This is insane.”“Love usually is.”I laughed under my breath, sharp and humorless. Crazy things for love. Yeah. I knew that song. I’d rewritten the damn lyrics. I mean for years, I’d swallowed my feelings. Stayed silent. Protected secrets that weren’t mine. I watched my twin sleep beside the man I loved. Crazy? Please.Compared to all that, taking my clothes off under a few lights barely even registered. It wouldn’t crack the top ten things I’d already done for him. I've already crossed worse lines for love, so this felt almost tame by comparison..My breath caught. Okay. I could do this. The music was like a drug, Soren’s pain a magnet, and this mask felt like permission. A reckless, terrib
RILEY..>>TWO HOURS LATER I quietly closed the kids’ door, my heart still pounding from the chaos of the night. Finally, Evie had drifted off mid–story, Zayden finally stopped asking why Grandma was crying, and Whitney—sweet, fragile Whitney—was asleep after I gave her the last of her medication. I stood there for a long second, watching her small chest rise and fall, willing peace to last at least for her. I was about to turn toward my room when I nearly walked straight into Soren.He was dressed again, wearing a dark shirt, jeans, keys in hand. His hair looked like he’d run his fingers through it too many times, his eyes hollow and stormy. He's going out?“Where are you going?” I asked, stopping short, my voice coming out sharper than I meant it to.He didn’t look at me at first. “Out.”“Out?” I repeated, crossing my arms. “You mean what exactly? Out for a walk, out for a drive, out to lose your mind completely—because honestly, that’s where it looks like you’re headed.”He exha
RILEYYou could slice the air in that car and still not hit the bottom of the tension.No one said a word when we pulled out of the driveway. The only sound was the tires crunching over gravel, the engine humming low, and the occasional sniffle from Cassidy.Soren gripped the steering wheel so tight his knuckles had gone white, the veins in his arms flexing under the dim dashboard light. His jaw was locked, his eyes fixed straight ahead, but the way he was driving—too fast on the curves, too sharp on the turns—told me he was boiling inside.Cass sat in the front seat with her arms crossed, chin tilted stubbornly, mascara streaked like bruises under her eyes. Every few minutes she’d glance at him, like she wanted to say something but couldn’t decide whether to cry or scream.I was crammed in the backseat with the kids—Evie curled up against the door, Zayden trying to keep himself awake playing a dinosaur game on my phone. Whitney was asleep, head lolled slightly to the side, her wheelc







