로그인Alexis's point of view.
As soon as I got out of the car, I hurried into school with my head down, as usual. "Hey, look, Omega's here." "Wow! Look how red her cheeks are." "I don't know what she's done." "Haha... Maybe she's trying to steal someone's partner to improve her position in the group." "What a slut!" "She looks like a tomato." "I think Brittany wants to have fun with her today." "She doesn't want to. She's busy with Brandon in that empty classroom." I heard some whispers around me, but the last one caught my attention. And it hurt. I don't know why, but ever since Brandon defended me in front of the whole gang, it's as if my feelings for him have resurfaced. Every time I think of him with another woman, all I feel is heartache and betrayal, even though I know it's a silly thought. What I hate the most is him being with Brittany. Brittany, my sister, wasn't any better. That day, a year ago, on Brandon's birthday, when he asked me out, she was angry, it was clear in her eyes. And because she liked to meddle in my life, she decided to start getting close to Brandon. Even after finding out that I had a crush on Brandon. Yes, that's how her evil mind worked. Her goal was to leave me completely without any hope of happiness. However, I think it's wrong to think of Brandon that way. I have a partner out there who might be waiting for me, and here I am, falling in love with another wolf. At the end of class, after spending the day sitting in the farthest corner of the room, I left in a daze, anxiously waiting for the school day to end. It was like a daily routine for me. Going to school, spending the whole day hoping the day would end soon, and enduring bullying from anyone who wanted to have fun. After eight hours of waiting, the bell signaling the end of the school day finally rang, and I was so happy. It was already 3 p.m. And to make that day special, I had already decided on the place. I have spent my last three birthdays locked up in my room, but not this one. This birthday will be special. This is my 18th birthday, a special age for all wolves. The moment to find my mate. My mate, the person who should love and care for me, regardless of my flaws. This is also the reason I want to stay alive. I want to live because I know that when I meet my mate, everything will change. My life will be filled with happiness, love, and attention. After arriving home, I went straight to my room to prepare myself to meet my mate. I wasn't sure if I would meet my mate that day. After all, when you're an adult, you can meet your mate anytime. However, the chances of meeting your mate today are the highest. I wore an elegant champagne-colored dress and let my long, light brown hair flow freely, completing the look with my favorite earrings and nude sandals. Seeing the gift from Mark, I was tempted to open it, but knowing that the gift might have some side effects, as Mark had warned, I decided not to check it at that moment. Checking my reflection in the mirror one last time, I left the room to enter the forest, where I planned to spend my birthday. Only one hour left until my 18th birthday. Smiling with excitement growing inside me, I ran down the stairs, bumping into a few men who stared at me with astonished looks. "Wow." "I can't believe it. Such a beautiful Omega." "Alexis? Is that Alexis?" I heard Brandon's breathless voice as I left the house. I would talk to him later. Right now, all I wanted was to go to the place where I wanted to spend my birthday. After crossing the lake and entering the cave on the other side of the mountain, I ran towards that place. My secret place. No one knew about it because it was hidden by rocks and bushes. Sitting on the edge of the lake, I stared at the medal my grandmother had given me. The medal had blue and green crystals with a hint of yellow. No one knew the medal was with me, and my grandmother had asked me to keep it a secret, even from our family. She gave me this antique when she took her last breath, six years ago. I sneaked into the hospital to see her, and there she gave me the necklace. It was already 6:55 p.m., and I was very excited. I felt as if joy had taken over me. What would he be like? Questions swirled around in my mind like a whirlwind. To be honest, I didn't care what he looked like. I knew I would give him all the love he needed. And I would cherish his feelings for me and never betray him. When the clock struck 7:01 p.m., I immediately closed my eyes to try to smell the pleasant scents around me. After what felt like a very long time, even though it was only ten minutes, I suddenly opened my eyes and felt nothing. It seemed that my partner was not in this group, at least not at that moment. I sighed in despair. I had been so impatient to meet my partner tonight. Since there was no sign of him, I finally ate the food I had prepared for him. Celebrating my own birthday. After finishing my meal, I packed my things and got up to go home. "Maybe I can't smell it because I'm just a lantern," I muttered softly. "Who are you going to smell this far from civilization? You're hiding in a place no one has ever been to, and you expect to smell your mate here?" My conscience commented, making me roll my eyes at myself. This time, she was right. Leaving the cave and crossing the lake, I began to leave the deep forest. At that moment, I caught a whiff of something. A pleasant aroma, like chocolate mixed with wood and cinnamon. I was happy that my mate was at the group's house, which meant he was part of them, so I immediately ran into the house. The scent was coming from somewhere inside. Looking up, I squinted my eyes, trying to distinguish the scent and letting my feet follow my senses. As I left the room, I opened my eyes and furrowed my brow when I realized whose room it was. Brandon? Could my partner be Brandon? Or maybe one of Brandon's friends? "Or maybe you're just stupid." My conscience chimed in again, even though I knew she was just as eager as I was to find out the truth. Rolling my eyes and ignoring it as usual, I pushed open the door to find my partner, but what my eyes saw not only shocked me, but left me paralyzed for a few seconds. There I saw him having sex with another woman.SEBASTIAN'S PERSPECTIVE"Sebastian, you're here! I was about to ask someone to check on you," Lilian said as soon as I entered my room.Wow! Why is she so excited? My heart is broken because I was rejected, and she looks cheerful?"Why did you ask someone else to check on me? I'm not a child. Besides, what are you doing in my room?" I asked, frowning, then sighing, feeling suddenly tired."Why are you so excited? I'm not here to sleep with you or anything," she said with a laugh, and I couldn't help but snort to myself.I'm excited because I thought she was here to sleep with me? Seriously? Is that a joke? If so, it's the worst joke ever. Shaking my head at her fake enthusiasm, I grabbed my bag before putting the clothes I had changed back into it."Are you packing, Sebastian?" she asked.Yes, I think that's obvious, right? Can you mind your own business and leave me alone?"Are you ready to go? Are you done talking to that lantern? What were you two talking about so secretly? She's r
ROBERT'S POINT OF VIEWI heard everything. Although I'm not the type of person who likes to eavesdrop on other people's conversations, I can break all my rules when it comes to Alexis. So, even when they wanted to talk privately, I stood near the closed door, pressing my ear against it.Is it because I don't trust Sebastian? To be honest, he's one of the alphas I can trust. Why? Because they operate on principles, and we respect each other for that.Hearing Sebastian’s story about how he lost his partner, and how his parents were killed in an unfair attack, I couldn’t help but clench my fists, remembering when my parents were murdered right before my eyes. I know how painful that feeling is. I understand everything.No wonder he hated those wild wanderers so deeply.With my ear pressed against the door, I was busy listening to his explanation of how he fell in love with Alexis when I heard footsteps.Quickly, I hid behind a pillar in another corridor, watching Princess Lilian walk tow
BRITTANY'S POINT OF VIEW (ALEXIS'S SISTER)Yes! Kick me.Kick me as much as you want. But if you think I'll give in to your torture and tell you everything I know about Alexis, you're very wrong! I'll tell you about Alexis, and you'll kick me out. I'm not stupid enough to cut the branch I'm sitting on.I'll never tell you anything about her, even if I'm on the brink of death.That person's email address? Of course it's a lie to trick you, you fool! The note contains details about her location before that bitch changed it. But I'll never tell you so you can't find her. You might be curious, but I'll make sure you two never meet or talk, let alone make peace.Huh, why are you making me the bad guy here?Honestly, I'm doing this for you, Brandon.I know you don't love her. I know the only reason you're looking for her is because she rejected you.I know it's embarrassing for you. Rejected by a useless lantern. Something that has never happened in history. A lantern has never rejected an
BRANDON'S POINT OF VIEWAfter typing the last document and saving it, I checked to see if there was any news from Alexis, feeling sad when there were no notifications from her. I had been sending her emails every week for a year, but she never replied. I didn't even know if she was okay or not. She didn't know how much I loved her, and I couldn't help but worry about her.Closing my eyes, I remembered how she used to make breakfast for me so innocently, without a hint of malice."Alpha, we have a new problem here. I think the robbers are setting up camp near our herd again," said my beta, interrupting my happy thoughts. I raised my eyebrows and looked at him.The robbers are setting up camp again? What do they want now? Didn't they cause enough damage the last time they came here? I was already going through a difficult time, because I still hadn't found my mate and her heat was coming, and everything was getting more and more complicated for me.If I don't find her before she goes in
ALEXIS'S POINT OF VIEWHe left. He really left. Sebastian left me alone. He left with that girl. He even said he wouldn't show up in front of me. Not in the group, not in the forest, or even at the university. How could he say things like that?What should I do in a situation like this? I don't want him to leave. It's not like I can just jump into his arms and kiss him, then ask him to stay after everything that's happened.I don't even know what my heart was really feeling at that moment.Am I ready to be with him again? Am I ready to forgive him and move on as if nothing ever happened? Am I ready to start a new life without Sebastian, or do I want to start a new life with Sebastian?I don't know what I want. But one thing is certain, I want him to stay. Stay and listen to me. I want him to stay and tell me that he loves me and that there will be no other girl in his life. I know it sounds a little selfish, but that's what I want.I closed my eyes in frustration. I was about to close
ALEXIS'S PERSPECTIVEI know I'm being unreasonable. Even after finding out that he's not Blake and that he didn't betray me, I still won't give him a chance to explain himself."Can you at least sit down? It's not good for your body. You need to rest," he said."Don't worry. I won't sit with you if that's what you're worried about," he added, and I couldn't help feeling guilty when I heard his sad voice.As I sat on the bed and turned to the window, he began to tell me his story from four years ago, when he found his partner and had his heart broken by betrayal and death.To be honest, it wouldn't be wrong to say I felt sad.I mean, who am I kidding? I've experienced the same pain. The pain of waiting your whole life to find your partner, but when you find them, they reject you, and not only reject you, but betray you in the worst way possible.I have experienced similar pain. And even though I was tortured by my groupmates, losing a partner is the same for everyone. And to say that h
Alexis's PerspectiveAs I sat in the living room waiting for Blake to arrive with the others, I couldn't help but reflect.Yesterday, after the shock of "having to live with Blake," nothing interesting happened, and he left after bothering me for a few minutes.When Eric returned, he asked if there
Alexis's PerspectiveWhen I entered the house, I took off my shoes before stepping into the kitchen. I grabbed a glass of water, took a sip, and was about to put it in the sink when suddenly the glass was snatched from my hand.“Don’t you know you’re supposed to serve guests first?” Blake said from
Alexis's PerspectiveI walked into class, intending to talk to my friends, then saw the last seat and realized it was empty.I had been looking for them since I started college, and so far I had searched everywhere, but hadn't found anyone.It turned out I was right. Those idiots skipped class with
Alexis's Point of View"I told you this was a bad idea, didn't I?" Ariana yelled in my head as I ran as fast as I could to avoid the Blood Moon gang's pursuit.Tripped by a broken tree branch, I fell to the ground, my eyes widening as I realized why they were chasing me and had managed to track me







