JORDAN- I didn’t play dumb this time; he was too busy focusing on something that I didn’t care of and took the keys of my freedom out while applying bandage. How can someone be so reckless? He was busy kissing me and didn’t realize that he was lying on shreds. I was really worried for him but also wanted to escape, not sure from this hell or the feelings I hold for Lee. Perhaps, I wanted to run from Lee as I couldn’t bring myself to fall for someone who held me captive.Things were getting out of hands as the distance between us was tumbling, we kissed and none of us were against it. Furthermore, I don’t have the slightest idea of what Lee is feeling towards me. Is he playing with me, or he genuinely feels something for me?That won’t be possible, right? He is definitely playing with me, why would he have feelings for the one he hates, but then, how can I justify his actions of not letting me go? If he feels nothing than, I wouldn’t be here, right?Does that even matter? I got the ke
JORDAN-I tried to close my eyes, but it was exceptionally cold and I sneezed deafeningly, I looked at him if he was sleeping or not but couldn’t find the answer as it was really very dark. I can’t give up and chose to remain on the ground only.It became very hard for me to even close my eyes because of the temperature, I faintly heard his footsteps and I quickly closed my eyes. He wasn’t sleeping at all, I don’t want to talk to him, so I’ll just comport myself like I’m asleep.He touched my forehead but I didn’t open my eyes as I didn’t want him to know that I’m not asleep or else he would try talking to me and I don’t want that. He picked me up in his arms and took me to the bed, isn’t he hurt? His back has several wounds and I don’t want him to get severe injury.I could smell his scent faintly and my heart started breathing rapidly. He lied besides me and hugged me while I was dumbfounded by his actions. I was feeling cold and didn’t have the strength to oppose him and chose to c
LEE-Jordan might leave if I leave him alone with that guard, this won’t be the first time he would try to escape. He might even kill my men this time, I can’t let go of him. Jordan thought he stole the key from me but now he can effortlessly snatch it from my guard.Nonetheless, the moment he dropped the letter from his hands in pure bliss, I couldn’t help but laugh at his cuteness. His reaction changed drastically as he stared at me in panic. This was probably one of the best moments we’ve had so far.I was smiling internally in order to not embarrass him, but couldn’t help it while walking outside and busted in laughter. I knew he hear me and is probably feeling ashamed at his idiocy but he doesn’t have to be this cute, does he?I turned around and went towards my room, I took the key from my guard’s hand and showed him the exit. Jordan was in the shower; and hasn’t taken a bath since he left the doctor’s cabin. I waited for a while without disturbing him.I sat on my desk and hear
LEE- Jasmine was dead, how can I find her keychain in my parking lot. This isn’t something I can believe so easily, my life was tumbledown every time someone spoke about her, I was on the edge of going insane when I got to know about her demise and could barely contain myself when I found out about her betrayal. I can’t afford having another episode because of her. I ran upstairs and knew if it’s her she would definitely be in my room, no one would ever think of that. Not even my guards would think that she can hide in my room. I wanted myself to be wrong as I couldn’t face her yet. She was dead, how can she be here? Why am I believing in such things without giving a thought? I couldn’t think rationally and ran towards the fifth floor, if it’s Jasmine for real, how am I going to face her? I once loved her a lot and can’t just behave like I've never had feelings for her while I was crazy in love. These thoughts only caused me pain and I chose not to lose myself in the process. The
LEE-“Please wake up, or else I would be as good as dead.” I said and looked at the watch, it was five in the morning and I don’t have much time left.I didn’t sleep all night instead checked on him every now and then. I was waiting for a slightest movement from him but got disappointed when he didn’t do so. He wasn’t opening his eyes, he wasn’t shouting or cursing at me. I didn’t know one bullet can take my happiness.I was really happy around him, comfortable than I was with Jasmine and I didn’t know when I had developed such deep feelings for him. All he did was say weird things to me and I would find joy in them. I still had some hope left because I don’t know what will happen to me if he dies.“I'm selfish and I don’t function without you so just wake up, Jordan.” I leaned my head on the bed and spoke in a low voice.I saw Clark walking inside; he was worried for him too. They’ve spent a lot of time together in here and I have a feeling he likes him too. Clark treated everyone an
JORDAN-I took my time and tied the towel on my torso and opened the door. My eyes went wide as I saw him standing right in front of me. He folded his arms and acted strange and I took two steps back in panic.Lee was standing in front of me and I felt exposed, I wanted to cover myself as quickly as possible because things were starting to get bizarre. I asked for some clothes and thankfully he didn’t tease me because I only felt tingling sensations all over my body as his eyes checked me out.He didn’t object and behaved like a gentleman until he saw me in his clothes, I knew the sexual tension was building between us and we could barely contain ourselves. If something happens today, it will be difficult for me to move on once I get the shit out of here.I should definitely step backwards and not wait for things to go out of control, I can’t let anything happen or else I would be the only one suffering. He won’t even shed a single drop of tear if I’m gone and I would cry my heart out
JORDAN- Jasmine would’ve killed Lee if I had helped her, the guilt inside of me was gradually fading away as the dream had hit my realities. Lee could die if Jasmine was alive, she was already betraying him and would go to any possible lengths. I was blaming myself for meeting Lee, while it was my fate. Even if things happened otherwise, I still would’ve met him one way or another, our story would be different but I would love him no matter what. He won’t torture me like this but help me and it would’ve given me enough reasons to fall for him, was it called? Destiny? I was doing my best to prove the theory of ‘opposites attract’ wrong, and now I have the ‘destiny’ stuff to deal with too. Also, this dream meant something as how can I possibly see Jasmine as a killer, when I knew nothing about her, is it because I heard she was a traitor or because I am in love with Lee and can’t accept his love for Jasmine that my mind in unconsciously impugning his dead fiancé. Betraying and killi
LEE_ I sat near his bed waiting for him to wake up. He wasn’t moving and it scared the shit out of me. Now that I've tasted one’s love and affection, I don’t think I can live alone anymore. I don’t know when Jordan has become a huge part in my life and it’s getting hard for to me sustain without him. The man whom I thought was worthless seemed to be the reason of my sanity. I would’ve lost myself in this blunder if not for him, knowing that someone is waiting for you when you reach home, knowing that someone would wrap all your wounds, someone who would stand like a wall to save you. He was that someone to me, I was wrong all along, I was fully aware of the fact that he isn’t the murderer after some time but I couldn’t give up on him, I can’t let go of him. I'm being too selfish and knowing that it’s wrong, I still can’t be selfless. Losing him would mean I'm losing myself and I want to be mean when it comes to him, Lee can be selfish for Jordan. I'm not a saint and can’t think of