I woke up at 8am. A feeling of excitement along with a little nervousness spread throughout my body.
I laid on my bed for a while holding my phone, looking at my today's schedule.
Today onwards no sick people around me. No-one will make me feel I am old-school just because I never did drugs...
"Already up, did u sleep well?" A voice came and I snapped out of my thoughts. It was my mumma. She was standing on the door . I usually don't speak for at least an hour after waking up so I simply grunt and she understood.
Chuckling she left the room.
I got up and did my regular work out.
I joined my parents on dinning table for breakfast, "Good morning" I greeted them.
"From where did the sun rise today?" Said Arjun. Arjun is my brother, he was jolly and chilled one. He teased me all the time but knows his limits. We were pretty close to each other.
"No seriously. Why did you wake up so early today. Its still not noon yet." He teased me munching on his aloo paratha. He was a foodie and ate lots of sugar and ghee. But still he had lean body.
"Its my first day of college, I transferred to another one if you remember." I replied grabbing a toast.
"Are you sure about transferring? You can still go to your old one. I don't understand why you suddenly decided to change." Asked papa. He was in his late forties and typical brown dad vibe.
"Yes I am sure. Its not that big deal." I replied chewing my toast.
"First of all, sit properly Kavya . Put your legs down, you don't sit cross legged on chair."
Ordered my mumma. Mumma and I always fight. She is commander in chief and I am a rebel.
She is very fair and plum, and papa have dark tone. Its like rasgulla and gulab jamun got married.
"And secondly, the new college is much far. It will be more than an hour drive to your college. You are already a lazy fish, will you be able to cope up?" She asked taking her seat. She snatched the plain toast from my hand and placed a paratha in my plate.
"You know I am on diet. This is way too oily." I complained.
"Its not, eat fast and get dressed." She ordered. I did the same.
"How are you planning to handle the college and classes together?" Asked papa.
"Its all settled", I replied. I teach mathematics and science to class 10th. When I was in first year of college my neighbor asked me to help her daughter in studies. The daughter along with her friends insisted me to be their tutor. Since then I teach. Its not a huge class, but yes I have 2 batches.
After the breakfast I took a quick shower and wore high waist black jeans with a white string top along with knee length nude shrug. I never tie my hairs, open hairs make me feel confident. I just put serum on my long black hairs and let them flow.
After few hours, I was walking towards the college building,
" late by 45 minutes" I whispered, the drive from home took longer than expected. Now I have to wait till the second lecture starts. I sighed. I walked into the corridor looking for Lr.26.
It was on the second floor on extreme corner of the left wing of the building of the college. It took me minutes to find it. It was the only class without room number board on it. I saw few girls giggling outside the class.
One of them was standing by the door of the class so I rushed over to her and ask " is this Lr.26?"
She was a plum girl with fair skin and long brown wavy hairs tied into a low pony tail. By her appearance she looked kind.
"Yes" she nodded and entered the class after me.
I quickly glanced around the room feeling excited. I saw few bored students using phone, few looking at the new face(me), and some talking to each other. The lecture room had 5 rows of benches and many windows. Fully ventilated.
I sat on a bench of an empty row.
The introductory lectures were over. The classes started few days back but I was not allowed to attend lectures till all the formalities were over.
Professor entered the class with huge smile on his face. He was young, with dark complexion and raven hairs. I already knew him as he was HOD and he also helped me to complete the formalities.
He talked casually to few students before he asked me to introduce myself. My favorite part. I got up and walked up to the stage,
"Hello guys" I greeted loudly. Nobody responded. Life-less eyes staring at me. I cleared my throat and continued.
"I am Kavya Advani. I am your new class mate." I said, still nobody responded.
"Why did you choose Xavier's? Isn't the last year supposed to be the most important one?" Asked professor in his deep and calm voice.
"Actually, I had faculty issues and also the education standards are much high here." I completed. Most people have stage fear but I have stage excitement. I love being on stage.
I was about to sit on my bench when sir introduced me with few girls. I picked my bag and sat with a girl on the last bench
At this point, I knew that people around here were numb but I was happy.
Finally I am here. I always wanted a solo trip and i am here. After working my ass off for 6 years after graduation i finally managed to gather money and convenience my dad. I wanted to have a solo trip with my money. I still am convincing my dad to let me buy my own house, he will understand soon. Soon that what it feels to be independent. Soon that I don't want a guy to buy me stuff. Soon that i can buy myself a diamond ring. I am in International cruise right now. Sipping my wine, watching the mesmerizing hues of sky. Enjoying myself in my perfect world. "Kavya?" I heard a voice calling me from behind. I don't recognise that voice. I looked back, no- one looking particularly at me. "Kavya" i heard again. I saw a man standing near the pool. I recognise him. "Kevin?" I was shocked. "Indeed." He said walking towards me. " Honey" a small voice came behind him. He turned around and hugged a girl. "Meet my wif
I love my life again. I broke up with him two weeks ago. I can't say I don't miss him. He was in front of me for 6 hours a day. He was not regular in the class. After 2 days of my stunt I apologised to him. Now because what i said, but because in what state i said. It would have gone well if i was sober. But you can't expect normal from me now. Do you? He kept staring at me most of the time. It was like he was longing to talk to me but his ego was stopping him. whatever the reason was, he was not acting mature. I thought Armaan and raaj will stop talking to me after our breakup but turned out they supported me. They talked with us both, kevin and me. Raaj tried to convince both me.and him to talk maturely. I agreed but he didn't. He will eventually come around. Kevin was pretty much angry with his friends talking to me. Even carol stopped talking to him and that amused me. I felt bad for him but deep down i knew he deserves this. He left his friends
Its been few days. I haven't talked to him properly, the last time i talked to him was when he took me armaan and raaj out together. I was not comfortable with him acting my bf, i was upset. "Are you two good?" Asked raaj. "Yes absolutely" answered kevin.Raaj looked at me and I rolled my eyes. "Kavya can you send me the link of that free books app?" Asked raaj. "Sure." I said when kevin spoke. "Look Bella upload the picture of her cake. I wish I could eat that. I loved the food made by her." Chirped kevin. I sat there uncomfortable. Raaj and armaan looked at me. "Ohh that's fine. Kavya is not among that cringe gfs who fights on such topics." He said laughing. Yeah I don't fight bit it bothers me. ------------ Today is shivratri. The hindu festival. And marijuana is served as prasad. I drank too. After drinking i entered my room and laid on bed. I couldn't stop thinking. As I got high, the anger inside
Harry and carol were waiting for kevin amd me in a place called Hyderabadi hut, which served best non-vegetarian dishes. Kevin and I left the college together and brought a cake on the way. I was gifting her a traditional top and kevin paid for cake. We entered the place. It was dark themed restaurant with blood red and black seats. I immediately loved the place. We saw them sitting on the far corner. "Happy Birthday my girl." I chirped and hugged her. I felt kevin's hand on my back. "Happy birthday" he wished. And shook hand with harry. "Hi harry." I greet him We sat on the couch together, kevin and me. I chatted with love birds for a while and saw kevin busy in his phone. I moved my hand on this knee in order to tell him that what he was doing is rude but as i touched him he hold my hand. He interwiend his fingers in mine and placed his phone on the table. It bring back the memories of Kay's lecture, how he seduced me that
The more I talked to bella the more she told me about him. A part of me wanted to believe her, another wanted to hold onto him. My personal life was ligetly mixed with college life only my professional life was separate. He continued to introduce me with his friends for few more days… "Kavya do you remember? I told you about how a guy came few days back to see my sister." He entered the class in lunch break. "Where were you? I literally called you like 10 times." I asked. He fold his hands on his chest. "Yeah I remember. They are going to be engaged next month. I know." I replied. "Well, he backed off. He said he don't want my sister." He said. "Just like that?" I asked. "Yes. Someone called him and told about my sister's last relationship and he without even asking-" "Calm down okay." I consoled him. He told me everything. How it happened and how his sister is depressed. He kept talking and i listened
I still trust him. May be what I talked with Bella was lie, I can't stop trusting my loved ones because of an outsider. Everytime he hold my hand, my hands went cold. At this point, the nightmare was turned into day-mares. He ushered me out of the class and asked mw.to wait for him. I was replying to sometexts when he returned with few boys. I remember few faces, they were his work mates. "Kavya, i want to introduce you to my team." He said excitedly. Nooooooooooooooo "This is udaiy" he spoke placing his hand on my back I smiled and shook his hand. "This is jay" I nodded and shook hand "This is Parth and his girlfriend" i nodded. "And this is my kavya, my girlfriend." He finally completed. I thought we were going to keep this hidden. They talked for a while and I stood there awkwardly. I don't want to be here. Why did he introduce me with them. I don't like this. I looked at kevin and he understood my discomf