OCTAVIA.
Maeron’s offer kept spinning in my head. I stood there with my fists clenched, and my heart pounding in my chest. “You’re insane,” I muttered, not caring if he’d be angry or not. “You want me to trap Dorian Lysander? The man who killed his own parents? The one whose name causes his fellow alphas to tremble? They call him the beast for a real reason, Maeron. And you think I’m just going to charm him into following me around like a lost pup?” Of course, Maeron hadn’t blinked when I said all that. He just gave that slimy smile he always wore when he thought he had the upper hand. “You’re smarter than this, Octavia. Stronger. Deadlier. And let’s not forget, beautiful.” “Don’t patronize me,” I shot back. He’d only laughed and stepped closer, lowering his voice like he was telling me a secret. “You think this is impossible because you’re scared. But fear... fear is good. It reminds you of what you’re fighting for. Dory. Freedom. One mission. One trap. And you both walk away, Octavia. I assure you it will be worth it. Of you won't do it for yourself, do it for that girl.” I glared at him. “Don’t call her ‘that girl.’ Her name’s Dory. And I’m not afraid. But I’m not stupid either. You don’t just trick a man like Dorian Lysander. He’ll see right through any lie I try to spin. How do you expect me to get close enough to even talk to him?” Maeron just smiled again. “You’re forgetting something. You’re a woman. A beautiful one. That’s all the weapon you need. Flirt. Touch. Play the game. Make him think he’s winning. Men are easy. Stroke their ego a little, and they melt. You’ve done it before, remember?” Then his hand moved. He reached out, brushing his fingers along my collarbone, then over my shoulder and down my arm. My whole body tensed in discomfort. His touch wasn’t violent. It was worse. It was Possessive. Like he believed he owned me. His fingers reached my waist. “You belong to me, Octavia,” he said softly. “Your body. Your loyalty. All of it. That means you don’t let that alpha touch you. You make him fall for you. And then you bring him to me. Never let him touch you.” His hand rose again, heading for my face. He barely grazed the side of my mouth before I snapped. I sank my teeth into his hand and reached for the dagger strapped to my thigh. I drove it through his palm, then shoved him back. Blood filled my mouth and I spat it onto the dirt. “The fact that I can’t kill you doesn’t mean I won’t leave you limping,” I said, with my eyes burning in anger. He doubled over, clutching his bleeding hand. “You little—” “Touch me again,” I hissed, “and I’ll take that hand off next time. I’m not your toy, Maeron. I’m not yours to touch!” His face twisted with pain, and something worse. Amusement. “Still wild. That’s why you’re so fun.” “You’re sick,” I spat. “You could’ve forced me into your bed years ago. But you didn’t. Why? Waiting for something? Planning something worse?” He laughed, quiet and dark. “You’re right. I could’ve. But where’s the fun in that? I like my toys fierce.” I growled. “Dream on. I’ll never submit to you. I’d rather die.” “No,” he said. “But you’ll do the mission. Because if you don’t… Dory will pay for it. And this time, I won’t be so kind. Do it, and you both go free. Fail, and I sell her off to the highest bidder.” My stomach twisted and my fists shook in anger. He always used Dory against me. Because she was all I had left. “I want it in writing,” I said. “Both our freedoms. Signed and sealed.” He tilted his head and watched me for a moment. Then he nodded. “Fine. You've got yourself a deal, Octavia.” I stared at him. “Why Dorian Lysander? Why now?” He chuckled as he walked away. “That’s not your concern. Just go get ready. Say your goodbye if you must. You leave in thirty minutes.” And then he left. The chill that followed wasn’t from the air. It came from inside me. For the first time in years… I was afraid. Not for Dory. But for me. I was being sent on a mission to lure a man that even the devil himself feared. ******* Outside Dory’s cell, the air always felt strange. Like the walls remembered every scream and blood that was spilt in this place. I adjusted the backpack on my shoulder and nodded at the guard. He unlocked the door, and I stepped inside. Dory sat with her knees pulled to her chest and her back against the wall. When she saw me, she looked straight at my face. Her eyes fell on the dried blood at the edge of my lips. She didn’t speak. She just held out her hand. I crossed the room and knelt in front of her. The moment her fingers touched mine, something inside me eased. Her thumb brushed the back of my hand slowly. She was asking without words, "What happened this time?" I smiled weakly. “Same old,” I whispered. “But that’s not why I’m here.” She tilted her head. “I’m leaving,” I said. “Maeron gave me a new assignment.” Her eyes dropped to the bag and heler hand squeezed mine tighter. “He says if I complete it… we go free. Both of us.” She opened her mouth like she wanted to speak, but only breath came out. Then she shook her head and mouthed "No. Don’t trust him." “I don’t,” I said. “But I didn’t have a choice.” She watched me closely for a moment then she mouthed. "Who?" “It’s Alpha Dorian Lysander,” I said. Her whole body stiffened. "The Beast?" she mouthed. I nodded. “Yeah.” She pulled her hand back and started signing again. " It’s a trap. He wants you dead." “Maybe,” I whispered. “But I’m not meant to kill him. Just lure him in.” She scoffed without sound. "And if you fail? What happens to us?" She sighed again. I leaned in and rested my forehead against hers. “That’s why I have to do this. I can’t fail, Dory.” She lifted her hand and tapped my collarbone twice. " Promise me." My voice shook as I spoke. “I’ll come back for you. I promise.” She nodded. But I saw it. The war in her eyes. It was like hope was fighting fear. She pressed her forehead to mine again in a silent goodbye. I stayed a moment longer. Then I stood, nodded once, and walked out. I was going back toward the chains I chose. Because if I didn’t… she’d never be free of hers. Maeron’s men would drop me off near Shadow Crescent’s borders. That was it. Getting in? That part was up to me. Delivering Alpha Dorian Lysander? That was the mission. And failure? Failure was not an option.OCTAVIA.I wrapped my arms around myself and pushed deeper into the trees. The pack house was supposed to be close, I think. But I had taken the wrong turn—again. I've been walking around for goddess knows how long since the incident with Selina, and yet somehow I haven't even able to find my way out of the woods. Every time, I ended up in the same place, it doesn't matter what turn I took, or for how long I walked. I circled back, only to find myself staring at the same bent oak tree I had passed just minutes ago.“Damn it,” I muttered under my breath, feeling my frautration start to grow. My pulse throbbed at my temples. It wasn’t just the forest confusing me—it was everything. The stares, the judgment, Dorian’s watchful eyes always there no matter where I turned. I couldn’t breathe in that arena, and I wasn’t breathing much better out here either. My mind, my head, everything was just messed up.I paused, leaning against the rough bark of a tree, trying to steady myself. The woods
OCTAVIA.The air outside the arena should have felt freeing. It didn’t.My legs carried me into the woods, but the voices of the warriors from the arena still followed me, whispering in my ears, crawling under my skin no matter how much I tried to let them roll of my back. Normally I shouldn't even care. I mean, it's not even like I actually wanted to be here. I came here on a mission and not to seek for anyone's approval. Their words or what they thought of me shouldn't bother me this much but for some strange reason it did.“Coward.”“She’s clearly scared.”“She knows she doesn’t belong.”The words followed me like ghosts even as I walked. I clenched my fists until my nails bit into my palms. My wolf prowled inside me, restless, snarling at every echo. She wanted blood. She wanted to rip Selina’s smug face apart, silence those whispers once and for all. And so did I.But I couldn’t.I wouldn’t.No matter how much I wanted to, I couldn't afford that right now. I had come here with a
OCTAVIA The arena was quiet now.Every warrior’s eyes clung to me, pressing into my skin until I wanted to peel it off to get rid of the discomfort I was feeling from them. My body still felt a bit strange from the spar with Dorian, my muscles trembling from the strain of blocking him, dodging him, standing toe to toe with the beast of Shadow Crescent himself. My chest burned with each breath I took, but I forced my face to remain calm and relaxed.I lifted my chin, locking my spine in place. They would not see me rattled.But the weight of Dorian’s gaze lingered. He hadn’t moved from the center of the arena. His arms rested at his sides, his chest rising in an easy rhythm, but every inch of him radiated control. My skin still tingled where his hands had caught me, held me, tested me. I hated how much I remembered it.Then, suddenly a voice broke the silence.“Well,” Selina drawled.I didn’t need to turn to know who it was. The tone alone carried enough venom to give her away. When
OCTAVIA.The fight between Dorian and Garrett ended faster than I expected. Even faster than it began. Garrett tried—he truly did—but Dorian had read every strike before it even landed. One sweep of his leg, one strike of his hand, and Garrett was on the ground again, chest heaving, and face flushed with both pain and humiliation.But the man wasn't the kind to give up so easily it seems. He kept getting back up and getting back in the game, no matter how many times he fell. But in the end, everything has to come to an end. And his was real quick because he never lasted more than a few seconds for each round.Dorian didn’t gloat. He didn’t need to. The way he stood there, calm and collected, shirtless under the sun with scars on display, was enough of a reminder that he was untouchable. And I wasn't sure how I felt about that considering the purpose of my mission here.He turned his head then, his eyes sweeping across the arena. Warriors stood straighter under his gaze, like children
OCTAVIA.The training ground was louder than I would have preferred, even more so than yesterday. Then again, I didn't exactly stick around long enough to notice much yesterday.The clash of fists against flesh echoed across the wide open space. Warriors grunted and growled as they sparred, their feet kicking up dirt, sweat glistening on their bodies. I walked between Tanya and Vanessa, keeping my steps calm even though I was practically screaming in my head. My wolf stirred the moment I entered the arena. "Too many eyes." She groaned.I felt eyes drilling into the side of my head, causing me to turn and look.Across the field, Selina stood with a group of female warriors just like yesterday. Her eyes were narrowed and poisonous as she glared at me. She didn’t speak. She didn’t have to. Her glare was enough to carve me open.I kept my face smooth, my gaze sliding past her as if I hadn’t noticed. But inside, every single one of my nerve burned. My wolf bristled, a low snarl rumbling
OCTAVIA.I was halfway to the staircase that led downstairs. My mind was still caught in the temptation in flesh that called herself Selina, but most of all, the strange painting I had paused to study minutes ago. The pictures stayed with me no matter how hard I tried to ignore it. It was as though the canvas itself was holding secrets I wasn’t meant to uncover. Zara stirred uneasily inside me, still murmuring her doubts, when a loud voice cut through my thoughts.“Octavia!”I stiffened, almost missing a step, then turned quickly. Vanessa was striding toward me. Someone was with her, and it took me a moment to recorgnize who she was. It was the female she introduced to me yesterday at lunch as the head female warrior. What did she say her name was again?....... Yeah, Tanya. Vanessa wore her usual bright smile, the kind of smile that could melt suspicion without effort. It had worked on me yesterday, drawing me into a conversation I hadn’t expected, and in spite of myself, I’d almost