“M****a! Can I just skip these?! It's fucking long!” Yana exclaimed pertaining to the Philippine Constitution I made her read.
“No.” I firmly said. She’s a third-year student taking Political Science at the University of the Philippines. She hired me as her tutor since I also need extra income. “But I already read the Australian Constitution! Mi fa male la testa!” “You’re here in the Philippines now and that’s just the fundamentals of your course.” She’s originally from Italy but studied in Australia with the same course. "What about you? You’re supposed to teach me, why are you just writing there?" She's really like a child. "I'm writing your reviewer so you won't have to read everything you need. Shut up and read what I told you to." I’m six years older than her. I’m taking law at the UP College of Law here in Diliman just the same with her. She frowned at her beautiful face. “Non Voglio.” I can’t even understand her. I heaved a sigh and nodded before closing her notes. It’s also about time for my part-time on-Voglioin work at the cafe. She immediately smiled “Grazie! Do you want me to drop you off?” she offered and I nodded. Of course. “Sure, thanks.” When I arrived at the cafe, there are only a few customers, so I took my time wearing my uniform at our locker room. “Hi, Celine.” Steven, my workmate greeted me. I just nodded at him and smiled before proceeding to my post. “Hi sir, welcome to Cafétearia, may I take your order now?” I sweetly asked when a customer came to the counter. Our manager taught us to be sweet and polite to everyone and it somehow helps. Especially to male customers. The guy stared at me for a moment and blinked several times which isn't new, so I just did what I usually do. "May I take your order now?" I repeated. It happens a lot of times, I don’t know what’s so special about my face. My skin is tanned, my eyes are not that big, I have the average kind of nose and my lips aren’t that good either. Are they fooling around or what? “Oh, uh, one double espresso and iced latte.” he smiled shyly. “Do you want to add up dessert, sir?” yup, strategies. “What would you recommend?” I faked a smile. “Cinnamon crumb cake is our best seller sir, you should try it.” He smiled excitedly, “I’ll get that.” Yes, jerk. When 12 o’clock came, I immediately pulled off my post and went back to the locker room to change. I informed my manager that my shift is done and ran out of the café to go home. On my way home, I stopped at a convenience store to buy some noodles and canned beer so I could focus on my review later. Atty. Felasco sent an email to all of us regarding the schedules of the cases each day. And by that, of course, the undying and nerve-wracking recit every day. I can’t attend unprepared. When I got what I want to buy, I walked to the counter to pay but I stopped myself when the door opened and a man in his white dress shirt, folded until his elbow, and his first three-button unbuttoned, I mindlessly lost my breath. I don’t like men, God, I hate them. But this man at my front has this dark and sharp aura that prevents me from breathing fine. He’s taller than me, fair skin, clean-cut, dark and serious eyes, pointed nose, rosy plump lips, and yes, his smell. He smells mixed alcohol and mint. No wonder he looks reddish on his face down his neck-- “If you’re not paying, then move,” he said with a snob. The fuck? I automatically stepped back to give him the way which I immediately regretted because duh?! why would I do that? Who does he think he is?! How could I get intimidated by this jerk?! I held my patience and surveyed him with my dagger eyes. He bought a box of condom with a ‘trust’ on it so I almost choked with my saliva. “C-come again, sir!” The cashier said with obvious admiration. He smirked and whispered, “I’m almost cumming.” Before he ran out of the fucking store and went inside a white Mercedes. What did he just say?! I found myself parting my lips open in shock after getting back to my senses. That.. that pervert jerk! My classes were early dismissed after I was once called to recite. It went well, but I’m not quite satisfied. “Are you sure you won’t come?” It was Kate, my org-mate at the UP Law Student Government. They said that there’s gonna be a party tonight at the Red Black Club, it's a club made exclusively for students around Manila. And she's bugging me to come after my work. “Pass. That’s the only time I could rest.” “You’re always a workaholic! You should try partying sometimes! And it’s gonna be organized by the BOC so our tickets would be free!” UP Law Bar Operations Commission is the adjunct org of UP LSG, I know some of them but I never got close to anyone. “Whatever. I’ll think about it.” I reasoned so I could get rid of the topic. I don’t have any interest in going. Since I still have enough time before my session with Yana later, I just decided to go to The Lib where students go to study. It wasn’t a library but more like a café too, just more quiet and review friendly I guess. When I got to my seat, I didn’t waste any time and brought out my yellow papers, books, and laptop. I started digesting the cases that need to be done this week. There are also group digests that I need to accomplish tomorrow so my groupmates could read them early. While I was reading, my peripheral vision caught a familiar face from the table not so far away from mine. My eyes instantly widened in shock when I realized it’s that man from last night in the convenience store! He’s wearing a medicine uniform now and he’s also reading something from his thick medicine book. So the jerk is a med student, huh? With creased brows and serious eyes, he seems to be focused and ruthless. I tried to find the school logo of his uniform but there’s none. He’s not even wearing his id. I’m certain that he’s not from UP because I only saw him last night. Fuck, why am I even studying him? The fuck I care? I shrugged and shook my head in disbelief with myself before inhaling deeply and going back on reading. But damn it, I can’t. I can’t fight the replay in my mind of how he snubbed me last night, and how vulgar was his words and actions. I’m sure he’s about to fuck somebody that’s why he looks in a hurry. Huh, a man of his kind… “Excuse me.” “Jesus!” I held my chest when he suddenly appeared in front of me. My eyes widened again to see him up close. What? Why is he here? Did he recognize me? What does he need from me?! “Y-yes?” I asked to stutter. Fuck it. He Placed a piece of folded paper on my table “You dropped this.” He said monotonously. His voice is so low and round, it suits his figure. My eyes went down to his arm, it looks firm and has a lot of visible veins. “Oh.. t-thanks,” I said and looked up to his face. He’s expressionless and his face looks better today and his color is now normal, compared to his drunk face last night. He didn’t say a word and left me watching his back. He’s holding two of his books in his left hand while his right hand is holding his black backpack hanging on his right shoulder. When I looked at the paper on my table, it’s a white notepad and not yellow which I was using, so I’m certain it’s not mine. I creased my forehead and opened it. Only to lose my breath again with what’s written inside. ‘You shouldn’t stare at someone who wants to focus on studying. Nice eyes, though.’ I cursed countless times in my head upon reading it. What the actual fuck?! He caught me staring! He fucking knew I was examining his face! Oh my God, Celine! This is so embarrassing!“What happened? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” I blinked when Yana clicked her fingers in front of me. “O-oh.. nothing. Where are we again?” I asked when I finally came back to my right mind. I was dumbfounded thinking about that rude pervert earlier. I just can’t believe I embarrassed myself twice in front of him. Damn it. “Hmm, é abbastanza. I’m tired!” She said as she closed her book. I creased my forehead. “Huh? No way, you can’t be lazy like that every time.” I grabbed the book from her hand to open it again. She still wasn’t familiar with the basics so she have a long way to go. And I’m her tutor so it also affects my image if she messed up. “We can continue this tomorrow, I have a party to attend!” She said. “Party?” “Sí. Par-ty.” She rolled her eyes. “Where?” Is that the party that Kate’s talking about? She stopped arranging her things. “Hm… I think it’s in RB? Not sure." I knew it. "Should I drop you off?” I just shrugged and yawned. “I’m good. Take
Days passed and my path never crossed again with Loren’s. My performance in both work and law school went well, except for the multiple attempts of guys in getting my number. The landlady also had visited me twice already. I just can’t budget my salary for my daily expenses and school. I’m thankful that she somehow understands, though. I am now here at The Lib again, and as usual, I am doing digests and lots of readings and ghostwriting for extra income. Law school is probably the most consuming time of my life. So I ought to make sure that it’s gonna be worth it in the end. I was moving on to the next case when Kate suddenly sat in front of me. “You okay?” I asked. She looked pale and her nose is reddish. “It’s so cold outside.” She muttered after sipping on my coffee. I just looked at the transparent glass wall beside me and nodded before resuming my digests. I was handwriting them because it was ordered in our memo. During my first year, my penmanship sucks so I tho
I tightened my grip on his polo because of the coldness. When he noticed that, he immediately turned off the ac. I turned my head to the window and bit my lip. When I turned to him, I saw his grip on the steering wheel tightened too, causing his veins to be more visible on his firm arms. I remember what Kate told me about veins. ‘It means they masturbate often!’ I shut my eyes hardly and shook my head. Now I can’t let his image while doing ‘it’ out of my mind! Damn it, Kate. “Are you going to work?” I opened my eyes. Wait, how did he knew I have work? And why is he here in Diliman? Does he live here? “I’ll go home first.” He nodded slowly while looking at the road. Why does he look different now from earlier? I showed him the direction to my house in Sta. Mesa, and he stopped his car in front of my apartment. “T-thanks.” I said and hurriedly held the door handle to go out but stopped when he spoke. “I’ll give you five minutes. I’ll drive you to your work.” I turned to
I'm in The Lib with Yana for our session. She’s sipping on her milk shake while I make her pointers.“Anyway, Loren asked me yesterday about you.” She said.“About me?”“Yeah, he’s my only neighbor at the 15th floor in Rockwell since that’s exclusive. He told me he has something to tell you so I gave him your name and workplace.” I stopped writing and sighed. So she's his source of information. “You told me he carried me out of the bar last time, right? Did you two talk?”I creased my forehead. “No.” I resumed writing.“Really? Anyway he wouldn’t dare to hit on you.” She remarked so I looked at her. “Duh? You’re famous in Ateneo for being a man hater!” She snapped so I unbelievably opened my mouth.“What?”“Remember the guys you’ve turned down before? Most of them are from Admu and Feu. Loren’s at the top of Admu medicine and I’m sure he’s heard about you!” She added.I transfixed my gaze and sighed in disbelief. I know I’m always grumpy, but I never thought that people would take it
"Truth or dare?" Question of the woman wearing a spaghetti strap crop top and shorts. She looks very drunk already. She was the loudest earlier and I found he very funny."Ahm .. dare!" Yana replied so they shouted.I slightly tilted my head because of the noise. "Kiss Nate!" The woman responded quickly so they all laughed.Nate is her classmate i guess, who is also a civil engineering student. "Seriously?" Yana asked with a laugh. No, girl, it's just a joke."All right! It's your birthday today and you're 20 so don't be kj!" The woman said. I think her name was Leslie.That's okay with me, Yana's at the right age but I just hope Nate doesn't expect too much because there's nothing in Yana's vocabulary to take seriously."Okay, let's go!" She said and stood up, Nate suddenly sat down and met Yana's mouth when she approached him."Ooohh!""Score!""HAHAHAHA!"I smiled and averted my eyes because they had been kissing for a long time. I caught sight of Loren who was sitting in front of
"How are you there, Celine?" My mother asked from the other line.I stirred the egg on the sardines in the pan before answering, "I'm fine here, how about you?" I asked back."We're doing fine here, too. Cole visits here often and brings us food." She answered so I nodded softly even though he couldn't see.Cole is my childhood friend in Nueva Ecija who is also studying Law now at the University of Cebu - Main Campus. We were both supposed to study here in Manila, but he didn't pass the LSAT of UP and he was lucky to pass there so he didn't go."I see. How about Gino? where is he?" I asked.Gino is my younger brother, he is only two years old because mom is still young. He was the son of her new husband, but left use too in the end. We found out the he had another family in another country. Anyway he also had no intention of holding sustaining Gino's needs so the child was not named after him. Mom was only 17 when I was born and Gino followed me when I was 24."He's already playing wi
“Where are you going?” I asked when I saw Kate, carrying two boxes.She stopped and turned to me and smiled, “Oh, Ateneo.” I stoppped walking. What? “I’ll give this to Ella. Do you know her?”Ateneo? That’s where Loren studies. Though, I don’t actually care."You gotta treat my fare.” I said and carried one box for her.She automatically smiled and nodded.WOW. That’s the only word I could use to describe how fascinated I am to see Ella for the first time. She has a fair skin with long straight hair. Her features are all so mature yet so youthful. I don’t really know how to describe her. I just know that she’s quite a match for Yana.“Thank you, Kate. I’m sorry for the trouble.”"It's nothing!" Ella smiled and turned to me so I was surprised."Ah! This is Celine, my orgmate at UP. Celine, Ella, president of ALDAS." Kate introduced us so my eyes almost popped out.She's the president of Ateneo Law Debate and Advocacy Society? So she's also a law student too?"Hi, Celine. Pleasure to me
It's another day today, as usual, there's a recitation later so I drank all night and reviewed last night. Fortunately, I still had beer in cans and junk foods left when I went to the grocery store because that's what really concentrates me.My head hurts a bit when I wake up so I drank coffee and recalled what I have read last night. I stopped on purpose when Loren's face suddenly entered my mind.While I was in his car last night I couldn’t help but smile because I knew it's gonna be the last. After that, he won't bother me anymore. I said in my mind.He glanced at me several times and sighed while driving. "You're really that happy to get rid of me?" There was a hint of sarcasm in his voice.I nodded quickly and just looked out the window. "Why won't you even let me kiss you at least? A farewell kiss, maybe?" He bargained with me so I quickly turned to him and glared at him."Just fucking drive and never show up again." I harshly said that made him gulp. I stared at him and looked