*Flashback*
Victoriå
Hey, can you hear me over there?
I can't really tell if you can hear me.
My mom used to say that someone was always listening, no matter if you were alone.
That's a bit creepy.
But if I had to take that advice, now would be the best time.
Tears fell from my opened eyes as his already tight grip on my ankles only tightened.
I stared up at the ceiling, praying to anyone at this point.
But that never worked.
I looked down slightly, just enough to see his back as he forcefully dragged me into the living room where his friends were.
Then, it started. Just like every other night.
They took turns, beating me as I laid on the cold ground helplessly.
This went on often enough for me to know that if I made a sound, things would only get worse.
My mother stood in the doorway, silently watching all of this happen.
I didn't blame her. She couldn't do anything or she'd suffer the same fate as me right now.
A foot connected with my ribs and I shut my eyes as I felt the pain, not being able to take it anymore.
I just laid there, staying completely still until they stopped to check if I was dead.
They finally stopped after that and I listened as their footsteps left the house.
I opened my eyes, the first thing coming into view was my mother's teary face.
"Baby, I'm so sorry." She said, her voice breaking as she cried.
"I'm okay." I replied, trying to reassure her even though I was too weak to even wipe away the tear that fell from my eye.
"I'll get us out of here, I promise." She told me as she sat on the floor next to me, cradling my head and I shut my eyes.
She said that every night for the past seven years.
She'd never leave him. She cared about him more than she even cared about me.
"I'm going out." I told her, sniffling before wincing as I sat up.
She didn't say anything, she just nodded.
I took my time in getting up, trying not to worsen the pain in my ribs right now.
Walking outside, I took a deep breath as I was instantly engulfed by the cold air.
I kept walking, not having a specific destination but wanting to be as far away from home right now as possible.
My family moves a lot because my father didn't have to best reputation.
He'd hit women in workplaces when they didn't do things his way or in his timing.
The streets were empty tonight and the area was quiet as families stayed inside to spend time with each other.
I ran a hand through my hair then tucked my hands into my pockets.
I hated my life. I hated every single aspect about it.
I had no one I could talk to about this, making this worse for me.
I tried talking to a friend at my old school about it and she reported it, forcing my father to flee with us yet again.
My cheek was cut up and bruised and I felt the throbbing in my ribs intensify.
My eyebrows furrowed and eyes widened as I saw something running toward me at the speed of light and thought of the possibility that I could be mauled by this thing right now.
As it got closer, I realized that this was a pit bull, and it was darker than even the shadows on the streets.
I didn't run, knowing that most dogs only got more vicious when you ran.
It ran toward me with its tail wagging in the back, jumped onto me full force and pushed me to the ground.Instead of sinking its teeth into my flesh, she cracked my face by its tongue.
I smiled, letting out a small giggle as it licked my face. I sat up, realizing that it was a girl.
"Where's your owner, Pretty Lady?" I asked softly as she stood over me, extremely excited as if she had known me for years before.
I checked for a name tag but found none attached to the collar.
After a while, I got back onto my feet, dusting off my clothing and looking around.
There was no sign of anyone or anything, only confusing me more about where she came from.
"Alright then. Come on, Girl." I said, walking in the direction she came from, and she followed closely, walking ahead of me willingly.
This was a huge dog. Well, she was huge to me, as I was only five foot three.
She was completely black with blue eyes and a "Happy Doggy Face".
I was positive that she could've killed me if she wanted. But she seemed to be friendly.
The cold breeze whipped against my cheek and as I looked across the street, I saw someone sitting on the hood of a shiny, black car across the street.
They stared into an alley as they smoked, their shirt was basically none existent.
That only gave me time to observe their heavily tatted skin and muscular back.
They were very tall, even from this distance and I prayed that I could just walk by without interaction.
But that went out the window after the dog barked, catching their attention.
He looked over slowly, grey eyes landing on the dog before slowly drifting toward me.
His eyes were still on me and I got the chills after seeing just how cold they were.
His jaw was clenched and obviously sculpted by the Gods.
His lips were a dark shade of pink and the tattoos on his neck framed his face.
As introverted as I was, I wasn't a liar. This guy was probably the purest definition of "Hot".
I smiled nervously and his face held no emotion, remaining in a blank state.
"Jinx." He said suddenly, his deep voice travelling smoothly through the cold night, confusing me for a second.
That was until the dog ran across the street toward him, going over to where he was a sitting at his feet.
She was his.
I didn't bother going over to him, honestly feeling too intimidated to move and if I even attempted to open my mouth right now, nothing would come out.
Instead of going over there and having him overhear my buttcheeks clapping in fear, I gave him a kind smile and turned, walking back in the direction of my house.
Guess I'm sleeping in the tool shed again.
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I groaned as I woke up, darting up as I heard a noise outside and hitting my head on the shelf.
Opening my eyes, I found myself sleeping on one of the shelves.
How did I manage to fit here? I don't know.
I had a routine every day.
Wake up at 8:30 when my father left for work, went inside and made breakfast out of the little groceries we had, then got ready for school and got there in time before my first period was over.
The pain hit me like a sack of bricks when I stood, almost making me topple over.
I'm too young to have these God damn Jelly legs.
I walked toward the door, catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror and cringing.
My eyes sported bruises around them, and my cheek had a lovely slice across it.
Not even God knows what I did to deserve this torture.
As I got out of the shed, I looked over the fence and saw my neighbour, Miss Reid, approaching.
"Victoria." She sang in her Spanish accent, and I gave her a smile.
"Hi, Miss Reid," I replied, and she returned my smile.
"I made you breakfast, and thanks for helping me take care of my husband yesterday." She said, coming over to the fence to give me two plates.
"No, Ma'am," I shook my head, kindly refusing. "You don't have to give me anything. You and Mr Reid mean a lot to me." I told her, and she tilted her head to the side, smiling softly.
"You're such a sweetheart to everyone, Love. I made this breakfast, especially for you." She continued, and I went over, taking it with a smile.
"Thank you so much, Ma'am," I said, and she nodded.
"Anything for you."
I went inside and gave my mother one of the plates and packed mine, deciding that I'd eat it later.
I took a shower, changed into some clothes and grabbed my bookbag and phone after I did my makeup.
Then I went to my mother's room once I was finished and watched as she lay in bed.
"I'm leaving, Momma," I said, giving her a smile.
"Okay, Baby." She replied, leaving her eyes shut, and I went.
I walked to school, greeting everyone on my way there even though I didn't know them.
After some time, I walked into the school gates, stopping outside in the parking lot to check my schedule.
Math? I came on time for Math!?
That's it, and I'm throwing myself off of the Grand Canyon!
I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn't even hear someone approaching until they tapped my shoulder.
I jumped, obviously startled and I turned around to see a guy standing there.
His blonde hair was in a bun on his head and his perfect teeth peeked through his lips as he smiled.
He was strikingly gorgeous.
If I had to guess which group he fell under, I'd most likely put him in the "Popular" category.
"Hey there." He started, staring at me with his big brown eyes and I returned his smile.
"Hi." I replied softly, watching as his smile only widened.
There was no way he wasn't up to something.
"Are you free tonight?" He asked confidently.
"Yes." I responded, brushing some hair back out of my face as the wind blew.
"Can I take you out on a date, then?"
I smiled, my eyes getting so small I couldn't even see out of them as I tried to hold in a giggle.
"No thanks, I'm sorry." I responded and his smile dropped.
"Why not?" He almost pouted and I wanted to laugh.
"I'm really sorry." I apologized yet again, expecting him to scream at me or something but to my surprise, he chuckled.
"That has to be my first rejection and trust me," he paused, placing a hand over his heart. "That hurted." He finished.
I laughed as he purposely mispronounced the word before shaking my head.
"I have to get to class. But it was nice talking to you." I told him, taking a step backward in the direction of the building.
"I'll see you around, Beautiful." He smiled, walking back across the parking lot where I finally spotted his friends standing.
I walked away, going into the building and to my locker.
The hallway was clear, aside from the three students that were obviously skipping class.
For obvious reasons.
*cough* Math *cough*
...I must be catching a cold.
Putting my bag into my locker, I grabbed the book I needed for class.
I knocked on the door before entering, giving the teacher a smile.
He rolled his eyes, not liking the fact that I was late, but not caring enough to scold me.
Taking a seat at the back of the class, I received smiles from some of the students around me before I placed my head down.
After a few minutes of trying to sleep, a ruler was slammed down onto my desk, silently startling me.
"Miss Rhee!" The teacher shouted and I sat up, my anxiety rising to the roof. "The answer to the number 5."
"X equals twenty-six." I said softly, catching him by surprise.
"And Number 6?" He asked.
"A equals twenty-seven and B equals thirty. So Fifty-Seven." My voice came out softly.
I always felt like crying while being shouted at.
The teacher sighed, walking away from my desk and I leaned my head against my hand.
As I stared out of the window, I saw a very sleek, black car enter the parking lot outside.
The shiny rims almost blinded me as I looked at it.
Why does that look spit-shined?
My eyes drifted to the tint, which, was extremely dark.
Too dark to even be legal.
The person parked at the speed of light, perfectly parking within the lines.
Another car entered after that one, parking right next to it. But a bit slower.
The doors of the second car opened, revealing four guys.
The first guy and the second guy looked the same, same blue eyes sparkled under the sunlight and brown shoulder-length hair. One of them had theirs in a messy ponytail while the other left theirs down. They were identical twins.
I wasn't even a guy and they made me feel self-conscious.
The next guy shut the door harshly and got out. He had the curliest hair I had ever seen and covered his eyes, glowing brown skin, and dark brown eyes. He brushed his hair out of his eyes, staring angrily at one of the twins.
They began arguing and as he rolled his eyes, they landed on me briefly.
Well, shit.
Landon"That's how I met her."His eyes glistened as they looked back at me, a look of curiosity washing across his face. His eyes drifted toward the water, then made their way back up to mine. "My mommy?" His little voice asked, a smile growing on his face as he thought about her and I nodded. "I miss her." He looked down and I rolled my eyes."What have I taught you?" I questioned, staring back at him emotionlessly and he nodded."No weakness." He said and I nodded, standing up. He got up as well, looking at me for a while before he hugged my legs tightly. He wasn't like me. No matter how much I tried training him to not show emotion, he always seemed to do the opposite. He was like her in every way. The excessive kindness, the everyday happiness and the random affection. He'd hug everyone and everything in his path and there was no stopping him. His eyes were a greenish grey and his hair was dark and he had most of my features"Come on." I told him, placing my hand on his head. H
LandonI stared at the painting in front of me, wondering how I got to this point. The house felt empty now. There was nothing to come home to other than our son. I couldn't even sleep in our bedroom anymore. Her things there had stayed the same. Her blanket was still in the same spot she left it and everything there smelled like her.Everytime I looked at the baby I saw her, hating the fact that she wasn't here to help me. I didn't get any sleep as he constantly needed to be fed or changed and I had to do this all on my own. I didn't trust anyone to care for him, knowing that he was the last thing I had gotten from her. No one knew what he looked like. I kept him hidden from people that were just looking for another story. I got off of the chair and walked up the stairs to his room. As I entered, I found that his big green eyes were now opened and he was just moments away from crying. His legs kicked the air as he laid on his stomach, his hands grabbing at the blanket. I watched her
Victoria The door opened again and I looked up to find Landon walking in, his eyebrows arched more than usual and I knew that he was angry. "What's wrong?" I asked, pulling the blanket further up onto my body and he looked at me."I can't do this." He shook his head almost frustratedly. I pointed to the chair next to my bed and he stood there for a while before sighing and running a hand through his hair. He came over and sat, crossing his arms over his chest and I knew he was trying to suppress his emotions.I motioned for him to lean closer before cupping his face in my hand, my arm too weak to even lift properly. I stroked his cheek with my thumb and gave him a small smile."You have your whole life ahead of you, Landon," I paused, another sharp pain hitting me in my chest. "You have to move on, okay? For me.""No." He replied curtly, his tone dark and I sighed, expecting nothing less from him."Landon, you can't hold onto this forever. You'll torture yourself." "No, Victoria."
Victoria I laid on the bed, looking at the ceiling blankly. A tear rolled down my cheek as I finally allowed myself to cry because I was alone. There was no one around to be strong for. I was in so much pain. My brain screamed for it to just end and I sniffled as another tear fell. The surgery was scheduled just mere minutes away as they didn't want to risk me passing and the baby dying as well. I knew that this was it. It had to be.There was this bitter taste in my mouth as I laid there. The only sound heard was the beeping of the monitor and my breathing which was loud due to the oxygen mask. They had prepared me for surgery already and my friends were here. They'd be allowed to come in soon to say their final goodbyes and it was this moment that made me realize that I didn't want to go. I prayed and hoped that by some miracle I'd survive this but I knew better. There was no way.Landon was outside making a call and I wiped away my tears quickly as the door opened. Mia and the o
Victoria I was still strong despite my condition. My body was weak and my stomach was heavy but I still managed to build enough strength to walk. It was hard, but I didn't mind. At least I was still around for now. I was supposed to be moving around in a wheelchair but frankly, that just made me feel worse. I continued to do interviews and there were tons of articles covering my life. Even the news kept up with it because it was genuinely a really rare thing to happen. I wanted to see the ocean before I went to the hospital, knowing that this would be the last time I see the world.He walked back into the Living Room a while later and turned the TV on for me. Then he handed me the Jello Cup with a spoon and a napkin before he sat on the other couch and opened his laptop. He buried himself neck deep in work and I ate with my eyes shut, listening to the TV."Let's go to the park." I suggested randomly and he looked up from the screen.He shut his laptop and took it with him as he walk
VictoriåMonths laterToday was December 23rd, one day away from Landon's birthday. One day away from the end. I was surprised that I had made it this long. I laid in bed, my eyelids too heavy to lift. The oxygen mask on my face had been a constant thing since last month, as I couldn't really breathe on my own for more than an hour at a time.I was in more pain than I had ever been in, in my entire life. My stomach was huge now and my body was too weak to even handle its weight. I was already dealing with the pain of my cancer and the constant kicking and punching going on in there wasn't really helping.Tomorrow was the surgery. The baby would be here at just eight and a half months and that wasn't too bad. Definitely not preterm. I just prayed that everything went well. I knew the chances of me surviving this were literally zero and that was okay in my book. I knew that Landon was physically prepared.Over time he'd grown into a really great guy. He did everything for me before I ev