CHAPTER 16: DISCOVERY I'm in my room right now, there's no knife or anything sharp buried in me, but I feel so much pain that my heart is going to explode, it's like my bloody is leaking. A few tears flowed from my eyes, I couldn't tell if they were tears or my blood, I wanted to scream but I could only cry silently because of the grief. The pain I feel is still not going away, it is getting worse and I feel like I will carry it until I die. I'm under the bed full of self-loathing, banging my head until my blood drips, I don't know why but I'm shaking. I don't want to think like this anymore, it drives me crazy, I cry every night and can't sleep because someone is whispering in my ear. I want to release all the pain, I don't want it anymore, I can't breathe and my heart is full of fear. It's like I'm locked in a tight room, I can't escape my past I gave up if the pain of him and the people I love is killing me now. I want peace in my mind, I'm drowning, help me. Fighting is the only
CHAPTER 17: TRUTH "I didn't do anything to her." I said with a calm tone. "H-he hit me, D-derek don't you see?" She said and she was crying in Derek's arms while Derek was so caring for her. He wants me and Derek to fight, you bitch. "You're wasting my time." I said and I turned my back on them, I was about to take a step when suddenly I heard a gunshot, a*sh*les. "Did I say, You can leave now?!" He said with a death glare while pointing his gun at my head. It looked like almost everyone was already staring us there in the Casino. "As you wish..." I said. I quickly bent down slightly to avoid hitting the gun on my head and quickly grabbed the gun and its hand, once punched hard on the elbow, dislocating it. In the move that I was made, he stepped forward and his staff quickly took action, a*sh*les. All their guns are now pointed at me. "Argh! F*ck you! I'm going to k*ll you f*cker!" When he screamed while holding his elbow that I broke, he was now kneeling in front of me whil
CHAPTER 18: STILL FINDING"You're too much, don't act like a hero!" Loid yelled at me while fighting for the gun. "The f*ck is happening to both of you!" My other cousin screamed while we were being weaned. Maybe our whole family can't stop the two of us anymore, we've been fighting for a while now. It was also because of Loid that I suddenly had a headache and was scolded. "Don't blame me for making you angry, you bitch!" I screamed but when he grabbed the gun I was immediately alarmed because of that, He shot it suddenly. I don't know but suddenly everyone shouted, am I okay? Standing and I couldn't feel that I was shot in any part of my body, I didn't feel that I was hit by a gun. "What did you do?!" They suddenly shouted while one of my cousins shook my body looking at me. Also, Loid was suddenly stunned and scolded by his brother and our family members. "H-he p-pulled the t-trigger, it's not my fault." I said. And Loid is in tears looking behind me while he's looking at
CHAPTER 19: CRUCIAL"Please bear with me when I open up to you because I thought you were my plastic neighbors." A woman we didn't know shouted in the kitchen while taking care of our drinks in the kitchen. "It's fine, Miss." Jasral said and felt at home. He really sit down, That his face is so thick he doesn't know how to respect? "What did you really come here for Mio? I'm really sorry and I can't worry about you too much with Zak's cousins." Ate Aelin said to me. "It's okay, Ate and I really want to ask if you can? It's important." I said seriously while Nathan walked to the door looking at the children playing outside. Jasral was looking at the photos hanging on the wall. "Of course Mio, there's no problem with me, what's up? " She asked, I took a deep breath before I started talking again. "Just about Kuya Zak's death—" Suddenly the tray brought by the woman from the kitchen fell down and it was now near us. Helped It was Nathan and Jasral immediately and I also saw the sur
CHAPTER 20: SMALL WORLDZaki D' POV. _____Year 1974 the past. Unfortunately I'm writing this letter right now, I will now tell the person who has seen this book and knows my last will. You already hold the key to my power that Regu and I kept, a good father to me and a friend.Now I just want you to take care of it and do not get caught in the hand of evil, I just hope you use it right. This is a very important thing and if the wicked find out about it beware. Go immediately approach the person named "Gyuh Grivaz"he will help you, he is in italy now and he will protect you.Definitely, knowing if I will die in the next few days, months or years so I wrote this for you to use. Always keep in mind that everyone is your opponent, yes. Let's say you already know them, but don't just trust them or maybe tomorrow will be your last day. Eventually it's a "black pen" the key to everything, Mio. Take it and open the pen, You are the first person to see it I know because I know you will re
CHAPTER 21: CAPTIVE "Harder! Are you gay?“ She said while holding the punching bag, tsk. I punched it harder, left, right, up and down. She is still not satisfied with those who are released if punched in the punching bag and the times she shouts the. "Harder! Gay!" "Weak! Again." That I have memorized all of that! Fuck this woman! But no matter how my energy didn't run out, I wanted to punch her. But I thank her, that woman because otherwise it would have been quiet for a long time. My sweat was dripping with every punch I took. "Wait! Stop." She said and stopped the punching bag from swinging then punched me in the face suddenly. I immediately looked at her with a mixture of annoyance, right what the f you doin'?! "What's your problem?!" I said I looked at it with a frown, as if my eyebrows were about to touch each other because of annoyance. "You didn't focus! You didn't even move." She said and rolled her eyes then turned her back on me and walked away from me. "Is that
CHAPTER 22: MEET AND GREET"You're trying too hard, you know that? You didn't even kill Gethro outright." Elorah said and gave me a glass of whiskey, I reached for it. "I just do what you wanted and that's enough, I don't want to look weak either." I said and got serious. look at the void, this girl is going too far. I even agreed to be her boyfriend so she could enter and hide herself here in the mansion to investigate, d*mwitt. "Really? So you'll do what I say?" She said like she was planning something, I could see it in her eyes as if she was happy when I turned around. "Crazy." I thrifty answered then I shook my my head and stood up at the same time as she walked. I took a glass of whiskey that I was holding. I put it on the table with a bang then looked at Elorah again, I just saw how Elorah's expression change into an irritated face. I grabbed immediately my black band fedora hat and took it out then walked towards the mirror . "Do I look great?" I asked and adjusted my t
CHAPTER 23: CHASING "Hurry up, Elorah!" I shouted while sticking my head and hand out of this window because I'm tired at those who followed us. Augustin shoot them too while we were also releasing the bullets they let loose. It almost hit the wheel of our car, d*rn it! "Hold on!" Elorah yelled as she turned the car and entered a small alley. I almost hit my head on a sign board, g*go!(f*ck) I even got hit in the stomach earlier! It's a good thing and I bowed down immediately. "Hey Chill! I almost cut my head off." I said here, Augustin laughed and took a mini gun from the bag. "This is what I wanted!" He said and smirked then aimed at the car of those following us and he hit their car because of that it explode one of them. Elorah suddenly looked at me there in a mirror of her car as if she was worried while driving. "What?!" I suddenly asked then took out a few guns from the bag. "You alright?" She replied and I looked at my stomach as if there was too much blood out of me