Trigger warnings: abuse, death, murder, suicide, drugs, cutting, depression
Kylee leaned against her bedroom door, her heart beating erratically. Even from here, she heard Bill swearing and yelling in the living room. She squeezed her eyes shut. Why was he still going on? He should have forgotten about her by now.
“Please stay in the other room. Please stay in the other room,” she chanted to herself. She glanced down at her throbbing arm, noting the small rivulet of blood collecting in the corner of her elbow.
Her mom’s shouting mingled with Bill’s, and something large crashed into a wall. The single-story house rattled as Bill’s thundering footsteps approached.
“Kylee!” he roared, the full extent of his fury echoing in the one word.
She whimpered. Her eyes landed on the chair scooted against the wooden desk next to the closet. She lunged for it, intent on propping it under the doorknob like she had so many times in the past.
Barely had she vacated her spot by the door before it banged open, slamming into the opposite wall with its force. Kylee shrieked and spun around.
“I’m sorry,” she sputtered, her hands splayed out in front of her for protection. “I should have stayed out of it. I—”
He cut the rest of her apology off with a left hook to her jaw. Kylee stumbled backward and went down to her knees. She hadn’t seen that coming. Bill was angrier than usual.
“What did I—” she began, but this time his punch knocked her into the desk. A searing pain lanced through her forehead. The sudden instinct to flee powered through her limbs. She had to get out. Bill blocked the exit to her room, which left her window as the only retreat.
Kylee shot forward, putting all her effort into getting to the window before Bill could get to her.
But he was faster. His hand closed around her ponytail, whipping back so hard her head spun.
“No!” she cried as Bill grabbed her shoulders.
“Shut up,” he said.
“Let me go.” She squirmed under his hands. “Please.”
“I said shut up,” he said before slamming her head into the floor.
All Kylee got out was a small groan before blackness claimed her.
The sun dipped low behind the Virginia trees, casting long shadows over the crumbling steps where Kylee sat. When the sleek black car pulled into the driveway next door, she barely moved—until the moving truck followed behind it, rumbling like thunder through the quiet neighborhood.
No one had lived in that house in years.
She sat up straighter, brushing a strand of hair from her face. A man in a suit stepped out of the driver’s side, his voice sharp as he barked directions to the movers. They unloaded box after box, but it was the house that caught her attention again. That beautiful, white-washed colonial at the end of the gravel drive, so full of history it made the air taste older.
Next to it, her house looked like rot made visible—peeling paint, a roof that bowed in the middle, weeds curling around rusted-out tires. No one built million-dollar homes next to people like the Mansfields. And no one stayed long if they did.
She turned, glancing through the mesh of the screen door. Her stepfather’s voice spilled out from the living room, slurred and bitter. Her mother’s reply was barely audible. Kylee didn’t need to hear the words. She knew the rhythm of that conversation by heart.
Her stomach twisted.
She stepped off the porch, bare feet brushing the overgrown grass, just as one of the movers called out—and then he stepped into view.
He wasn’t dressed like the others. No suit, no uniform. Just a charcoal hoodie pushed up to his elbows, dark jeans, and the kind of expression that said he’d rather be anywhere else.
Still, he moved like someone who was used to watching—his eyes tracking everything, taking in the details she thought no one ever noticed. They locked eyes for a second too long.
Kylee froze.
He didn’t smile.
But he didn’t look away, either.
And for a reason she couldn’t explain, her pulse kicked harder against her ribs. Not out of fear. Out of something else. Something alive.
She turned quickly and started back toward the porch, her heart thudding like it had just woken up.
Whoever he was, he didn’t belong here.
Which probably meant he wouldn’t stay.
But still—he’d looked at her. Really looked. And for a girl who’d spent years blending into silence, that felt like the first flicker of something dangerous.
Kylee jerked on the mailbox, angry when the lid jammed.“Need help?”“I got it.” She gritted her teeth and pried it open on the third pull.“Hey, don’t be like that. I don’t pretend you don’t exist.”She whirled to face Price, jaw tightening. “Yes, you do! As soon as your sister appears, you stop talking to me! I know she ignores me, which is rude enough, but you, too? Can’t you just tell her we’re friends?”His face reddened, and Kylee interpreted his answer for him.“No,” she said. “Okay. I get it. Fine.” She swiveled around.“Wait, Kylee, please, listen.” Price paraded in front of her, holding his hands out with the palms facing her. “Don’t stop talking to me
Kylee lowered her eyes. Suddenly everything about Price was endearing, from his spiky brown hair to his light-brown eyelashes to his fidgeting feet. She made him nervous? The thought brought a delighted smile to her lips.He coughed. “Yeah, okay, you can laugh.”Her eyes shot up. “No, no, I’m not laughing at you. I understand better than you think, actually. I get nervous too, right?” She gave what she hoped was a sincere smile. “I’d love to go. It would be nice to have a friend. I deserve that, right?”He cocked his head and peered at her. “Yeah. Yeah, you do.”Something in his eyes was so serious, so tender, that Kylee felt like he was seeing an intimate part of her. She pulled her shirt tighter around her as if to block his laser eyes.“I better get inside,” she w
Price blinked at Kylee and twirled one hand. “I can’t ask them to take you. I mean, it’s not my car. It’s kind of rude.”Kylee took a step back from the fence, her shoulders hunching forward as she deflated. “You just don’t want your friends to know you talked to me.”“No,” he said. “It’s not that.”“Who’s picking you up? Michael? Amy?” Of the twelve hundred students at Kellam High, only a small handful lived in this part of town. Whoever he was going with had to be a friend of hers. “Forget it. Tell everyone hi for me.”She turned on her heel and stomped toward the house.“Kylee,” Price called after her.He remembered her name. In spite of her anger and hurt, a spark of triumph flared in her c
Kylee had just finished taking the clothes off the line when it started to rain.“Dang it,” she muttered. She hadn’t been fast enough to beat the downpour. She clutched the laundry basket of clothes to her chest and ran for the front door. The rain came in at an angle, slamming into the sagging porch steps. She lifted one arm over her head, though it did little to shield her from the onslaught of water.“Hurry!”“Come on, Lisa, it’s pouring!”Kylee paused on the porch and watched the kids from the bus run toward their houses. Amy squealed and laughed, holding her notebook above her like a shield, her backpack bouncing behind her. Michael howled and charged through the rain as fast as he could. Price tugged on Lisa’s hand, trying to get her out of the puddles.
“What? No, no, of course not!” Price exclaimed. “You think I’m rich, huh? Because my dad drives a hot car and our house is bigger than yours. So?”“Then what is your problem with me?” Kylee pressed her lips together, not about to let him off easy.“I don’t know.” He gestured toward her house. There were no windows in the back, and it wasn’t visible from here in the forest. “I guess I was afraid.”“Of my stepfather? Because of the fighting?”“Everything, I guess. You. Your house.”Kylee pictured her old rundown house. Ugly, unkempt, yes, but not scary. “What do people say about us?”He avoided her eyes. “Nothing.”“You’re lying.”
She ran for the front door and let herself out. The night air pricked her skin, cooling her face where tears streamed down. She flew down the crumbling porch and ran into the forest behind the house.Kylee knew the path with her eyes closed, which was good because the moon was just a sliver, too small to shine any light through the network of tree branches sheltering the woods. Her bare feet ran over the smoothed dirt, littered with pine needles and leaves.There it was. A large oak tree had fallen down years ago, and sometime after that the forest animals had hollowed it out. Kylee knelt down and crept into the empty space. She pressed her back against it and wrapped her arms around her knees. In the safe solitude of her tree, she allowed herself to bawl.“I can’t take it anymore,” she sobbed. “I’m getting out of here.” She had to flee. She could