Nate
I parked my car in front of my parents\' cabin and turned off the engine. I had absolutely no desire to participate in that family lunch, but Jess would get married soon and our mother wanted to see us all before we set up the last things for the wedding.
The night before, I had gone to a party with the boys after leaving the studio, and we had stayed up late at night. I was pretty sure the night signs were still there, including the ones on my back.
I rubbed my red eyes and put on my sunglasses before I got out of the car and headed for the front door. Andrew’s car was already parked there.
I didn’t envy that man at all, dealing with a woman was already complicated. The complication tripled if it was that beast of Jess, and she became even more when she found out that I had banged one of her bridesmaids before the wedding and that her after I showed no interest in anything other than her p*ssy, she had left the bride just before the sweet event.
My sister stopped talking to me after she heard about me and Erika. Not that I made her promises of eternal love before she spread her legs. I made it clear to her that it was a no-strings-attached thing, but she was delusional. The more time we had spent in bed, or in the shower, or on the hob, or against the wall, the more she was deluded, ending up destroyed and in tears when I passed over.
Women.
I put my hands in my pockets after ringing the bell and waited at the door until my sister opened the door. She had her phone in her ear, and she was busy squeezing out a series of orders to whoever was on the other side of the line.
I gave her a big smile, and she looked at me, shook me, and walked back into the house while she kept screaming on the phone.
We’re off to a good start.
I told myself as I was heading to the kitchen where I knew I would find the only woman who had a fixed place in my heart. My mother was pulling a pot out of the oven when I approached her, and I deposited a kiss on her cheek.
"You don’t have to be a pimp, I won’t beat your a*s again, Nate." my stern mother told me before she messed up my black hair.
"It wasn’t my intention." I said, playing dumb.
"She’s still furious." my mother said, shaking her head and putting the bowl on the hob, "Do you know how hard it is to lose two bridesmaids in a few months because you’re not able to hold back what’s in your pants?"
"Mother, I did not promise her eternal love. I had been clear with her from the beginning." I said sternly.
"Couldn’t you avoid it anyway?" she replied.
"I’ll make it up to you." I said, rolling my eyes.
"It’s better for you, I can’t handle Jess's hysterical screams anymore." she said, "It's ready!" She then suddenly cried as she walked towards the dining room.
My father was already sitting at the head of the table, a few places away was Andrew and together they sipped a glass of red wine and chatted quietly.
Sometimes I thought my dad preferred Andrew over me.
I sat next to my father and poured a glass of wine while my mother began to serve the flan and my sister arrived by tapping the phone.
"Sam can’t come, she has a measles principle, do you realize? Measles at twenty-four! How do you get measles at this age?" she asked almost in tears.
"It’s also very dangerous at that age." her boyfriend thoughtfully said and deserved a nasty look from Jess.
"We can’t get married right now! It’s all falling apart! I don’t have any bridesmaids. Two of them tripped over my brother’s penis, the other one has measles, and the last one, well the last one is your cousin Andrew! Let’s call off the wedding, that’s it. That’s it!"
"Oh stop." said our exasperated mother, "Don’t be a child, you are now a grown woman, you are no longer the little girl who ran here and there with her friends and hid everywhere. Be a woman!"
If I hadn’t kept my balls so tight, I would have applauded my mother at the time.
But I knew that if I did, I would risk the lives of my nether world.
"Tell me how we can solve this then?" my sister said as seriously as possible, crossing her fingers and placing them on the table.
The harpy look at our mother, who in the meantime ignored her blissfully while she continued to eat her meatloaf.
"You can always get Lucas as a bridesmaid, you know how much he cares." said my mother quietly.
"Lucas is our witness." said my serious sister.
"But he doesn’t want to be the best man, he wanted to be the bridesmaid, what’s the harm?" My mother raised her eyes and looked at Jess straight into the green eyes, "call him and you’ll see that you’ve solved the problem."
"Talking about old friends..." Andrew intervened, getting a nasty look from his bride-to-be. "You’ll never guess who I met at the supermarket yesterday morning." he said while sipping some wine "Actually, I don’t even know how I forgot it, it’s because my beautiful girlfriend distracted me." he kept moving Jess\' blond hair behind her back.
"Who, Andrew?" said Jess gently, almost purring like a cat in heat. I’m going to vomit.
\"Maya Sheppar.\" Andrew quietly said.
Jess opened her mouth and, for the first time in twenty-three years, I saw her speechless. I was also amazed.
Little Maya?
\"May May?\" said Jess as Andrew nodded.
\"My May May?\" Andrew nodded again.
\"Little Maya?\" my surprised mother said, \"How many years has she not been coming back? Three? Four?\"
\"Five years.\" said Jess with a little voice.
Five years.
I remembered little Maya, I did remember her. I was just hoping that her leaving wasn’t because of me or else Jess would never speak to me again.
Maya and Jess grew up together, Maya lived a few blocks away from us, and she and Jess had been inseparable since kindergarten.
I remembered how they were two rascals in high school and how I had to threaten every single guy who got close to my sister and Maya. I’ve always had a deep affection for Sheppar, ever since we were kids, then seeing her grow up and turn into a beautiful girl put my health in serious trouble.
I never wanted to touch her, for Jess\' sake, even though my whole body wanted her. Every time I found her lying on the sun loungers in our pool, with a tiny shot, every time she asked me to rub the cream on her back, every time she slept at our place and came out of the bathroom with her hair ruffled and half-naked.
I couldn’t resist her, I was drooling over her like a puppy, but I knew I couldn’t have her, I knew that if I even got close to her, Jess would really castrate me. So I’ve always kept my distance.
At least until I found her at the graduation party here at the house.
She was so drunk, so beautiful, so lost that when she rubbed herself on me, in that bloody wrinkled bikini, I couldn’t stop myself.
When I first kissed her, I was sure I touched the sky with a finger, and she wanted me just as much as I did. I went to my room to get a condom at her request and then I stopped to drink something. I needed to dissolve the tension that I had accumulated. Maybe I had exaggerated because then I lost my mind. I remember meeting her on the stairs who had caught me and slammed me to the wall. Then I remember my bedroom and after total darkness.
The next morning, when I woke up, I was alone in bed, naked and there was no trace of Maya.
From that day on, her incursions into our home had diminished, and then she was gone. When we got back from the beach house, Jess knew she’d moved to Boston for college and disappeared from our lives.
For years, Jess had been recriminating on herself for the fact that Maya had left, that she had gotten away from us because of her, but I was almost certain that it was my fault. Maybe I did something wrong that night, enough to make it disappear forever.
I shook my head and drove away from my thoughts.
Maya POVI put Axel in his crib and turned on the baby monitor before I left and closed the door of the room. My guests would be arriving soon, and I still had to make dinner.That day Axel had gone all foursome, probably knew that from the next day I would start working and so he asked for maximum attention today.I stretched and looked at myself. I had my shirt still dirty with vomit and sweatpants, so I decided to go to the room and change.I opted for a pair of black leggings and a tight T-shirt. Fortunately, after childbirth, I was able to lose most of the pounds I had taken in pregnancy and those that remained were proportionate in the right places, so I did not complain much.Brad would object to that too, he didn’t like the bodies a little round, he loved perfection, maybe that’s why he didn’t love me.I was finished tying my hair when the bell rang.They were an hour early, strange for Jess. The girl I knew loved to wait for hours.I ran to open the door so they wouldn’t ring
Nate POVMy sister’s wedding was approaching, only a few days were missing, and that evening the young lady had decided to give a party at our parents' house. She called the caterer, a band, and set up a dance floor.She decided to do something big.I fixed my black tie as my suit and pants, and I went down the steps leading to the garden. I hated getting dressed up for these stupid parties, all to fill Jess' huge ego, I didn’t want to be part of this either, but when she announced it in our office to all our colleagues, she approached me and smiled at me maleficially."Do you know who’s gonna be there?" she asked me to look me right in the eyes, those damn green eyes that seemed to be able to read your mind."No, Jess, I don’t know," I said, looking up.Jess’s smile had widened, as had the evil glitter in her eyes, her hands resting on the wooden table in front of me and looking straight at me."May May," she said before turning her heels and going back to where she had come from, lea
Nate I was stuck watching Maya. She sat on a bench in the garden and held the child, Axel while chatting happily with Lucas at her side. The child had his back resting on Maya’s chest and with his tiny hands, he played with the bracelets that the girl wore on her wrist. In the hour that passed the child had passed from arm to arm, welcoming anyone who wanted to give him a little attention and then returning to the arms of his mother, arms that claimed every time someone approached her, especially when it came to men. By the time Lucas held him, Josh had approached Maya, with the intent to woo her, and the child, not happy with that approach, had begun to scream like crazy, claiming her for himself. Maya had immediately abandoned Josh and rushed on to her son, while my colleague was blindsided like a fool. She had done the same with Chris and Zeke. Maya had dumped any suitor at the time her son claimed her. One part of me was surprised, the other was relieved that she refused an
Maya I wet the paper under the water and then I put it on my hair, eliminating traces of Axel’s regurgitation. Thank you very much, now my dress is ruined, the beautiful hairstyle made by Lucas is completely gone and I smell of vomit. I came out of the bathroom and went back into Jess’s old room, finding her lying on the bed on her stomach while kissing Axel’s bare stomach. I undressed him to change him, and as I put his diaper back on, Jess came into the room and offered to dress him up again while I cleaned up my vomit. \"You still smell like vomit.\" said Jess as she leaned over Axel again and gave him another kiss on his tummy making him laugh. \"Thank you so much, Miss Perfection.\" I said while I was still trying to clean the vomit stain on the dress. \"You never complained about your patients\' puke.\" Jess said, kneeling on the bed and putting Axel up. \"One thing is when they vomit on a lab coat, another is when they vomit on a dress that cost you an eye of the head,\"
\"What?\" replied Jess surprise, \"Are you serious? May!\" scolded me. \"That’s not true!\" I defended myself. \"Oh but please, you may be a mature woman and a mother, but I know when a smile says I want your tongue in my mouth.\" Lucas replied lying next to Jess. I opened my mouth again, but I did not replicate it. From the moment I saw Nate again, all I could think about was having his tongue back in my mouth, and in other parts of my body. God, what was wrong with me? He was so cool, he was so tall, and he had that damn smile that really pushed me to rip my clothes off and beg him to take me in front of everyone. And he came there, next to me. He started talking to me, with his damn blue eyes, that screaming body of his that I longed to touch without any clothes. Then he picked up Axel in his arms and at that moment I felt my legs crumble. How stupid could I be? The man broke my heart, took it, and threw off a 30-story building without worrying about what I might feel or thi
Maya 9 That day got off to a bad start, I started my shift after lunch, and I was supposed to be working until 8:00 that night, but the emergency room was full. There had been a huge accident that had caused many injuries, so I decided to stay in the hospital as much as I could possibly, or at least as long as I could stay with a small child at home. It was almost midnight when I went to the nurses\' locker room to change, my uniform was completely dirty with blood, again, and I only had one spare. That meant tomorrow I had to go to the laundry early in the morning. Next week, Jess and Andrew were getting married, and apparently, I got stuck as a bridesmaid with a super happy Lucas. Axel would be there, and Jess made a point of buying him a stylish suit even though I repeated over and over again that it was not necessary because it would get him dirty immediately. But my friend didn’t care. So, I had this little James Bond outfit hanging in my closet for my little Latin Lover who
*********** I turned off the car in front of the building where there was the apartment of the two future newlyweds. I took the phone and the bag and went out. I was forced to leave Axel with my mother again, not that she wasn’t happy about it, she almost threw me out. From my house! I didn’t like being away from my baby that long, no matter how much my kids were available. It seemed like I’d rather do anything than be with him. I sent a message to my mother. All right? I asked as I went to the glass door of the building. We’re fine. Stop annoying. My mother answered. I glanced at my mother’s answer. She really was the mother and I the daughter? I grabbed the phone with both hands to write the message. Are you sure you have everything? Do you have enough milk? Otherwise, I’ll come home to breastfeed him! Stop it, Maya! That’s all my mother said. I opened wide my mouth and prepared to answer. \"Maya!\" I heard me calling. A deep, guttural voice that gave me chills all over my
Nate 11 I was sitting next to Maya, and her sweet scent filled my nostrils. From the moment I saw her in front of the building, I couldn’t take my eyes off her. I didn't want. And sitting next to her was torture. Her perfume, the way she moved her hair behind her shoulders, the way she laughed or bit her lip, they weren’t helping. I felt the crotch of my pants hurt like I was a fucking 15-year-old novice. My whole body was focused and attracted to her. I couldn’t even focus on food. Lucas, sitting on her other side, made a joke that made her laugh. Maya’s laugh was pure melody to my ears. The way she laughed, could bewitch a man and drop him at her feet. She pulled back her head and laughed, moving a strand of her light brown hair behind her ear. I turned to her, and for a moment, I was staring at her. Another lock of hair fell in front of her face, and I had to squeeze my hands in a fist to avoid reaching out and moving it myself. I grabbed the glass of wine and swallowed a lon