로그인Zeus’s Point of View
November didn’t speak to me for three days. Not a word. Just silence. Her fragile body lay curled beneath sterile hospital sheets while I sat quietly nearby, pretending not to notice how hollow she looked. Even when the nurses checked her vitals or gave her meds, she barely blinked. Her wolf was nearly gone. The connection between them was threadbare, like someone trying to speak underwater. And with each passing hour, the distance grew. I could feel her slipping. She tried to hide it, but I knew the signs her aura dimmed, her breathing grew more erratic, her soul seemed half-lodged in this world. Until finally, on the fourth day, she spoke. It wasn’t what I expected. “Why choose me?” I looked up from the armchair where I had been dozing lightly. Her voice was hoarse, but her eyes—though bloodshot—were clear and resolute. “Because I knew you wouldn’t judge me,” I said. “Even if I was a hybrid.” She smiled. “What makes you think that I was not disgusted?” I smiled. “I just felt it,” I said as I was searching for something in her eyes. The disgust. The fear. The barrier that everyone should build between us with those words. My wolf growled low in my chest, not at her—but at what had been done to her. The lies. The promise and the pain inflicted to her. “You do not hate us, do you?” November looked at me. “Why would I hate them? They’re like me, like humans, and have a purpose and the right to live. Everyone has a fair share in this world,” she said. Unlike the bloodline of my father, even with my mother, I could see no hatred toward hybrids in her green eyes. I exhaled slowly, trying not to scare her. “You know I’m huge,” I said. “You’re a dragon of course you’re huge.” She laughed. “Do you want to try to ride someday?” “Hell, no. I’m afraid of heights,” she said and then she looked at the ceiling. “But seriously, Zeus, are you sure you’re going to take me? I mean I’m difficult to deal with.” “It doesn’t matter,’ I said. “We can adjust.” And she looked at me. “Knox said… hybrids were always something we were told to avoid. You’re dangerous. Tainted,” she said. “But here you are, saving me despite I'm already shattered, and now you want me to bond with you.” “We’ll it’s going to be worth fixing you, November,” I said gently. “And I will not break you further. I’m here to keep you from dying.” “Thank you, Zeus. But if you didn’t save me back there, I would have died.” “Death is not always the answer,” I said, standing up. Her eyes widened but full of sadness. “You don’t get to say that. Not after I pulled your body from that ocean lungs filled with water, heart barely beating. You don’t get to pretend you’d rather die when your wolf—your wolf—is still clawing at the edge of your soul, begging you to live.” Her lips parted and tears started to form in her eyes. “You may not want to be in your situation but maybe there are a lot out there waiting to have someone like you for second chances. You may think you're beneath because you were cheated on and rejected. Fine. But everyone deserves second chances. Don’t you dare lie to yourself and say death is a better option.” That made her cry. Hard. Tears welled in her eyes, but she clenched her jaw. “My wolf hasn’t spoken to me since the rejection. She’s silent. She’s… mad at me.” “She’s not mad,” I said softly, crouching beside her bed. “She’s grieving. And fading. The rejection did damage, yes, but the drowning pushed her further. She’s slipping into the void, and the only thing that could tether her back is the bond. With me.” She shook her head. “I used to think she was the strongest part of me. But now I feel so empty. So cold.” “You are cold,” I said. “Because you’re half dead. And that silence? That emptiness? That’s what dying feels like.” Her voice broke. “But I’m scared. What if it didn’t work?” I stared at her for a long moment. “All we have to do is trust the process.” That quieted her. “You’re special, November,” I said, bitterly. “If I want to mate again, I want it to be you.’ She blinked rapidly. “Then why me?” “Because we're the same and I want you.” Silence. Then she whispered. “What if I say yes… and I still lose my wolf?” “Then I’ll grieve with you,” I said. “But we’ll know we tried.” Her eyes brimmed with tears again. “And what if I say yes… and I never love you?” “Then I’ll learn to live with that.” She looked away, her throat bobbing with a hard swallow. “And if I say no?” “Then your wolf will die,” I said bluntly. “And you will follow. No medicine, no healer, no second chance. Wolfnip will vanish into nothing. And she’ll never forgive you.” I leaned closer, my voice a whisper. “And neither will you.” Her breathing hitched, like the wind had been knocked from her lungs. “Then we’ll gamble and let’s see what the future brings us.” I reached for her hand and she didn’t pull away. “You can hate me all you want, November. But don’t let your wolf die because of fear.” She stared at our joined hands, lips trembling. After a long pause, she whispered: “I’m scared.” I nodded. “Me too.” Then, finally, she said the words I’d been holding my breath for. “…Okay.” A single word. But it was life. It was hope. It was the beginning of something terrifying and beautiful and broken—but real. I pressed my forehead to her hand and exhaled a shaky breath. We had a long way to go. But she was choosing life. And that was enough—for now.November’s POV“Tch.”I heard Knox clicking his tongue. Clearly, he doesn't want the woman in front of him.“Oh, why are you looking like that, Knox? I brought your order. I came here to deliver this,” she said before pushing the man in front of Knox.A man. A human man, to be precise.“You could have let one of your men deliver it to me, Aurellia,” Knox replied.Aurellia? Her name was familiar as I stared at the woman. “Heh,” she said, smirking. “I brought a valuable item for Crux too. I need to deliver it to him, fresh, clean, and unscratched,” she added. “I mean my father-in-law,” she added and looked at me.“Put him in the same place. You know what to do,” Knox replied.“Of course,” Aurellia said, eyeing me mockingly.This woman had a different aura compared to any female here. She had this alpha-like presence, almost the same as Knox. I knew some female alphas existed, but they were rare. This was the first time I had met someone like her. She was a combination of lethality and
Cheska’s POV.Time kept moving whether I was living my life or not.There was an entire world beyond these walls. There’s sunlight, wind, life and I didn’t know if I would ever see it again. The days blurred together, each one identical to the last. Knox hadn’t spoken to me since the day he told me the truth.That had been three days ago.I knew what he was doing. He was giving me time. Time to think. Time to break. Time to accept the impossible.He had made it clear enough. Do what they want… or die.That was the choice he gave me, even if he hadn’t said the words outright. But the way I saw it, there was only one truth:It was either kill or be killed.I would never willingly mate him let alone be pregnant with Crux's child. Never. I thank the moon goddess for not letting that bastard appear or I would vomit. And I certainly refused to mate Knox. Which meant the only option left for him was to kill me. Unless I could somehow kill him first. Unless Crux got tired of me and wanted not
“I want the part of my missing soul back when I’m around you,” Knox continued. “That day you showed up at our old pack, it felt like something I’d lost for so long was finally coming back. I knew it was you before I even saw your face.”I shook my head slowly, my heart pounding.“I don’t understand,” I said. “Why tell me this when there’s nothing that can fix it? Why say any of this when it’s already over? You were the one who chose Emerald over me. You were the one who rejected me.”His emotions shifted rapidly, longing flashing in his eyes one second, then anger, then something darker. Something cruel.Who was this wolf? Is this the real Knox? I remembered him as a responsible Alpla not like this. He sacrificed his own pack for his personal gain. Why hadn’t I seen this side of him before?Knox’s expression changed again, his lips curving into something almost pleased.“But that’s where you’re wrong,” he said softly. “Something can be done. There are two ways I can get my soul back.”
The man screamed again.nIt was a raw, bloodcurdling sound, tearing through the hallway and echoing off the concrete walls. It kept getting louder, sharper, until it felt like it was drilling straight into my skull. Whatever was happening inside his body was invisible, but I could feel it. The agony. The terror. The fear.I couldn’t stand there and watch anymore.“Take me away from here,” I said quickly, my voice shaking as I turned to Knox. I felt like I wanted to vomit. Thi s level of torture was so terrifying. “Please. I can’t stand it.”For once, he didn’t argue.He placed a hand at my back and gently guided me away from the cell. I didn’t look behind me again. I couldn’t. By the time we reached my room and the door shut behind us, the screams were gone.It was too sudden. My stomach twisted.Did that mean it was over? Did they finally kill him?I closed my eyes for a brief second and silently wished the man peace. Whatever twisted mercy that meant in a place like this. No one de
Be strong, I reminded myself.Don’t let him see how broken you are. You can do this.“Zeus?” I whispered, trying the bond again, just like I had in the woods. “Zeus?” I tried once more, desperation bleeding into my voice. “Please. I need you.”Silence answered me. Zeus would have answered me. Knox wasn’t lying when he said Zeus has probably forgotten me. The emptiness pressed harder against my chest, and my heart sank further. I didn’t understand. Why couldn’t he hear me? Was the bond blocked… or was something worse happening?What if he was hurt?What if he was–“He was in an accident orchestrated by Crux. And by the help of a spell, he no longer knows you.’No.I wouldn’t finish that thought. Knox was lying. I knew it. Zeus was alive. I knew it. I could feel it deep in my veins, faint but steady. The bond hadn’t vanished completely. That had to mean something. I clung to it like a lifeline.The door opened.Every muscle in my body tensed as the air shifted. The fine hairs at the b
After handing the cup back to Topaz, I slowly got up and walked toward the table where the food sat. The smell hit me immediately, warm and rich, and my stomach growled traitorously. The last time I ate was before we visited Knox’s old pack and seeing the food before me made my stomach like that. She laughed softly.“Go ahead. Eat. I can get more if you’re still hungry.”I hesitated a bit.“What if this food is poisoned?”Topaz smiled. “No. I assure you that.”I nodded and, without hesitation, sat down and dug in. As I ate, my thoughts spun wildly.How long was I unconscious? The soup was hot and nearly burned my tongue, but I didn’t care. I swallowed it down anyway. Then I moved on to the chicken and vegetable wraps and let out a small, involuntary sound. They were… good, too good.“We eat a steady diet here,” Topaz explained. “Calories are monitored here. Everyone exercises daily, both in human and wolf form. They want you all in your best possible condition. Stronger. Faster. Wit







