I didn't know he had a sister. Zeus didn't mention it to me earlier. I thought I had met all of his family tonight.
"Yeah," she nodded. "I just got back from my friend's house. Can you let him know that Zenia made it back home, okay? I'm just going to go to bed." "Sure," I smiled. "I'm November, by the way." I was worried by the excitement that crossed her face at the mention of my name. She entered the room and sat next to me on the bed. "You're November," she said. "Of course you are. I feel so dumb. I was hoping I'd meet you soon. I didn't think it would be this soon, you know? I thought my brother might keep you to himself for a while, if you know what I mean." Who wouldn't know what she means? We both blushed at her comment. "How old are you?" I giggled. "Fifteen," she answered. "I might not be an adult yet, but I know how mates work." "True mates, maybe, but Zeus and I weren't exactly the traditional types," I told her. “And also he’s part dragon.” She looked at me. Maybe she didn't understand the distinction, but she smiled. “Dragon also has a pair. We call it Pair. I'm glad my brother finally found someone. Everybody has been worried about him since the rejection, you know?" she said. I nodded. “Yes" "Yeah, he's been kind of...how should I put it?" she thought. "He's been strict, firm, and serious. Nothing but herd business. Well, until a year ago, that is." "I didn't know." "It's probably a touchy subject with him still. He needs to grow up fast," Zenia explained. I started to feel bad for Zeus. I wish I had known more about him and his life. He is such a mystery to me, so hidden. He was friendly with me back in the town where I worked, but suddenly he raised his high wall so I couldn't get through. It feels like he has become someone else. "Zenia, what are you doing here?" Zeus asked as soon as he stepped into the room. "Kidnapping your mate," she answered sarcastically with a roll of her eyes. "What does it look like I'm doing?" "You should go to your room. It's getting late, and you have school tomorrow," Zeus said with paternal authority. Zenia sighed and stood up, not hiding her annoyance at her brother. "Fine, I was going there anyway." She turned to me as Zeus sat some of my bags at the door and smiled. "Good night, Nov." She continued to the door, shooting her brother an annoyed look and disappearing. I wanted to laugh, but Zeus did not look like he was in the mood to joke around. "The rest of your stuff is in the room next door. I'll have someone get it ready for you tomorrow." "Okay," I yawned. It's a shame I must say goodbye to this bed soon. I would like to know if Zeus will let me have it. Ah, my wishful thinking. I got ready for bed as quickly as I could. I was missing the bed's comfort, and I needed much sleep. Zeus had already prepared his bed when I was out of the bathroom and back in the bedroom. He laid down as soon as I reached the bed. We both bid each other good night. I couldn't help but want to question more about him, but I didn't know if he’s okay with that given he looked tired. Zeus learned so much about me, and I still knew so little about him. I waited until we were both comfortable in bed before I switched off the lamp next to me. The darkness brought a sense of quiet along with it. How desperately I wanted to break it. Zeus's breath was quiet and controlled. Was he already asleep? "Zeus?" "Tomorrow," he answered as if he had been expecting my question. Maybe I was just that transparent. I let the silence be my reply. I wouldn't press Zeus on it if he weren't ready to tell me. I looked at the clock and debated calling my brother to tell him I had made it, but it was too late. I knew he and Kaila would already be in bed. I guess it will just have to wait until tomorrow. I yawned, another wave of drowsiness washing over me. My mind was telling me to rest. There would be more time for questions later. I didn't try to fight the sleep invading my every thought; instead, I embraced it and gave in to the darkness that closed in on me. Very soon, I was out of it and falling into a dreamless state of sleep, eager to find out what the next day had in store for Zeus and me. When the morning came, I forgot where I was. Nothing looked familiar to me, and it wasn't until my consciousness fully returned that yesterday's events started flooding into my mind. I left home...new pack...slept in Zeus’s room. Zeus. He wasn't there. The room was empty, and the couch that served as his bed the night before was made up and utterly untouched. It was as if he hadn't even spent the night there. I had to think back to yesterday to be sure I hadn't imagined him being there. I glanced at the clock on the bedside table and yawned—ten a.m. It wasn't much different than when I usually woke up at home. I slid to the side of the bed and quickly pushed myself off. My feet met the carpet I had admired the night before. I quickly went to the bathroom to use it before my bladder busted, then attempted to clean myself up in the mirror before anyone caught sight of my ghastly appearance. My mask was ruined, and it's all over my hair. It was not pretty. I soon realized, throughout my morning routine, I still needed to unpack my toothbrush and went back to the bedroom to dig through one of my suitcases to find it. After I did, I was surprised to see Zenia standing in my doorway with a bright smile on her innocent face."Sorry if I startled you," Zenia said, smiling. "I came here to check if you are already awake."I giggled."It's fine. I was surprised to see you still here. Don't you have school today?"She shrugged. "I went to school, but classes are suspended. So I went home and decided to come and see you. You know, for catching up," she replied before making herself comfortable on Zeus' bed."Oh, alright. Wait for a sec and let me freshen up," I answered before walking back to the bathroom and doing my business.It took me half an hour before I finally exited the bathroom, ready to talk with Zenia."Shall I take you to my room? I made some breakfast there when I returned from school," she invited me."Okay, lead the way," I smiled at her.Zeus won't mind if I leave without telling him, right?Zenia must have guessed what was in my mind."I told Ace to tell Zeus that I'll kidnap you and return to him when I feel like I want to," she said, grinning at me.I laughed at what she said before followi
The first place I want to see is the kitchen. For me, the best part of a house is the kitchen. Why? Because magic happens in the kitchen. And since Zeus is nowhere to be found, I'll tour myself.Coming to the bottom of the stairs, I tried to remember which way the kitchen was in this enormous house. It was last night when Zeus showed me the way, but now, even in my more conscious state, I couldn't remember. I was too tired last night to even keep the kitchen's location in my mind.Looking to my left and then right, I decided to go to my right, the exact opposite way we went last night to meet the pack. The kitchen would be on the other side of the house and needed a bigger space than any other room, especially in this kind of house.I knew I was right when I passed by a few familiar doors. I remember passing Zeus spacious office on the way to it. I took a moment to stop and look in now that I could study it better.The dark wood interior gave it a look of importance and elegance. A fe
It's happening again. Damn it. Pain started to attack me in the middle of my patrol. “Hey, Nov, are you okay? You’re pale. What’s wrong?” Devon asked, one of the warriors who was with me as a night shift guard. “Are you sick?”“Yeah, I’m okay, just a little bit you know, I’m not really feeling well,” I replied. “Oh, you can go home. I’ll tell the Alpha you’re not feeling well.”“No,” I immediately replied. I know Knox would be furious if he learned I dodged the guarding duty again. Like always.“Don’t worry I’m not going to tell the Alpha,” Devon replied, winking at me. “Thank you. I really need to get rest,” I replied, secretly biting my tongue to prevent the escape of a painful scream. I immediately shifted into my wolf and ran towards the familiar place that I had known for two years. This place was the only witness of the pain I’ve been through how many painful screams I had and the tears that flowed from my eyes. As soon as I arrived at my cave, I entered and shifted into m
Yes. My mate was my Alpha, Alpha Knox White but then he chose her over me. The day I returned from four years of training, I witnessed Knox getting all gaga to a she-wolf I never met. My brother, June, told me her family had recently joined our pack the day I left. Their pack had been devastated by a rogue attack. Only leaving a few members alive, that had now joined our pack. I thought she must be her mate since Alpha Knox was already twenty-six. But that changed when I accidentally brushed his arms when I tried to get myself a beer inside the fridge. It was twelve midnight and I decided to celebrate my birthday alone. I wasn't a fan of huge birthday parties anyway. Our arms brushed each other and made a spark. It was not an ordinary spark but the familiar spark when you found your mate. I had looked up into his forest green eyes, and he was looking down into my amber ones. We stood there like the world stopped, looking at each other like nothing interested us. It’s just me and hi
On my way back to the pack house, a few kilometers away from the pack’s territory, the pain inside started to appear again…No…no..no... I made sure to drink one before I left Zeus, why is it happening again?“It’s not enough,” my wolf told me. “Drink more. Please.”My breath became labored and my hand started to tremble. I took the pill out of my pocket and was about to pop one when the pain started to intensify, much more painful than before. The pill split from my hand and my knees started to give up like it couldn’t carry me anymore. This time, my whole body ached and my organs were also affected. I couldn’t breathe. Every breath I took was too painful. “Stop! Please stop!” I begged. “He’s marking her!” My wolf said, weakly. “We’re going to die soon, November.” I didn’t know how long I had been in a fetal position, crying. All I knew was that something in my mind, pack link, was trying to enter my mind. “Where are you? The Alpha told us to be at the pack hall for the announcem
“So, are you just going to waste your life taking Wolfnip?” Zeus asked me as I sat on the exposed root of a large tree. “Why do you keep on appearing? You’re irritating me,” I replied, looking at my torso. There was a long wound and deep purple bruises from below my breast and to my abdomen. I got the wound from the rogue I met the other night that I was patrolling. It didn’t heal. In fact my wolf was already too weak to heal me. I rely on alcohol and antibiotics to heal it. The bruises, however, were evidence of Knox’s betrayal. Every time he mates with Emerald, his ecstasy would always be painful for me and it left bruises. My wolf would always heal it before up until recently, the bruises never fade away. It’s still there, getting worse. I knew they would be permanent reminders of the future I had lost, and the one forced upon me.“Like I said, I’m interested in helping you. It would be a waste if you only die. Don’t you want to experience what happiness is?”“You’re the one who
I wouldn't live past my 23rd birthday. I would never have the joy of bringing pups into the world, and see them have pups of their own. I had accepted my future. Death is all waiting for me and never wavering from it.Once the water had finally heated, I stepped inside the shower. I gently cared for my injuries, I slowly and lightly began lathering my body. Cleaning away the human first aid kit’s smell from cleaning my wounds. My touch became feather-light on the areas of my body that were most tender, wounded, and bruised. I hissed when I accidentally clawed my wound. Finishing up and tenderly tapping my body with a bath towel, I reached into the top drawer of my dresser and searched for something to wear, wide and wouldn't have too much texture for my wound. As soon as I opened the drawer, my hand came into contact with the only item that I owned that connected me to Knox. Lifting the heavily faded grey sweatshirt that had once been black. I pressed the fabric to my nose, wishin
Knox's Point of ViewI woke to the feeling of her body curled against mine, the familiar weight of her warmth grounding me, as our bare limbs remained tangled from the night before. How many mornings had I risen like this? Her legs slung over mine, or mine over hers. Her head resting over my chest, or mine tucked against the soft curve of her bosom.So many nights, we’d collapsed into each other—our bodies speaking a language only we understood. We loved each other fiercely, surrendered to one another fully, and fell asleep sated in that sacred aftermath.For four of the five years we’d been together, these mornings were my constant. My peace. My joy. I never tired of her touch, never stopped marveling at the quiet comfort of our connection.But in these last two years... something else began to whisper into the silence between our heartbeats.A guilt. Lingering. Uninvited.There were rare moments, as I made love to Emerald, that November's face would flicker into my mind. A flash—qui
The first place I want to see is the kitchen. For me, the best part of a house is the kitchen. Why? Because magic happens in the kitchen. And since Zeus is nowhere to be found, I'll tour myself.Coming to the bottom of the stairs, I tried to remember which way the kitchen was in this enormous house. It was last night when Zeus showed me the way, but now, even in my more conscious state, I couldn't remember. I was too tired last night to even keep the kitchen's location in my mind.Looking to my left and then right, I decided to go to my right, the exact opposite way we went last night to meet the pack. The kitchen would be on the other side of the house and needed a bigger space than any other room, especially in this kind of house.I knew I was right when I passed by a few familiar doors. I remember passing Zeus spacious office on the way to it. I took a moment to stop and look in now that I could study it better.The dark wood interior gave it a look of importance and elegance. A fe
"Sorry if I startled you," Zenia said, smiling. "I came here to check if you are already awake."I giggled."It's fine. I was surprised to see you still here. Don't you have school today?"She shrugged. "I went to school, but classes are suspended. So I went home and decided to come and see you. You know, for catching up," she replied before making herself comfortable on Zeus' bed."Oh, alright. Wait for a sec and let me freshen up," I answered before walking back to the bathroom and doing my business.It took me half an hour before I finally exited the bathroom, ready to talk with Zenia."Shall I take you to my room? I made some breakfast there when I returned from school," she invited me."Okay, lead the way," I smiled at her.Zeus won't mind if I leave without telling him, right?Zenia must have guessed what was in my mind."I told Ace to tell Zeus that I'll kidnap you and return to him when I feel like I want to," she said, grinning at me.I laughed at what she said before followi
I didn't know he had a sister. Zeus didn't mention it to me earlier. I thought I had met all of his family tonight."Yeah," she nodded. "I just got back from my friend's house. Can you let him know that Zenia made it back home, okay? I'm just going to go to bed.""Sure," I smiled. "I'm November, by the way."I was worried by the excitement that crossed her face at the mention of my name. She entered the room and sat next to me on the bed."You're November," she said. "Of course you are. I feel so dumb. I was hoping I'd meet you soon. I didn't think it would be this soon, you know? I thought my brother might keep you to himself for a while, if you know what I mean."Who wouldn't know what she means? We both blushed at her comment."How old are you?" I giggled."Fifteen," she answered. "I might not be an adult yet, but I know how mates work.""True mates, maybe, but Zeus and I weren't exactly the traditional types," I told her. “And also he’s part dragon.”She looked at me. Maybe she di
I tensed at Zeus’ words. Next month? We still needed to discuss our mating date. Wasn't I supposed to be part of the decision?I shot him a disgruntled look. I'll wait until after this is over before I ask him about that."I hope you will all give her a warm welcome to our Herd. I want her to feel at home here," he finished.He shot me a breathtaking smile that would have melted me like butter if I wasn't still hurting due to recent events.There were murmurs of kind words and delighted looks on the faces of the pack. Almost immediately, people were lining up to greet me. They had obeyed Zeus’ request without issue. None of them seems forced to be polite. It honestly felt like they wanted to because I meant something to him."It's nice to meet you, November," an older woman said, shaking my hand. "I'm Sophia, Zeu's Aunt, I’m dragon shifter. It's nice to put a face with the name finally.""It's a pleasure to meet you too. And I was sorry for the scene a few minutes ago," I replied.Sop
When Zeus stopped in front of me with his hand extended, I broke from my thoughts. I stared at his palm, facing upward, waiting for me to take it. "Unity," he said, answering an unspoken question. "It's important to the herd and me." "Right," I answered dumbly. I placed my hand in his large one, the heat enveloping it. While he seemed comfortable holding on to me, I was stiff. This thing between us was something new. He gave it a light squeeze and smiled teasingly."Loosen up. We both have to get used to this eventually." Though it was mostly forced, I smiled back and tried to take his advice. I loosened up. I heave a sigh and let my shoulders fall to relax. I was never a fan of the crowd, even though I used to work in a diner. But he is right, and the restaurant and pack are different. I know I can do this.I gripped his hand a little tighter and nodded to him. "Okay, I'm ready."Zeus seemed satisfied and pulled me beside him, away from the garage. The large house came back into
Zeus and I took turns fiddling with his radio inside his truck. The radio picked up many radio stations, but none of the songs they currently play suited our taste. Although Zeus has some burned CDs, he told me that the truck wasn't his and belonged to his friend. So, I should expect some odd and old songs."We should play just one. The old songs are gold. I still like to hear some of them rather than the new-aged music. I don't quite like it," I told him as I flipped the cd holder."Well, you probably won't like it. But be my guess," Zeus replied, concentrating his eyes on the road.I found some eighties to early nineties songs such as Bolton's, Shaina, and Bon Jovi."Are you kidding me? These are all my favorites!" I told him before removing one of BJ's CDs and feeding it to the cd player. When the song started to play, my mood suddenly changed.I'm a sucker for old songs. My dad used to have many of them, and he would play songs while I watched him fix his car. Or sometimes I see
Knox’s eyes become apologetic. "You're right. I'm sorry. I just want to feel how it feels to be kissed by a mate.”"You can't just reject me, then waltz into my house like you own this place, fill me with hurtful stories and then kiss me. It doesn't work like that. I understand your wolf might have pushed you to come over, but that's not an excuse. Emerald is your mate now, not me," I said, making my voice a little louder. I was surprised that it didn't hurt me to be so blunt about it. There was a twinge of sadness in me, but I was hollow once more with my wolf gone again. He looked away from me in shame. He was staring at the fully open suitcase on my bed. "So, I guess you are going then," he said. "Yes, tonight."His head snapped at me. "So soon?""There is no reason to prolong my stay here, is there? I need to pick up the pieces and move on with my life, and getting out of this town is the only way to do that.""I think it is," he admitted. "But where will you go?" It took a
"I come here to talk," Knox said. "I won't come any further if you would prefer it."I didn't speak. I was afraid to even dare to speak. My voice couldn't hold up talking to Knox. Everything I buried deep inside would come spilling out with my words. Instead of answering, I nodded at him, and he understood. He dropped his hands and sat facing me on the edge of my bed. Even in my wolf's weak state, she tried to listen. "I had to see you before you left. I need to explain myself before you hate me forever." His words seem sincere, and I have difficulty believing in him. But my wolf believed in him. "I want you to know I never intended to reject you," he began. "The day I discovered you was the happiest moment in my life but I already had Emerald. If only I had known earlier, I would have chosen you.”“You had the choice. Three years ago but you never wanted me. You wanted Emerald. You don’t have to reason, Knox. She would always be your choice. It doesn’t matter if both of you hurt
As I waited for Zeus to come and get me, I had time to think about my life since I learned Knox was my mate. There was never a day that I wouldn’t be in pain and then hid in my cave, silently crying. I never expected that someone would come and choose me as their second chance.Though since the rejection, I have doubted myself. There are a lot of questions flooding my mind. Was I not good enough? I continued watching Kaila packing up the food and I helped her until I could no longer bear it. I fell onto my bed and slumped. Kaila jerked her head towards me before walking to the end I sat on and took the clean spot next to me."What's wrong with me, Kai?"She wrapped her slender hands around my shoulders in an act of comfort and sighed wearily."There's nothing with you, November. You just lost your mate. It's a completely natural reaction to that," she said.I shook my head. "No, not that. I mean my whole life. Why am I so different from all of the other female wolves?"Sympathy cr