I tensed at Zeus’ words. Next month? We still needed to discuss our mating date. Wasn't I supposed to be part of the decision?
I shot him a disgruntled look. I'll wait until after this is over before I ask him about that. "I hope you will all give her a warm welcome to our Herd. I want her to feel at home here," he finished. He shot me a breathtaking smile that would have melted me like butter if I wasn't still hurting due to recent events. There were murmurs of kind words and delighted looks on the faces of the pack. Almost immediately, people were lining up to greet me. They had obeyed Zeus’ request without issue. None of them seems forced to be polite. It honestly felt like they wanted to because I meant something to him. "It's nice to meet you, November," an older woman said, shaking my hand. "I'm Sophia, Zeu's Aunt, I’m dragon shifter. It's nice to put a face with the name finally." "It's a pleasure to meet you too. And I was sorry for the scene a few minutes ago," I replied. Sophia smiled at me. "It's understandable, November. I believe your wolf reacted according to her instinct, knowing what happened to you and her," she said. Of course, she knew. Zeus probably told her, seeing she was his aunt. She smiled fondly at Zeus. "She's so pretty, Bambi. You picked a good one; her eyes remind me of someone." Bambi? I looked at him questioningly. Was it a nickname or something? It sounded like Baby or something. Zeus brushed it off and shook the next person's hand in line behind her. "And I'm Steve, Sophia's mate. I’m a bear-shifter," a man said, causing me to turn my attention to the person behind her. "Hi," I said. It went on like that for the next hour. I met everyone in the herd with different species and felt exhausted by the time it was over. It had indeed been a very long day. I was yawning before Zeus even finished the house tour that followed after the meeting. We had finished the bottom level of the house when I requested to put the rest off until tomorrow. When we reached the third level, he paused at the top of the stairs and turned to me. "There was a little problem getting a room together for you at the last minute, so you'll have to share mine tonight. I'll take the fold-out couch, and you can have the bed." "That's not necessary. I can take the couch." He frowned. "What kind of mate would I be to let you do that? I'll take the couch; you can have the bed." He didn't leave much room for argument. His eyes dared me to go against him. "Okay," I sighed. Arguing would get us nowhere. Besides, it's only temporary. "If you insist." He nodded and continued to lead the way to his room. During our walk, I had time to think about tonight's event. That's when I remembered something. "Why didn't you tell me you picked a date for our mating?" "It was not a mating yet,” Zeus said. “It’s a marriage since everyone here is of a different species. We do not follow wolf rules. It was in a hurry. To treat you from becoming feral, I need to mark you for good, and I didn't think you'd mind. Due to the circumstances, I decided to go ahead." "It's not that. But why didn't you tell me about it? You should tell me before announcing it to everyone. I felt a little irritated that couldn't be helped. His expression was apologetic. "It's an old habit. I'm used to making decisions on my own." That's understandable. The slight annoyance I had over the subject vanished, and I nodded. "Well, I'm here now. You don't have to do everything on your own anymore." "I'm glad," he said. "I've been doing things independently for so long I don't know how to let someone help me, but I'd like to try." Confusion crossed me again. "What about your parents? Where are they? I didn't recall seeing them tonight. He grimaced. "I was kicked out, remember?" “Oh, I’m sorry. I forgot.” We finally stopped at a set of white double doors at the end of the hallway. I already knew before he opened the door this was the master bedroom. It was confirmed with the opening of the doors. The king-size bed in the middle of the room was neatly made, with carefully organized pillows at the top. The royal blue carpet contrasted with the black bed sheet, but somehow, they looked perfectly matched. A royal blue two-person couch with a pinstripe pattern was at the end of the bed. That must have been the folding sofa Zeus referred to earlier. Beside the bed, there was a large closet, TV, and dresser, there was nothing else in the bedroom. It was certainly roomy. Another door along the same wall as the closet led to a master bath. The pristine bathroom was perfectly visible from here. I don't know what I would do if I had this big bathroom at home. Live in it, maybe? "Make yourself at home. I'll just have someone help bring up your bags." Zeus quickly disappeared from the room, leaving me to myself and the room's beauty. My eyes wandered back to the bed, and I wondered if it looked as comfortable as it looked. It seemed like one of those beds you could just sink into and never get up from. I decided to test it out. As soon as my body lay across the bed, I sighed, content. The mattress formed my curves and comforted every inch of my body. Yes, it was comfy as it looked. And as predicted, I never wanted to get up. Unfortunately, the sound of someone shuffling into the room didn't make that possible. I quickly sat up to see the person that had invited them in. I felt as surprised as the raven-haired young girl standing at the door awkwardly. "Oops. I'm sorry. I was looking for my brother," she apologized. I raised an eyebrow at her. "Zeus?"I didn't know he had a sister. Zeus didn't mention it to me earlier. I thought I had met all of his family tonight."Yeah," she nodded. "I just got back from my friend's house. Can you let him know that Zenia made it back home, okay? I'm just going to go to bed.""Sure," I smiled. "I'm November, by the way."I was worried by the excitement that crossed her face at the mention of my name. She entered the room and sat next to me on the bed."You're November," she said. "Of course you are. I feel so dumb. I was hoping I'd meet you soon. I didn't think it would be this soon, you know? I thought my brother might keep you to himself for a while, if you know what I mean."Who wouldn't know what she means? We both blushed at her comment."How old are you?" I giggled."Fifteen," she answered. "I might not be an adult yet, but I know how mates work.""True mates, maybe, but Zeus and I weren't exactly the traditional types," I told her. “And also he’s part dragon.”She looked at me. Maybe she di
"Sorry if I startled you," Zenia said, smiling. "I came here to check if you are already awake."I giggled."It's fine. I was surprised to see you still here. Don't you have school today?"She shrugged. "I went to school, but classes are suspended. So I went home and decided to come and see you. You know, for catching up," she replied before making herself comfortable on Zeus' bed."Oh, alright. Wait for a sec and let me freshen up," I answered before walking back to the bathroom and doing my business.It took me half an hour before I finally exited the bathroom, ready to talk with Zenia."Shall I take you to my room? I made some breakfast there when I returned from school," she invited me."Okay, lead the way," I smiled at her.Zeus won't mind if I leave without telling him, right?Zenia must have guessed what was in my mind."I told Ace to tell Zeus that I'll kidnap you and return to him when I feel like I want to," she said, grinning at me.I laughed at what she said before followi
The first place I want to see is the kitchen. For me, the best part of a house is the kitchen. Why? Because magic happens in the kitchen. And since Zeus is nowhere to be found, I'll tour myself.Coming to the bottom of the stairs, I tried to remember which way the kitchen was in this enormous house. It was last night when Zeus showed me the way, but now, even in my more conscious state, I couldn't remember. I was too tired last night to even keep the kitchen's location in my mind.Looking to my left and then right, I decided to go to my right, the exact opposite way we went last night to meet the pack. The kitchen would be on the other side of the house and needed a bigger space than any other room, especially in this kind of house.I knew I was right when I passed by a few familiar doors. I remember passing Zeus spacious office on the way to it. I took a moment to stop and look in now that I could study it better.The dark wood interior gave it a look of importance and elegance. A fe
It's happening again. Damn it. Pain started to attack me in the middle of my patrol. “Hey, Nov, are you okay? You’re pale. What’s wrong?” Devon asked, one of the warriors who was with me as a night shift guard. “Are you sick?”“Yeah, I’m okay, just a little bit you know, I’m not really feeling well,” I replied. “Oh, you can go home. I’ll tell the Alpha you’re not feeling well.”“No,” I immediately replied. I know Knox would be furious if he learned I dodged the guarding duty again. Like always.“Don’t worry I’m not going to tell the Alpha,” Devon replied, winking at me. “Thank you. I really need to get rest,” I replied, secretly biting my tongue to prevent the escape of a painful scream. I immediately shifted into my wolf and ran towards the familiar place that I had known for two years. This place was the only witness of the pain I’ve been through how many painful screams I had and the tears that flowed from my eyes. As soon as I arrived at my cave, I entered and shifted into m
Yes. My mate was my Alpha, Alpha Knox White but then he chose her over me. The day I returned from four years of training, I witnessed Knox getting all gaga to a she-wolf I never met. My brother, June, told me her family had recently joined our pack the day I left. Their pack had been devastated by a rogue attack. Only leaving a few members alive, that had now joined our pack. I thought she must be her mate since Alpha Knox was already twenty-six. But that changed when I accidentally brushed his arms when I tried to get myself a beer inside the fridge. It was twelve midnight and I decided to celebrate my birthday alone. I wasn't a fan of huge birthday parties anyway. Our arms brushed each other and made a spark. It was not an ordinary spark but the familiar spark when you found your mate. I had looked up into his forest green eyes, and he was looking down into my amber ones. We stood there like the world stopped, looking at each other like nothing interested us. It’s just me and hi
On my way back to the pack house, a few kilometers away from the pack’s territory, the pain inside started to appear again…No…no..no... I made sure to drink one before I left Zeus, why is it happening again?“It’s not enough,” my wolf told me. “Drink more. Please.”My breath became labored and my hand started to tremble. I took the pill out of my pocket and was about to pop one when the pain started to intensify, much more painful than before. The pill split from my hand and my knees started to give up like it couldn’t carry me anymore. This time, my whole body ached and my organs were also affected. I couldn’t breathe. Every breath I took was too painful. “Stop! Please stop!” I begged. “He’s marking her!” My wolf said, weakly. “We’re going to die soon, November.” I didn’t know how long I had been in a fetal position, crying. All I knew was that something in my mind, pack link, was trying to enter my mind. “Where are you? The Alpha told us to be at the pack hall for the announcem
“So, are you just going to waste your life taking Wolfnip?” Zeus asked me as I sat on the exposed root of a large tree. “Why do you keep on appearing? You’re irritating me,” I replied, looking at my torso. There was a long wound and deep purple bruises from below my breast and to my abdomen. I got the wound from the rogue I met the other night that I was patrolling. It didn’t heal. In fact my wolf was already too weak to heal me. I rely on alcohol and antibiotics to heal it. The bruises, however, were evidence of Knox’s betrayal. Every time he mates with Emerald, his ecstasy would always be painful for me and it left bruises. My wolf would always heal it before up until recently, the bruises never fade away. It’s still there, getting worse. I knew they would be permanent reminders of the future I had lost, and the one forced upon me.“Like I said, I’m interested in helping you. It would be a waste if you only die. Don’t you want to experience what happiness is?”“You’re the one who
I wouldn't live past my 23rd birthday. I would never have the joy of bringing pups into the world, and see them have pups of their own. I had accepted my future. Death is all waiting for me and never wavering from it.Once the water had finally heated, I stepped inside the shower. I gently cared for my injuries, I slowly and lightly began lathering my body. Cleaning away the human first aid kit’s smell from cleaning my wounds. My touch became feather-light on the areas of my body that were most tender, wounded, and bruised. I hissed when I accidentally clawed my wound. Finishing up and tenderly tapping my body with a bath towel, I reached into the top drawer of my dresser and searched for something to wear, wide and wouldn't have too much texture for my wound. As soon as I opened the drawer, my hand came into contact with the only item that I owned that connected me to Knox. Lifting the heavily faded grey sweatshirt that had once been black. I pressed the fabric to my nose, wishin
The first place I want to see is the kitchen. For me, the best part of a house is the kitchen. Why? Because magic happens in the kitchen. And since Zeus is nowhere to be found, I'll tour myself.Coming to the bottom of the stairs, I tried to remember which way the kitchen was in this enormous house. It was last night when Zeus showed me the way, but now, even in my more conscious state, I couldn't remember. I was too tired last night to even keep the kitchen's location in my mind.Looking to my left and then right, I decided to go to my right, the exact opposite way we went last night to meet the pack. The kitchen would be on the other side of the house and needed a bigger space than any other room, especially in this kind of house.I knew I was right when I passed by a few familiar doors. I remember passing Zeus spacious office on the way to it. I took a moment to stop and look in now that I could study it better.The dark wood interior gave it a look of importance and elegance. A fe
"Sorry if I startled you," Zenia said, smiling. "I came here to check if you are already awake."I giggled."It's fine. I was surprised to see you still here. Don't you have school today?"She shrugged. "I went to school, but classes are suspended. So I went home and decided to come and see you. You know, for catching up," she replied before making herself comfortable on Zeus' bed."Oh, alright. Wait for a sec and let me freshen up," I answered before walking back to the bathroom and doing my business.It took me half an hour before I finally exited the bathroom, ready to talk with Zenia."Shall I take you to my room? I made some breakfast there when I returned from school," she invited me."Okay, lead the way," I smiled at her.Zeus won't mind if I leave without telling him, right?Zenia must have guessed what was in my mind."I told Ace to tell Zeus that I'll kidnap you and return to him when I feel like I want to," she said, grinning at me.I laughed at what she said before followi
I didn't know he had a sister. Zeus didn't mention it to me earlier. I thought I had met all of his family tonight."Yeah," she nodded. "I just got back from my friend's house. Can you let him know that Zenia made it back home, okay? I'm just going to go to bed.""Sure," I smiled. "I'm November, by the way."I was worried by the excitement that crossed her face at the mention of my name. She entered the room and sat next to me on the bed."You're November," she said. "Of course you are. I feel so dumb. I was hoping I'd meet you soon. I didn't think it would be this soon, you know? I thought my brother might keep you to himself for a while, if you know what I mean."Who wouldn't know what she means? We both blushed at her comment."How old are you?" I giggled."Fifteen," she answered. "I might not be an adult yet, but I know how mates work.""True mates, maybe, but Zeus and I weren't exactly the traditional types," I told her. “And also he’s part dragon.”She looked at me. Maybe she di
I tensed at Zeus’ words. Next month? We still needed to discuss our mating date. Wasn't I supposed to be part of the decision?I shot him a disgruntled look. I'll wait until after this is over before I ask him about that."I hope you will all give her a warm welcome to our Herd. I want her to feel at home here," he finished.He shot me a breathtaking smile that would have melted me like butter if I wasn't still hurting due to recent events.There were murmurs of kind words and delighted looks on the faces of the pack. Almost immediately, people were lining up to greet me. They had obeyed Zeus’ request without issue. None of them seems forced to be polite. It honestly felt like they wanted to because I meant something to him."It's nice to meet you, November," an older woman said, shaking my hand. "I'm Sophia, Zeu's Aunt, I’m dragon shifter. It's nice to put a face with the name finally.""It's a pleasure to meet you too. And I was sorry for the scene a few minutes ago," I replied.Sop
When Zeus stopped in front of me with his hand extended, I broke from my thoughts. I stared at his palm, facing upward, waiting for me to take it. "Unity," he said, answering an unspoken question. "It's important to the herd and me." "Right," I answered dumbly. I placed my hand in his large one, the heat enveloping it. While he seemed comfortable holding on to me, I was stiff. This thing between us was something new. He gave it a light squeeze and smiled teasingly."Loosen up. We both have to get used to this eventually." Though it was mostly forced, I smiled back and tried to take his advice. I loosened up. I heave a sigh and let my shoulders fall to relax. I was never a fan of the crowd, even though I used to work in a diner. But he is right, and the restaurant and pack are different. I know I can do this.I gripped his hand a little tighter and nodded to him. "Okay, I'm ready."Zeus seemed satisfied and pulled me beside him, away from the garage. The large house came back into
Zeus and I took turns fiddling with his radio inside his truck. The radio picked up many radio stations, but none of the songs they currently play suited our taste. Although Zeus has some burned CDs, he told me that the truck wasn't his and belonged to his friend. So, I should expect some odd and old songs."We should play just one. The old songs are gold. I still like to hear some of them rather than the new-aged music. I don't quite like it," I told him as I flipped the cd holder."Well, you probably won't like it. But be my guess," Zeus replied, concentrating his eyes on the road.I found some eighties to early nineties songs such as Bolton's, Shaina, and Bon Jovi."Are you kidding me? These are all my favorites!" I told him before removing one of BJ's CDs and feeding it to the cd player. When the song started to play, my mood suddenly changed.I'm a sucker for old songs. My dad used to have many of them, and he would play songs while I watched him fix his car. Or sometimes I see
Knox’s eyes become apologetic. "You're right. I'm sorry. I just want to feel how it feels to be kissed by a mate.”"You can't just reject me, then waltz into my house like you own this place, fill me with hurtful stories and then kiss me. It doesn't work like that. I understand your wolf might have pushed you to come over, but that's not an excuse. Emerald is your mate now, not me," I said, making my voice a little louder. I was surprised that it didn't hurt me to be so blunt about it. There was a twinge of sadness in me, but I was hollow once more with my wolf gone again. He looked away from me in shame. He was staring at the fully open suitcase on my bed. "So, I guess you are going then," he said. "Yes, tonight."His head snapped at me. "So soon?""There is no reason to prolong my stay here, is there? I need to pick up the pieces and move on with my life, and getting out of this town is the only way to do that.""I think it is," he admitted. "But where will you go?" It took a
"I come here to talk," Knox said. "I won't come any further if you would prefer it."I didn't speak. I was afraid to even dare to speak. My voice couldn't hold up talking to Knox. Everything I buried deep inside would come spilling out with my words. Instead of answering, I nodded at him, and he understood. He dropped his hands and sat facing me on the edge of my bed. Even in my wolf's weak state, she tried to listen. "I had to see you before you left. I need to explain myself before you hate me forever." His words seem sincere, and I have difficulty believing in him. But my wolf believed in him. "I want you to know I never intended to reject you," he began. "The day I discovered you was the happiest moment in my life but I already had Emerald. If only I had known earlier, I would have chosen you.”“You had the choice. Three years ago but you never wanted me. You wanted Emerald. You don’t have to reason, Knox. She would always be your choice. It doesn’t matter if both of you hurt
As I waited for Zeus to come and get me, I had time to think about my life since I learned Knox was my mate. There was never a day that I wouldn’t be in pain and then hid in my cave, silently crying. I never expected that someone would come and choose me as their second chance.Though since the rejection, I have doubted myself. There are a lot of questions flooding my mind. Was I not good enough? I continued watching Kaila packing up the food and I helped her until I could no longer bear it. I fell onto my bed and slumped. Kaila jerked her head towards me before walking to the end I sat on and took the clean spot next to me."What's wrong with me, Kai?"She wrapped her slender hands around my shoulders in an act of comfort and sighed wearily."There's nothing with you, November. You just lost your mate. It's a completely natural reaction to that," she said.I shook my head. "No, not that. I mean my whole life. Why am I so different from all of the other female wolves?"Sympathy cr