Share
Chapter 38
Related chapters
Letting go Chapter 39
Molly I can't deal with this anymore so it's now or never. It may not be the time for this conversation but it's happening. I may be leaving soon but still, this conversation needs to happen for Tom's sake at least. I may be gone soon but I don't want anything left behind that he will be left to deal with. Christian looks a little lost but we both know that his suspicions of me are burning away at him. "Molly, you don't have to do this baby girl, It's no one's business." Tom comes to stand at the side of me and takes my hand in his giving it a supportive squeeze. I squeeze his hand back and give him a reassuring smile. "It's ok, Tom. Maybe it's time that it stopped being a secret." Tom has told me from the beginning that I shouldn't have to keep a secret like this to myself, and certainly not when I'm being blamed for something that I didn't do. "This is your chance to ask whatever it is you want to know, Christian. I will tell you the truth about whatever you ask but make the most
Letting go Chapter 40
Molly Watching Amy heading our way is the last thing I need right now. the last thing any of us need right now. She looks like she's ready to rip Christian a new asshole and while part of me wants to watch it unfold and enjoy it for how he's been towards me the other part of me just wants to hide away and forget about this awful day. But I do also want to see what pathetic shit she's going to come out with now. The bitch is crazy! "CHRISTIAN!" She keeps screeching his name as she continues her stomping. That girl has got to be out of breath by now, surely. "Stop fucking screeching will you? I'm not fucking deaf!" Finally, she stops the screeching but I have a feeling that it won't last long. "Why would you do this Christian?" She comes to a stop right in front of him, she slams the palm of her hand hard on his chest wedging the piece of paper between his chest and her hand. "I'm in the middle of something here, Amy so get in line!" Jack bursts out laughing at Christian's comment w
Letting go Chapter 41
Christian I swear it feels like it's been hours since Amy turned up here and yet she and Tom are still going at it like cat and dog. Of course, Jack is more than happy to stick his two-pence worth in. "Christian, are you really going to let your brothers speak to me like this?" Is this bitch for real? "Amy be grateful that Zoe isn't here, you'd already be out cold!" It's no lie. My sister has met Amy several times and never did like her much and now, well now she hates her with a passion. "Zoe wouldn't have the guts to stand up to me, same as that hoe that you've been shacked up with!" Tom stops his ranting and at the same time we both seem to realize that she is talking about Molly "What are you talking about bitch?" She lets out the most annoying laugh I have ever heard before looking over my shoulder. "Well clearly your bitch of the month regrets how she behaved towards me last time or she wouldn't have walked away like a scared little bitch. She caught me off guard last time, it
Letting go Chapter 42
ChristianIt's been 30 minutes since we started looking for Molly but still, there's no sign of her. Mom and Dad have taken the kids into town to the main hall where the whole town will end up today to discuss plans for those that have been affected by the storm, ourselves included. My brothers and I stayed behind to look for Molly and start the clean-up. Zack and Callum headed towards the barns to check those and the top field area just in case we had missed her coming back while Jack, Tom, and I search the trees that Brody saw Molly go in. The tree area that she walked into is more of a mini forest so it could take a while to find her, that is as long as she is still in there and hasn't used it as a shortcut to get away from the farm."Why would she just leave without saying anything?" Jack asks. I've asked myself the same question a hundred times already and there's only one answer that I can come up with. "I think it's because of me." Jack looks at me with confusion but Tom doesn
Letting go Chapter 43
MollyMy walk to town was hard, not so much physically although it was made a lot harder by the day that I've had but more than anything it was mentally hard. I walked past so many places where homes once stood but now all that was left was rubble and mess.My mind was fogged the entire walk as I thought about everything that had happened over the last two years and tried to figure out where I go from here. While on my way here I walked past people who were living their own hells whether it be heartbreak at losing their home, car, personal and precious items or even god forbid their family or friends. Their troubles are so much worse than mine right now and for that, I feel like I'm acting like a shitty human. I'm here feeling sorry for myself while others have got it so much worse but still, I can't help how I feel. Everyone has struggles no matter how big or small and no one should be judged by them. Everyone's feelings and lives matter regardless of if they are worse than someone
Letting go Chapter 44
Molly"Where are you darlin?" I'm not sure how long I've been on the phone with Tom but it's been long enough that Mrs, Jackson has been and left a coffee on the table in front of me. He has already asked me this question more than once in that time but I've avoided it because I don't want to lie to him but I'm worried that if I tell him that he will come here and I know that it won't take much for him to convince me to go home with him. I've always struggled to say no to Tom. He's my best friend and has me wrapped around his little finger but more than that I know that he will never steer me wrong in life which is why I struggle so much with refusing him pretty much anything that he wants in life. "I'm safe." It's a shit answer but it's all that I've got right now. I've run out of things to ask him to distract him. I've already asked how everyone is doing including the kids, animals, and Sandy the dog. "While I'm glad to hear that, that's not an answer Molly Dolly." I smile at his
Letting go Chapter 45
ChristianI'm pissed, so fucking pissed but I'm pissed at myself more than anything else. I'm confused about what I'm thinking and feeling and it's annoying the hell out of me. When I found out that Molly couldn't be found on the farm I instantly panicked. The girl has almost died twice today and I just wanted her where I could see her, even if I couldn't explain the reason why. The relief I felt after speaking to her and knowing that she was ok was quickly replaced with another wave of anger when she point-blank refused to tell any of us including Tom where she is. Does she think she can just leave like this? And more importantly, why the fuck do I care about it so much? I've wanted her gone since the first moment I laid eyes on her and now that she's gone I should be jumping for joy but all I feel is anger while something else simmers in the pit of my stomach that I don't want to figure out right now. Tom storms away from the trees and heads back towards the remains of our house.
Letting go Chapter 46
Christian"What's happened?" I shout the words as I run for my Dad's track and jump in next to him while my brothers all jump on the truck bed. My Dad doesn't mess around and makes quick work of getting off the farm and onto the main road. He's always such a good guy when it comes to the rules and speed limits on the roads but not right now, right now he's a terrified Granddad who's breaking all the rules and I couldn't be more happier about it. "There's not much going on at the town hall, not until the Mayor turns up anyway so your Mom suggested I come and help you guys out here. Before I left some of the other guys and I made a little nap room just as we did the last time we had a Tornado and just before I left we put Katie and Sophie down for a nap while Brody placed with some of his friends from kindergarten. Anyway, while I was talking to your brothers your Mom called me. She said that she went to check on the girls and they were both gone... only those two though." "Amy!" Call
Latest chapter
