Nazy
My hands were shaking vigorously as he hung up the call, uncontrollable tears rolled down my eyes, as panick sets in, my whole body was vibrating, but most of all his words echoed in my head, he never loved me, he never did, I was just a tool, he used me, he fucking called me a freelancer after everything I did for him, after sacrificing everything and this? Is what I get.
“Freddddddddd……..!”
“Ahhhhhh……” I screamed in tears, my phone fell from my hand and with a broken heart, I fell to the shattered glass on the floor, but I could care less, I rolled on the broken glass crying and feeling like a fool, how could he do this to me, I trusted him, I loved him, I gave him everything how could he treat me so unfair, where did I go wrong, I was bleeding profusely from different parts of my body but I could care less at this point, I laid on the bare floor staring into space, wondering where I went wrong, even if he has to broke up with me does it have to be this way and the fact that I was nothing to him all these while, where was his girlfriend when he was lying in the hospital? Fuck! I don't deserve this!
Hours later I was coiled up beside the couch staring into space with the whole room reeking with the smell of my blood, I've made up my mind, Fred does not deserve peace of mind after what he did to me just like I'm suffering I need to make him suffer to I can't just let him walk away especially after realizing that all these while I was used by him and all the things I thought were love turned out to be lies.
Five days later.
It's been five days of crying not because Fred broke up with me but because of his betrayal and lies. I've been sitting on my bathroom floor for the past hours as the water runs all over me but it's crazy how water can wash us clean but can never wash away our tears, and sufferings.
It's been five days since I called Fred on the phone and I know him, after what I said to him on the phone he must have been cautious but since it's been days he would have taken it out of his mind, I did a little stalking and found out he has a favorite club, and tonight I've already made plans of what to do him, I looked at the IV bag in my hand which contain my blood, I smiled with a broken heart cause tonight I'm going to do something that Fred will remember all his life.
I drove into the club shortly after I received the call the number, as soon as I arrived I sent a short message,
“I'm here”
Immediately they dragged him out of the club and pushed his drunk body into my car, I threw the stack of cash at them
“Thank you, nice doing business with you” They both smiled, I whined up my car window and drove off. The next morning I stood outside the car with all the car doors open and this place was an open space more like an empty field, and I was looking at my watch cause in five minutes Fred is going to wake up and the effect of the drug is going to subside.
And just like I thought the timer began to read down to 60 seconds, and just when it got to ten my eyes focused on Fred, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1….
His eyes slowly opened,
“Fuck, my head hurts” He muttered rubbing his forehead, but then he grasped his environment and snapped out immediately,
“Where am I?”
“Shit, what's going on?!” He curse in shock, seeing the IV bag of blood that was connected to his hand,
“Where the fuck am I?!”
“Where else can you be?” I muttered finally coming into his view,
“Nazy?” He called with a confused face,
“You're in the same car you bought for me of course”
He looked at his hand and back at me in confusion,
“Nazy what's going on here, why is an empty bag of blood connected to my veins?”
I smiled, and looked at him
“We meet again Fred, do you miss me? Anyways I figured out the car you got me on my last year birthday might be a lie too so I decided to return it to you in the most romantic way ever, I mean your to girlfriend would be so happy cause it never belonged to me in the first place, just that this time I'm not sure she's going to take you back,” I held back my laughter, making a sad face
“What do you mean by that?” He growls as his eyes twitched and his forehead lines shrink
I smirked and brought out my phone to show him a video
“What do you think Fred? My blood is running through your vein”
“Wait, what? You're lying to me right?” His voice was calm, trembling, and shaking, I walked an inch closer and bent to look him in the eyes
“Lying……no I'm not, my blood is running through your vein now, atleast we are sharing the burden together, everything was your fault everything”
I slammed the car door as I began to leave, he was screaming my name but I didn't bother turning back, now good riddance to him, I hope we never meet each other again.
NazyBroken, shattered but most of all satisfied, yes I feel so fulfilled for doing that to him, especially after what he said to me over the phone, it's all his fault for unlocking this side of me, and now I hope to never see him again in this life, and just like I said before Fred is dead and gone to me.“P…………..!” The loud honking sound of an oncoming car jolted me out of my trance, I immediately halted on my step and slowly turned to the side, seeing the car advancing towards me with full speed, with it's light blocking my sight, I slowly covered my eyes with my right palm, I was so shocked that I felt stocked to the ground and could barely move my feet but the craziest part is that I don't even want to move maybe this is the best opportunity to end it all, yes this is what I want for this car to run me over, So instead of making an attempt to leave, I was happy as I slowly brought down the hand I used in covering my eyes and this time I closed my eyes happily waiting for my last
NazyMy hands were shaking vigorously as he hung up the call, uncontrollable tears rolled down my eyes, as panick sets in, my whole body was vibrating, but most of all his words echoed in my head, he never loved me, he never did, I was just a tool, he used me, he fucking called me a freelancer after everything I did for him, after sacrificing everything and this? Is what I get. “Freddddddddd……..!”“Ahhhhhh……” I screamed in tears, my phone fell from my hand and with a broken heart, I fell to the shattered glass on the floor, but I could care less, I rolled on the broken glass crying and feeling like a fool, how could he do this to me, I trusted him, I loved him, I gave him everything how could he treat me so unfair, where did I go wrong, I was bleeding profusely from different parts of my body but I could care less at this point, I laid on the bare floor staring into space, wondering where I went wrong, even if he has to broke up with me does it have to be this way and the fact that I
NazzyFive hours later I walked out of the room, and met Udensi outside, surprise to see him“Udensi?”“Let's talk in my office” He said to me as we both walked straight to his office, I got in and sat down, he walked straight to the wine cellar and took out a bottle of wine and two glasses, he came back to the table and poured out two glass, “Here for you” “Thanks” I said to him and took the glass of wine from him while he sat down, leaning back on his seat“Do you remember the first words I said to you the first time that you step your feet in SHANTY?”“Of course” I smiled, sipping my wine with my eyes on him, he leaned forward to the table staring at me eyeball to eyeball, “I told you Nazzy, this is SHANTY, this is the street, you don't belong here, and you promise that you're only here cause you wanted to raise money for your kitty cat, Brandy was with you, he pleaded on your behalf and I let you stay he even pleaded when you wanted to leave cause it wasn't time yet for you to
Nazzy“Let's go find out” He said to me with a smirk, I stood up as we left his office and made our way to the pool side where the party and dirty businesses happens every night, as soon as the girls saw me coming their faces changed immediately and if course I was expecting that but I'm too fucked up to give a shit if a motherfucker likes me or not, “I don't think your colleagues are happy you're back” Brandy whispered behind me, “Who cares” I rolled my eyes and tried walking to the pool but Madison popped up from nowhere, same old annoying blonde hair bitch“I thought you're gone from here, why are you back?” She groan, I ignored her and tried walking away but she block my part for the second time“I'm talking to you bitch you dare not walk out on me, this fucking brothel has been doing well since you left so why are you back again?” I was trying my best to keep my cool cause I don't want to unleash my frustration on someone here but hell, this bitch right here is doing every dam
Warning: This book contains sensitive content and is is rated +18, everything in this book is strictly a work of fiction and is not related to any real life event or persons.Chapter 1NazyMy hand trembled in fear, tears rolled down my eyes, as my brain try to process the doctors words, “YOU’RE HIV POSITIVE!”“YOU’RE HIV POSITIVE!”“YOU’RE HIV POSITIVE!”The doctor's words resounded and echoed in my head, “Miss Matin!”“Miss Matin!” The doctor repeatedly called my name but all I did was stare at him with a blank expression, “This is not the end of the world miss Matin, you can still live your normal life” I looked down at the brown envelope in my hand which is evidence that my life is over and looked at the doctor who's telling me that I can still live my normal life knowing fully that my life is not normal anymore.I staggered up from the seat I was sitting on, “Miss Matin” The doctor hurried up and tried to catch me from falling but I stopped him, “I'm fine doctor” I said to