LOGINPrue
I walked down the empty corridors, the silence only broken by the faint hum of classroom chatter behind closed doors. Everyone else was where they were supposed to be. Me? Not so much.
Shoo, I muttered under my breath. Principle didn’t give us the pass. Oh well. I always manage to slide out of trouble when I want to. It’s practically a talent.
I rounded the corner – and bam. A hand clamped around my elbow and yanked me to the side with force.
“What the– ” I barely managed to say before slamming into a broad chest. My heart stuttered. Heat rushed through me.
Andrew.
Oh, fu.ck.
He’d caught me off guard. That was rare. My pulse hammered in my throat. What was he going to do? Yell at me? Threaten me?
Or… kiss me?
But no. His face was hard, unreadable. Alpha mask on. Not a trace of softness.
“Which pack are you from?” he demanded.
I raised a brow. “Why does it matter?”
“Just answer my dam.n question,” he snapped, tone clipped.
I gave him a crooked smile, cocking my head. “Is this your idea of starting small talk with your mate?”
His eyes darkened. “No. I need to fix one tiny red problem I have.”
My stomach sank, but my brain kicked into overdrive. I’m not stupid. I can read between the lines. And I’d seen this kind of scene before – in stories, in whispered gossip, in nightmares. I knew exactly what he was about to say.
“Oh,” I said, tilting my head again, lips curling in amusement. “You’re planning to reject me, aren’t you?”
“Yes,” he said, cold as winter. “It would make my life so much easier. Besides I will never ever accept a disgusting lone wolf as my Luna.” He spat in anger and disgust.
I threw my head back and laughed – loud and unfiltered. I clutched my belly as if I couldn’t hold myself together. The corridor echoed with the sound of my cackling.
Tears prickled the corners of my eyes.
The Big Bad Alpha didn’t seem to appreciate the show. His jaw clenched. His fists balled. His nostrils flared.
“What’s so fu.cking funny?” he hissed through gritted teeth.
I straightened, wiped the tears off my face, and stared directly into his eyes.
And then I said it, calm and deadly:
“I will never accept your rejection. I’d rather drag your soul through hell with an incomplete bond – let you suffer the slow burn of depression, desperation, and betrayal – than ever free you up for a second-chance mate or some hand-picked, moon-blessed bride. Am. I. Clear?” I spoke every word slowly, like a dagger being slid into a wound.
He growled, low and dangerous. I saw it in his eyes – rage. Confusion. A hint of fear.
Maybe I am stupid. Maybe I should just walk away from this arrogant, emotionally constipated Alpha. But that would happen on my terms. When I was ready to be free from this bond. When the Alpha had learned a valuable lesson for life.
Sure, I’d have to break a few jagged parts off his personality – but I could work with raw material. He had potential. I was sure of it.
I bumped my shoulder against his chest, not bothering to hide the smirk on my face, and elbowed past him.
I needed space. His presence was getting into my head as my body buzzed with tingles and excitement, making me dizzy in the worst – and maybe best – way. It was dangerous, because it suddenly felt like the kind of dizzy that ends in a kiss you regret later.
But I sure as hell wasn’t about to put my lips on that disgusting mouth – a mouth that had swapped spit with Goddess knows how many random sluts. Nope. Not today.
I pushed open the classroom door, and every head spun in my direction, including Mrs. Thornwell’s – the human embodiment of barbed wire in a pencil skirt.
“You’re late, Miss,” she said, eyebrows climbing toward her graying hairline.
No shi.t, Sherlock, I thought, clenching my jaw to stop the words from escaping.
“I’m sorry, Mrs. Thornwell.”
Her eyes narrowed into slits.
“Perhaps a visit to the principal is in order?”
“Just coming from there.” I folded my arms, matching her energy. A few students snorted into their sleeves.
She clicked her tongue. “Already in trouble. Why am I not surprised?”
I wasn’t offended. If anything, I was flattered by how much she disliked me. From what I could tell, she didn’t hate me, specifically. She hated teenagers in general. Like we were some infuriating subspecies of mosquito she longed to swat out of existence.
I shrugged.
“Where’s the pass, then?”
“He forgot to give it to me.”
“And why should I believe that?”
“You can call him.” Another shrug.
She squinted at me, clearly weighing the effort of making that call versus letting it slide.
“Sit down. I’ll confirm after class.”
I slid into the nearest empty seat without protest. I wasn’t worried. History was easy. Names. Dates. Dead men with God complexes.
I really don’t get this part about our history as humans – why are we forced to memorize all the wars and the names of emperors who killed, enslaved, and abused others just to satisfy their own narcissistic, psychopathic desires, who bathed in blood and tears for power and money?
Why don’t we learn about the mothers – those who carried ten, even twelve kids in their bellies, gave birth, and then raised them on nothing but scraps and prayer?
Why do we spend so much time studying Hitler and his horrendous acts, but barely mention the real heroes? The ones who hid Jews in basements or attics. The ones who forged documents, lied with shaking voices and smuggled children across borders just to give them a chance to live.
Why were we taught to fear tyrants but not admire the ones who resisted them? That’s the kind of history I want to remember.
I stared at the board, pen in hand, but my thoughts drifted far from the lesson.
They were back in that hallway – with him. And this stupid, burning bond between us.
I still felt dizzy from everything that had happened in last few hours. I was just a kid in high school, and yet – I’d already found my mate. Way too early. This wasn’t in the plan. I hadn’t even started exploring the world beyond the States’ borders. I hadn’t had a threesome, hadn’t hooked up with a black guy packing an elephant between his legs, hadn’t kissed a girl, and a hundred other things that suddenly felt like they were slipping right through my fingers – gone before I ever got to touch them.
This was… depressing. My face twisted, the kind of expression you make when you bite into something that should be sweet but tastes rotten. I’d honestly believed that finding my mate would be a happy moments in my life – something fun, joyful, and thrilling. Instead, it felt doomed from the start. Heavy. Wrong. The kind of moment that doesn’t make your heart race with excitement, but sink like a stone in cold water.
Hate to love? OR Hate to more hate?
PrueMy phone pinged and I glanced at it, seeing a message from Tessa. I smiled at that. Yes, we exchanged our phone numbers; I found it a great success towards trusting in me from her side. Bless her soul. I smiled and chatted with her about lastest news and we whined about tough teenager life exchanging meme's and gifs. Who ever invented teenager phase was a mean, grumpy, loveless persona.In a fast moment I had reached Dad's. Thank Goddess for the training, as I could let all my frustration out in this session. Unfortunately, the Tom's secrets made me distracted, so I got more hits and jabs than usually. Even Dad raised an unimpressed eyebrow at me after some time."Again." I said with attitude, my body aching for a release."Focus, you'll get yourself killed."We sparred for 30 more minutes with small improvements on my focus as I was plotting all the things I will do with the Alpha boy."Come on, Rue!" Dad exclaimed, frustrated. "What's going on with you?" I breathed hard with my
PrueThe dust motes in Tom's study danced like frantic, tiny embers in the amber slanting of the afternoon sun, a stark contrast to the hollow, restless ache that lived under my skin. Being a lone wolf meant I was perpetually vibrating at a frequency of flight, a frantic heartbeat away from another anonymous town, another set of locked doors, another year of playing the invisible ghost. I felt the familiar weight of my nomadic soul pressing against my ribs, but for this fleeting, quiet moment, I allowed myself to anchor into the stillness of his room."So, let's get to the most interesting part – what did you read during the last week?" I looked at Tom with soft smile."This one!" Tom picks up a gray book with a red-orange bird at the center of it and passes it over to me. I read the title: Man’s Search for Meaning, a classic tribute to hope from the Holocaust. The Holocaust?"Hmm, interesting choice for the book," I say as I twirl the other side of the book and scan over the comment.
AndrewWhy she came in and broke my peaceful day is beyond me. But here she is. I couldn't get rid of her even if I wanted to. That's how stubborn this wolf is.She stares at me with that unreadable look again – the kind that’s half mockery, half curiosity – and I know she’s trying to figure me out. Good luck with that. Hell, I can barely figure myself out when it comes to her.Then, she tilts her head. Looks at me like she’s seeing me for the first time.I hate that look. Like I’ve suddenly changed in her eyes – just because I said I’ve waited for my mate. Why I was so honest with her in the first place is beyond me too. I'm annoyed with myself because together with her I'm unpredictable. For myself.I catch the surprise in her expression. I know what she’s thinking. She’d written me off as some typical player – an arrogant, entitled manwho.re. Probably the kind she’s learned to kick before he gets too close. Literally. She’s already planted one foot in my balls over it.But now the t
PrueHe stares at me with his jaw tight clearly contemplaiting what to tell me and what to keep. Perhaps he said more than he wanted me to know. At least I would never confess to him something like this."But now I’m sitting here thinking, silly me, maybe I should’ve just done it years ago – because my mate apparently has the patience of a toddler on a sugar high." His tone is dry, clipped, a little mocking. But underneath it, I catch something else. Regret? Maybe. Not my problem though. Se.x is fun. Passion is human. (Or, well, wolf.) I get the whole “wait for your true love” thing – but in my case? It wasn’t some drunk mistake. It was real – warm and tender. I mean at least once. Somehwere in the background I've registered that he has called me "my mate" for the first time ever, but I don't have time to pay too much attention to it now."But... everyone at school says you're a fuc.kboy," I mutter, still trying to recalibrate everything I thought I knew about him.He scoffs, like tha
PrueI reached the first floor, ready to take a stroll around the pack grounds to clear my head – and, naturally, to leave my scent everywhere like the wicked little menace I am. I smirked at the thought. Honestly, being me should be illegal.As I passed Andrew’s office, I noticed the door was ajar and caught a glimpse of him inside. I took three more steps before halting. A wicked idea curled at the edges of my mind. Why not tug the lion by his whiskers before I went off playing little red riding hood? I grinned to myself, pivoted on my heel, and sauntered straight into his office. What a wicked thing to be me.The other day, when I played him like a fiddle with that 'After Dark' track and he actually showed up at my doorway in the dead of night, was nothing short of hilarious. I still crack up every single time the memory pops into my head.Of course, on the outside, I put on my absolute best performance as the annoyed, intensely indifferent Prue, but internally? I was losing my dam
AndrewHere I was – pacing my damn room like a kid with ADHD. First, I threw myself on the bed, arms spread wide, staring up at the ceiling as if the cracks and shadows could spell out some divine answer for me. Nothing, just silence and my own heartbeat pounding like a war drum.Then I was up again, restless legs carrying me in circles around the room. One lap, two laps – hell, I could’ve worn a groove into the floorboards. I stalked over to the window, shoved it open, and leaned out like the trees of the forest were about to part their branches and whisper advice into my ear. But nope, just rustling leaves and the faint scent of pine.Next thing I knew, I was standing dead center in my room, hands on my hips, glaring at the wall that separated me from her. As if I could burn holes through the plaster, reach into her space, and somehow pry open her skull just to get one single thought out of her head. Goddess, I wanted to know what she was thinking. Was she restless like me? Did she
Prue The next day rolled in with that same restless energy I hadn’t been able to shake since the damn “pack tour” with Alpha boy. If you could even call it that. I spent most of the night tossing and turning, replaying the way his scent clung to me, the way my stupid heart raced when he leaned too
PrueHonestly, I didn’t expect much when he asked me to see the pack grounds. At first, I thought it was just another one of his Alpha orders disguised as “being helpful.” But as we walked, I realized he was actually trying – awkward, stiff, too formal for his own good, but trying. He explained the
AndrewOf course, I couldn’t stop thinking about what my buddies had said. They’re my Beta and Delta for a reason, after all – smart, loyal, capable of seeing things I sometimes can’t. And right now, I felt like the dum.best Alpha in the history of pack leadership. Maybe she wasn't bad or guilty of
AndrewI keep reminding myself that I have a life – a damn good, interesting life without her. Training, missions, my pack, my freedom, even school's life. All of it should be enough. She’s nothing. She shouldn’t take up space in my head. She shouldn’t matter. And yet… she pisses me off in ways no







