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Chapter Thirty Two

Author: Kylie
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Zane Wilson, Unwritten

 

ZANE

Prison had stripped me of everything I thought defined me. Reputation. Empire. Influence. Comfort.

At first, the emptiness was terrifying. I had built my identity on control, on being untouchable, untamed, unchallenged. Now, even my reflection felt unfamiliar. The man staring back from the bathroom mirror had the same sharp features, the same dark, calculated eyes… but there was something new, something lighter, something I had never let myself see.

He wasn’t there yet.

He was becoming someone else.


The first weeks outside were surreal. I walked the streets without an agenda, without meetings, without anyone to impress or intimidate. Cafés, libraries, parks — ordinary places I had once ignored — became classrooms. I observed the people around me: their struggles, their kindness, their small, deliberate choices. There was beauty in the mundane I had never noticed.

And then there was Aurora.

Not physically, not yet. Not in the flesh. But in memory, in instinct, in the ache that still lingered in places no one else could touch.

I didn’t want her back—not in the way that would trap her, not in the way that would ruin her, not in the way that had almost ruined me. I wanted something else.

To honor her.

To protect her.

To be worthy of her — without using my power to bend her.


I started volunteering. Quietly. Anonymously. A youth center. A mentorship program. Teaching people who had no one to fight for them that they were capable, that ambition could exist without compromise.

For the first time, I understood: influence was not about bending the world to your will. Influence was about creating spaces where others could grow without fear.


At night, I wrote. Letters, notes, reflections. Some of them were for Aurora — confessions I would never send, apologies I couldn’t voice, gratitude for a love that had changed me without destroying me.

The first letter read:

"You survived because you refused to be tamed. I survived because I learned that some fires are meant to burn, not consume. Thank you for showing me both."

I never sent it. I didn’t need to. Writing was enough.


Weeks passed, then months. Life settled into a rhythm I had never known: purpose without dominance. Connection without obsession. Peace without compromise.

And yet, I knew the world would never forget me. I couldn’t either. My past self, the man who had been feared, ambitious, insatiable — he was still alive. He had to be.

But the man I was becoming… he was someone Aurora could recognize. Not as a lover. Not as a possession. But as an equal.


One evening, standing on a quiet rooftop, the city lights stretching endlessly below, I thought of her again.

Aurora Lupin.

Powerful. Alive. Untouchable. And yet… human.

I smiled quietly to myself. There was no longing, no need. Just acknowledgment.

She had survived the fire. And now, so had I.

And for the first time, I didn’t feel incomplete.

I was Zane Wilson, rewritten.

And this time, I would write the story on my own terms.

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