Love Denied My Manhood Freedom

"You are mine ,Imani.

Mine you will forever be ,the day they separate us dont give up on me ,put me in prayers. Promise to be with me and I will make you strong .

If you let me out,they will see your weakness and you will die .You cannot live with me ,yet you cannot survive without me .You are mine, Imani .

You are the one I love."Those were words of Katonde to Imani;the girl he loved most and yet denied a chance to love her.

It is time, Imani .She left the maids room in the mid of the night when she received news that her love of life was missing in the kingdom .She knew that this was the time she expected her enemies to execute their injustices to her ,so she was prepared,determined and ready for this .It wasn't a shocking news to her as she expected that this was would happen . She barely found  sleep ,she couldn't hear any advice or consolations, she only had one big goal to achieve and that was to get her love of life whether dead or alive .The goal was clear in her mind. Now it was time to evaluate the SMART aspect in her goal.

My entire love life I knew am going to be remote controlled since the early days of my childhood working as a shamba boy in the Jungle Kingdom .I always knew that I was never going to be able to choose whom to marry.Growing up in the Kingdom I really experienced humiliation beyond description ,from earning a slavery simply because my parents failed to remit the annual thirty percent of our farm produce .

They were forced to give me out  to the Jungle kingdom to work and serve for an intended period of seven months; the period that since then has never expired;now am a man ready to marry .

I didn’t have any rights to choose .My opinions and feelings didn’t matter to anyone ,not even my own family.I have been alone and I have learnt to do ,think and practice what am told and not what I feel.

IT IS TIME ,IMANI.THE KINGDOM’S MEN ARE WAITING TO SEE YOUR NEXT MOVE.YOUR LOVE IS ALREADY OUT OF THE KINGDOM AND THEY ARE IN HURRY TO HIDE HIM TOGETHER WITH THE PRINCESS TO A DESTINATION DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO FIND.TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVE BECAUSE THEY ARE DETERMINED TO HARM YOU AS PER THE PRINCESS’S COMMAND.

All round her,the forest was dark and still ,wrapped in silence.With great bravery she escaped.Nothing moved except her .High above in the canopy ,a pale mist clung to the leaves.Thin  tendrils of vapour hung in the air,as if trees were holding their breath,waiting for the dawn.Imani kept on making suspicious moves through the ways she understood best though in suspicious directions.

The last part of the demon’s words caught Imani's  attention as it matched with her ultimate goal.She didn’t think beyond questioning the character of the demon but to corporate with it.Imani’s hands hovered over the ash paste and trembled .

”STUPID LADY.DO NOT SHOW YOUR FEAR.YOU KNOW HOW CRUEL THE KINGDOM MEN ARE AND WHAT THEY CAN DO IF THEY SEE YOUR FEAR."

Imani breathed in deeply feeling her lungs with cool night air.She tried to block her mind from the purpose of her task since she had then found company of the devil but it proved difficult.

She worked faster,scraping  and squeezing the  wet ash in her fists,allowing water run out between her fingers .Then the demon began to smear the ash on Imani's face from the forehead through the cheeks to the upper part of her chest and neck atleast to eliminate the fear that was speedly  overwhelming her.

She could feel the ash mixture dry and hardened like a shell.Next,she smeared the ash paste on her bare arms ,painting long sinous bodies of snakes from her shoulder to her wrists.

As the paste dried ,it glowed white in the moonlight ,bright against her dark melanine skin.

Thought after thought went down her thinking lane things proved  to be turning worse through this well orchestrated plan by Kombo the great King  to let her daughter princess TT forcefully marry Katonde as princess TT had refused three proposals from other kingdom’s well known princes to marry her  and now it was an embarrassment to the royal family and the entire Jungle Kingdom and particularly her father  king Kombo.

Princess TT was growing old and now she was at the latest age when  many girls got into marriage life.She was the only one remaining in her age set .The King was worried!