Love, Desire And Revenge of An Omega

As I reached in front of the hospital, once again flash back of my past self and every incident crossed my mind, my fears once again creeped in my heart. Every time I stand in front of her, I realise how weak I was. All my life flashed back every time in those movements that I spend with her inside those cold hospital walls. Once I wasn't able to save the most precious person in my life and again, I failed to save the ones whom I loved the most. I always lose the ones who are precious to me. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, and finally I gained my courage and enter inside the hospital. Even today it's the same. Some people seem happy holding their new born one while, on the other hand, some are mourning about losing their close ones. It never changed everyone here are with various emotion on their, faces but what do I look like when I enter this place because the only thing I have are regrets and with these thoughts I didn't realise that I was standing in front of the ward. I closed my eyes again and with little bit of certainty I held the doorknob when Sam came towards me and started with the same subject again.

(SAM) She isn’t getting her consciousness back and chances of her being able to see the world with her bright eyes again are kinda impossible, kia she doesn’t want to wake up. She has already given up on her will to live and now you can’t do anything. We can't do anything else until or unless she wants to get up herself now. Her body isn't reacting to anything. It’s been 8 months and, after that took place, I suggest you let her go let her be free from the pain. Kyle, it’s tough for all of us, and it's not merely advice from a brother or a friend, but also from a doctor who knows better about his patient. Kia, try to understand this, please, please. Can’t you see she is in so much pain? dammit just let her go let her be free. (repeating all the same phrases to me repeatedly and after seeing me standing there like a statue there every time, like always, with a huff, he sat on the nearby bench.)

When Sam sat on the bench, I opened the door as always and went inside the room silently and sat down in the chair while staring at her grown belly. Slowly I moved my hand towards her belly, but I felt like something stopped me for a while. I closed my eyes tightly and flashbacks of our happy memories floated back again in front of my eye like a sweet happy dream that was not letting me get close to the one who is breathing inside her constantly force me revive that dark memories that I am trying to bury deep inside my heart but today finally I felt like she don’t want me to think of this little angel like a bad memory but she want me to cherries this little pea as one of her part, and after hesitating for a minute that felt like decades, I tried and finally gathered my courage to touch her grown belly. As I put my hand on her belly, I felt a slight movement and a lot of emotions rushed through my body and tears welled up in the corner of my eyes. But before I can figure out what I am feeling or what is going on, the commotion outside the ward caught my attention. I heard Sam’s loud voice and a familiar murmuring sound. I got up again and with a light huff, held the door knob I stared back at her grown belly and then at her lifeless face that broke my heart every time I face her.

   But again I heard Sam's growling voice I know exactly how his face expression were right now Sam must had a bitter, enraged and hostile expression on his face I can tell this just by hearing his voice and with that, he said in a deep, growling voice, haven’t I told you never to enter my hospital premises without my permission? Then how dare you set your foot inside my hospital? 

  The guy standing on the other side was trying to be as quiet as he can and said in a calm and composed voice, Samuel, I don't wanna create any kind of commotion in the hospital so calm down I am just here to pick up kyle nothing else so I think my purpose are clean and clear as crystal. With a sneer, Sam stands in front of the door and said indifferently, ya, your selfish purposes are always crystal clear. Oh, not only yours, but that old man of yours also has crystal clear motives. 

    But before the argument heated up, I opened the door and said in intense toned, "What is it brother that can't wait for a while and that brings you here?" Jackson just stared at me and I know what exactly it is.

"AUTHOR NOTE"

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