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Love Faded in the Wind
Love Faded in the Wind
Author: Appearances are Delusions

Chapter 1

Author: Appearances are Delusions
"Are you sure about this?" asked the voice on the other end of the phone. "Once you burn your ID, the person named Stacy Lynd will cease to exist, and the people who know you will never be able to find you again."

Never be able to find her again? That was exactly what she wanted.

Stacy chuckled bitterly once, before her smile faded and she spoke with determination, "Yes, I'm sure."

Though surprised for a moment by her resolve, the voice soon replied, "Very well, Miss Lynd—everything will be done within two weeks, and you will be provided with a new identity. We wish you all the best in your brand new life."

Brand new life? Once could only hope.

Hanging up, Stacy rose to her feet and walked with her legs—numbed from crouching, and took a cab home.

After taking a bath, she was going to lie in bed when Martin Spencer entered, his body pungent with alcohol.

He found Stacy with pinpoint precision, reaching out and gathering her in his arms as he breathed sweetly, "Why didn't you pick me up, dear? I've been waiting… You smell so good…"

As he spoke, he nuzzled her neck while his hands began to get unruly.

Stacy's thoughts went adrift, seeing how he seemed to know his way around her.

She remembered how he chased her around tirelessly for three years to prove his sincerity.

And when Martin's mother expressed her disapproval, he held her tightly as he assured her, "It doesn't matter if my mom stops us from getting married. I won't marry at all for the rest of my life, and we will stay together forever. Don't worry—I won't marry anyone else."

As Martin's mother couldn't hurt Stacy, she instead had Martin brought home by force and arranged his marriage.

He was absolutely pale and haggard when he made it out, and it was much later when Stacy found out that he had rebelled against his mother by refusing to eat.

And since then, Stacy never backed down no matter how Martin's mother threatened her, as she knew she wasn't fighting alone.

But now, she was glad she had overheard Martin's conversation.

Otherwise, how long would she have allowed Martin to keep her in the dark? To the day of his wedding, or when she was condemned as the other woman?

Fighting back the bitterness in her, she gently shrugged off his embrace and shook her head. "I'm a little tired."

Martin did not force her, even gently helping her to bed and hugging her from behind. "Then get some proper sleep. I could feel you losing weight."

Stacy pretended to sleep and didn't respond.

-

Early next morning, Stacy stirred to find Martin standing in front of the closet, changing clothes.

Hearing moving, he turned, went over and gave her a peck on the cheek. "Morning, dear—it's the new year. Get changed now, and let's head outside."

And with those words, he headed downstairs without waiting to listen to what she would say.

After Stacy got changed and headed downstairs, the cook immediately greeted her when she saw her, "Good morning, Mrs. Spencer. Let me get you your soup."

Even though they weren't married, Martin had ordered all the servants to address Stacy as Mrs. Spencer anyway because there would only be one.

And yet, he would be legitimately married to another woman in just two weeks, and it was the end of Stacy's tenure as the nominal Mrs. Spencer.

She stayed downcast as she smiled self-deprecatingly, and went for breakfast.

Afterward, Martin sent away the chauffeur and got in the driver's seat, saying that he would take Stacy outside on his own.

They went around the city, going to places like the aquarium and having lunch at a garden restaurant.

Along the way, he was exceedingly observant, stopping to let her rest as soon as she showed a hint of fatigue.

And as evening arrived and she thought they'd head home, he instead drove up a hill.

Knowing that she was confused, he explained, "You said fireworks would be especially beautiful when viewed from above. Why don't we do that now?"

Stacy remembered that it was merely an offhand suggestion while watching some videos on the phone, and was surprised Martin remembered it.

And Martin didn't mind that she wasn't responding either. He could tell that she was not in the mood, and kept droning on to cheer her up.

He was usually a man of few words, but he seemed to never stop talking around Stacy.

They arrived at the peak in thirty minutes, and it was a beautiful view up there tonight.

It was the last hour of the year when Martin's phone started vibrating, and he glanced warily at Stacy when he saw who had texted him.

Seeing that she was keeping her eyes fixed below the hill, he sighed in relief ever so subtly before quickly replying to the text.

At the same time, Stacy turned ever so slightly to peek at his phone, and saw the text that read: [I feel so lonely spending New Year's Eve alone. Can't you come spend some time with me?]

Stacy watched as Martin replied: [Be good.]

The reply was: [Pretty please? I'm scared of the dark. I need you tonight.]

Martin fought for himself for a couple of seconds before replying: [Sit tight.]

Stacy quickly turned away before he looked up, and said, "Sorry, Stacy. Something came up at work and I can't stay."

"Yeah," she murmured calmly, her expression impassive but her fingers clenching on top of the car hood.

And in under a minute, Martin sped off into the distance, leaving in such a hurry that he had forgotten he was driving the only car, or to arrange a way for her to head home.

There were no taxis coming up the hill either, and the thought left Stacy's heart aching and tightening as if seized by a giant hand.

On the hour, the fireworks were at once grand and dazzling.

It really was beautiful, and Stacy knew that Martin had prepared it for her.

And yet, he was by another woman's side at this moment.

As if to prove her right, her phone vibrated in her palm.
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  • Love Faded in the Wind   Chapter 20

    Early next morning, Martin dragged his ailing body along as he boarded the flight to Uyo.Concerned, his assistant tagged along.After they landed, the assistant was going to get a cake from a bakery, but Martin insisted that he do it himself.By the time everything was done, it was afternoon.Still, he brought the cake along as he headed to Stacy's homestay, quaking with anticipation.However, she wasn't there, so he asked the front desk, who flinched in surprise upon seeing him.As such, he had to repeat himself, and she replied, "She's out at the beach."He turned and hurried to the beach before she could finish, and she noticed then that he had a limp too.Still, Martin told his assistant not to follow as he trudged along the beach, and kept walking until he found a certain figure sitting on the beach.He tried to walk as normally as he could, and crouched down despite the pain in his left leg.Stacy was more confused than shocked to see him, though those thoughts faded a

  • Love Faded in the Wind   Chapter 19

    Martin's father simply hoped that his son would understand.As he closed the door behind him, the villa was once again engulfed in darkness, with Martin still caught off guard by his father's words.But he understood no one liked irresponsible individuals, so he couldn't stay a loser—somehow completely ignoring the fact that Stacy had completely gotten over him.He went to work the next day, using work to ease the thoughts of Stacy weighing down on his mind.And Rachel Fox had been waiting downstairs.-After that press conference, Rachel's father had her grounded for almost a year.When she regained her freedom, she was told that Martin wasn't even in Arondam.She waited for a long time, and rushed over to his office building when she finally received word that he had returned.She hated him so much she could kill him now.She really loved him before, but now all she felt was hatred after he so ruthlessly made her get an abortion.She would never forget that feeling of the

  • Love Faded in the Wind   Chapter 18

    Noticing that Stacy was not alone, Martin was relieved as he realized that she might have been going on a trip and not trying to run away.He held back, and quietly followed her until she was alone.Unable to stop himself right then, he rushed to her, the rim of his eyes reddened as he gripped her shoulders, not even noticing his panicky tone, "I thought you were leaving again… leaving me again… Good, good…"As he trailed off, he was left wondering—what was good about this?Just because Stacy wasn't running away, it didn't mean she had forgiven him.Despair consumed him again and his tears rolled, and he lowered his head, refusing to let her see him vulnerable.Even so, his voice was cracking with tears. "Please, Stacy… I can't live without you. Please don't leave me, okay? I'm begging you..."He no longer came up with any idea to make her stay, and could only hope that this plea of desperation could get her to relent.But there was no doubt about it—he never really understood

  • Love Faded in the Wind   Chapter 17

    The thought left Martin with a sharp pang over his chest, as if someone had plunged a blade in his heart and twisted it, leaving him breathless.Even so, he bore with the pain and stared at her cheek, raising his hand before he knew it as if to grasp something.But he touched nothing but air, and that was when Stacy turned toward him.She didn't notice his strange gesture, while he seemed to notice something familiar in her eyes.It was soon gone, however, and she asked, "You've been here for two weeks. What do you really hope to achieve here?" Two weeks?Right, it had only been two weeks.Even as he realized that, he thought it felt way longer than that.Chuckling awkwardly, he rasped, "I've done a lot of thinking after you left. About the pain you felt. About the terrible things I did… And eventually, I lingered on the good times we had."I eventually came to the conclusion that I can't let you go… That I can't live without you. I truly—deeply, understood that I've made a

  • Love Faded in the Wind   Chapter 16

    Stacy was at first confused by the crowd, and only understood when she stepped outside and saw the drones outside—hovering in formation high above the air, they were forming words and sentences with every passing dozen seconds.And Stacy knew that it had to be Martin—in this place, he was the only one who knew her as Stacy Lynd.And when she turned, she found herself staring into his loving gaze.She wasn't moved, however—he already did it for her before, and much had changed since even though the people stayed the same.Her hair danced against the wind as it brushed against her cheek, and Martin slowly walked towards her, his gaze locked on hers.At that moment, he felt as if he was back in his sophomore days, when he wooed her.He had been nervously holding a bouquet at the time too, and slowly walked towards her—the one he loved.However, the thrill he felt back then was the excitement of being on the verge of success.But now, it was just nerves on the verge of failure.St

  • Love Faded in the Wind   Chapter 15

    In the following days, Martin showed no inclination to talk to Stacy, and she had no reason to chase him out, and therefore left him be.As food ingredients ran short, she headed out to the mall.It wasn't close to the mall, but she decided to walk anyway instead of taking a cab.However, she ran into some drunkards along the way. All of them reeked of alcohol while they flashed sleazy smiles and surrounded her. "Hey, beautiful! What are you doing out here alone in the middle of the night?"Stacy frowned and snapped coolly, "Get away from me!"This was a surprise to her as nothing like this had happened ever since she moved here.However, none of the drunkards were withdrawing, even laughing loudly as they closed their ranks around her.Feeling a rare moment of panic, Stacy was ready to fight to the death when someone yelped.She turned, doing a double take when she saw Martin standing there, holding one of the drunkards with a twisting arm lock.Seeing that he was alone, the

  • Love Faded in the Wind   Chapter 14

    Stacy was frowning even as she cut Martin short.She knew that his love was genuine, but his duplicity was equally genuine—perhaps far more than any love he could give.And she didn't want this love that had already been tainted.With those words, she started past him to return to the homestay, but he caught her hand, "No… I won't marry, you're the only one I love—"Stacy glowered, refusing to listen to his regrets and stared pointedly at his hand as she snapped coolly, "Let go of me."Despite his reluctance, he eventually did, and she left without looking back, avoiding him like the plague.He was left grasping the air even as her footsteps faded into the distance, feeling her warmth lingering between his fingers.His heart hollowed. He had nowhere to go in this darkness. The streetlights cast a long shadow behind him, leaving him wandering aimlessly like an abandoned puppy.He didn't expect Stacy to reject him so thoroughly… but did he really not expect it? Or was he just afr

  • Love Faded in the Wind   Chapter 13

    Stacy was at the coastal town of Uyo after leaving the city of Arondam—it was a rustic, quiet place free from a bustling city life.She loved it here, and started a homestay business at one of the beachside residences after settling down.The beach view was especially gorgeous, and her business soon gained in popularity.With visitors growing in number, she long since forgot about Martin Spencer as she directed all her attention to her business… That was, until one day, when she saw a very familiar face a dozen feet outside the building.-It had been a year, and Martin's eyes were moist as he saw the woman who he thought of in his every waking moment.Though he was watching her behind the crowd, he could see that Stacy turned away after one brief glance at him, returning inside to work.She was actually surprised that he managed to find her so soon.She had seen that press conference too, but was completely unaffected despite seeing his earnest apology along with Rachel's.

  • Love Faded in the Wind   Chapter 12

    Remembering the messages he found in Rachel's phone, Martin started to regret not cooking Stacy's favorite food the other day.It had been a long while since he cooked for her, and it might well be the last time he did. And he had to not cook her favorites just because he found it troublesome.That very night, he told the maid to buy the ingredients, and spent three hours cooking up a storm.Every dish was Stacy's favorite, and after putting every plate on the table, he put an empty plate opposite his before taking his seat.Then, he started putting some of the food on the empty plate as if Stacy was still there, "Hurry up and eat. Those are all your favorites."As he started wolfing down his food, every bite came with a tear, rolling down silently onto his food.Later, he lay down in bed, on the side where Stacy usually slept.He dreamt of her, smiling at him just a few feet away, but saying something he couldn't hear.He cried out urgently then, "What are you saying, Stacy?

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