Micah pov
I can still remembered the day I met Alyssa, in my parents restaurant celebrating her birthday, holding court at the head of the table while her parents snaps pictures of her. Right then, I knew that we were from two different worlds, hers was all glittery and shiny and mine was all normal and mundane. That didn't stop the connection that happened between us, it couldn't hold it, even from different class in life, fate, that annoying bitch did everything to make us meet.
Maybe you would not agree with me but of all types of food she could crave for, she chose that day to crave for Mexican, for all restaurants, she could have chosen to host her birthday breakfast, she chose mine and even with all that, I was in a corner watching the rich kids have fun while I cleaned a table, her favorite present so far * she had about hundreds to still open* happened to fall and roll in my direction.
She refused help when offered to help her pick it up and she stood up in all her princessy glory and walked up to me, I stood in my well-worn clothes and pick up the present for her. I wish I could say that the clichés stopped there but no, instead, she collected the. Present which was a ball from me and give me a toothy smile. The kind of one flash all your teeth and she asked me the most important question of all. Do you want to be my friend?
Of course my answer was yes and the rest from there on out was history, I wish I could say we discovered we loved each other and we decided to date while in high school and broke up only to get together when we were in our late twenties, get married, have two-point-one kids, lived in a house in the suburbans, had a dog and lived happily ever after but no, that not how this story went. This story was far from that.
Well for one we met when we were seven, or she was seven and I was seven and three quarters. *Yes it counts. * So us getting married was an impossibility and another was the class difference and I know some of you might think that it doesn't really matter and all that but it fucking do especially if the woman is the one with the higher class. Just imagine, you come from an aristocrat family and your blood is blue although if you have a paper cut you will bleed red, got together with someone who has almost the same amount of blue blood in them too and gave birth to a girl who looked like a princess and is almost one because you are filthy rich. Imagine that a poor pauper comes along and wants to get married to her.
I know that I will forbid that marriage and since I know that, I cannot expect another man to do something else. I treat people based on the standards I want to be treated.
Oh another thing I should get out there, just because I say that or I have mentioned pauper or poor a lot, that doesn't mean that I am really that poor. Yes, my family might not have up to a million grand to our name but hers have several tens of millions almost going to hundreds of millions the last time I checked so in a way I am a pauper where she is.
Getting back to the story, since that day we became inseparable and thick as thieves and although my family was pretty much in less than hundred grand when I became friends with her, we have expanded much within the eleven years I have being friends with Alyssa. First of all, when her parents saw we were getting too close, they tried to separate us and when Alyssa pitched a mini fit that her best friend was not invited to her kindergarten pool party, they gave up, then my parents tried to struggle and meet up with my new friend demands and they refused handouts. Alyssa wanted us to do our play dates in outrageous places like renting out an ice cream parlor and others, at first my parents agreed but when they saw that it was taking a huge dent out of their bank account, the put a stop to it and Alyssa didn't like that at all and she always gets what she wants or like. Her father came up with the prefect solution, he invested in my parents business, it bloomed and bang, I can afford to do that same things as Alyssa... On a smaller scale, daddy's baby girl is happy and so everyone gets to breathe in peace.
After a while... Try three years of being in a friendship with their daughter, they grew warm towards me especially when they discovered that I anchor her, nothing to be proud of as parents but they were pretty proud, since then I have being more like a step son than an annoying cat you inherited from your grandmother who passed on. I was still a permanent fixture but my situation was a lot better.
This is the story of us and I was just trying to give a background if you don't like it, I am sorry, I can't promise I will try to be less blunt or jaded or whatever you think I am but if this story is going to be great, I need to tell it in the way that will be best. And I feel that the way for that to happen is for me to freely express myself. This story will be told from my angle but you get to see into Alyssa mind too. You might like what you will see, you might not, but all I ask is for you to keep an open mind... Sound ominous right but I just find words to roll and it might all be not up to the standards but I will try to make it worth your while. I am the English teacher assistant after all.
This is the end of our story, our love story. The one that started with the letter I wrote for her, the one that started a year ago but burned as fiercely as a raging inferno. An inferno that was put out too quickly. An inferno that died the day Alyssa died. Now she is being laid to rest but as she is being buried so is my heart. I have finally conquered my anxiety attacks. I no longer feel anything. I am now cold and unfeeling. It scares my family. I can see it in their eyes when they look at me and share a worried look between themselves, I can see it when my siblings try to cheer me up, they don't do what annoy me any longer, the pranks have died with Alyssa. Sometimes I wish we never started dating if that means that she would still be alive.Then I would slap myself and stop assigning blames or 'would haves' because it never change anything. Alyssa is still gone and I cherish every moment we spent together. Every kissed we shared, every look th
**** Within two weeks, I relapsed and now I am back in the hospital. Doing chemotherapy and having a therapist come to deal with my anxiety. I know for a fact that if I am not careful this period I would end up with an anxiety disorder. Alyssa would certainly not want that for me. I can see it clearly in my head, if Alyssa was alive and something like this is happening, she would have hit me at the back of my head and order me to get my shit cleaned up. That is my girlfriend for you.... That was my girlfriend for you. I still can't believe that she is gone. It is too unsettling to discover that she is not by my side or that she didn't go to get something and that is to reason for her not being able to be with me physically. I cannot believe it that she is gone, sure I know that she is gone but my mind can't wrap around the fact that I will never see her face smiling or pouting or giving me that look that is sp
Micah pov. Even before the doctor came out with the news that Alyssa was gone. I knew that she was gone. I now know what the sharp pain meant. It meant that my soul mate was dead. I have been numb ever since I entered the car, I came out and did everything my family did but my mind was blank... The doctor came out and her parents rushed to him but he just removed his mask and shook his head. My sweet bratty princess was gone and it was confirmed, that was when the first sob teared out of my throat and I held on tight to my mother, I felt people surrounding me but I could not pay attention to them. I am without my soul mate, my best friend. How would I survive? This is all her mother fault, normally I try not to point fingers and assign blame but I have to this time. It is all her fault, if she had let Alyssa do whatever she wants, we wouldn't even be in this town now. If she had not forced Alyssa to be her maid o
Micah povWill you grow up man? I asked my brother as I hit him with the back of my hand. I am only thirteen, so no, not yet. Mike replied annoying the hell out of me. What did I do to deserve this, right from the moment he was born he has done nothing except annoy me. Mike, stop. Alyssa call put him in a good mood let's hope that the good mood last for a little while. Don't make it evaporate so quickly. Celine said as Mike and dad chuckled at her statement. What is this? Gang up and tease elder brother day? I asked not amused. No, that was yesterday. Mike replied. That is why we annoyed the hell out of you. Celine added. You mean like how you are doing right now and how you also did last two days. I pointed out. You are right. Annoying e
Micah povWeeks laterPreparing for Alyssa parents marriage is taking a toll out of me, well out of Alyssa, which affect our relationship and in turn, affect me. Sometimes I wish I could kidnap her and hide her away from her mother who has turned into brideizza. I don't get the deal, you have being married to this man for eighteen years only to divorce him saying that you no longer feel sparks or whatever silly excuse she gave eleven months ago only to come back three months later and plead with him that she made a mistake and that she still wants to be in his life then get remarried in less than a year of being apart. Too crazy, she didn't apologize to Alyssa and although she was welcomed by her husband... Ex-husband and soon to be husband again and also my parents, Alyssa and I never did welcome her back. Alyssa was hurt by her leaving and Al never forgive someone who hurt her ea
Micah povI was getting ready to take my car to the mechanic to see if there was anything that could be done to salvage the situation when my mother called me from down stairs saying I had a visitor, I groaned as grabbed a tee shirt and quickly out it on as I hurried down the stairs with my keys in my back pocket only for me to stop at the last step when I saw who it was.Alyssa, someone whom I was clearly not expecting to see. I was even tempted to not believe my eyes because I was certain that Alyssa would never apologize for what happened, the highest I was expecting her to do is to concede to the fact that maybe she was not right with her actions and even then, it would be done grudgingly. Alyssa was not the kind of person to apologize and that was why I was finding it hard to believe.Then my siblings started their snickers in the background, the tv they were watching was long forgotten as they turned to face us.