Over?

"There is one thing I didn't mention to you. In truth, your cooking isn't particularly appetizing."

Alvin suddenly shifted the subject, even laughing.

But I have always let you cook since I prefer looking at your scuffed hands.

"I understand Kevin isn't like me. He would love and care for you, whilst I am a jackass who only wants to watch you weep."

"You made the correct decision by leaving me."

I had no idea why he would be telling me this.

"I'm well aware that my cooking isn't particularly tasty. I'm always disappointed when you eat so little every time."

Now that I was talking about the past, it felt like a dream.

"I've tried countless times, but I just can't seem to get it right. I'm using the same ingredients and processes, but I just can't get it to taste well."

After talking, he stated, "Leave it... when you like someone, you can't wait to show him the entire universe. It's because I didn't quite understand it earlier and felt you didn't really love me enough."

"It's amusing t