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Love Me, Alpha Innocent
Alvin's eyes were devoid of any rage.Only anguish and disbelief that he was the cause of his child were no longer in this world."Be straightforward about all this..." he continued slowly as he spat blood from his mouth and cleaned the edge of his mouth with the back of his palm.When I looked up, Kevin had a wound on his face as well, although it didn't appear to be very deep.I poked him. "I'll speak."Kevin's gaze was fixed on me as if he wanted to make sure I was okay. He let go of me and stood back after a time of observing.I turned to face Alvin. "I'll tell you everything you want to know."When Alvin opened his mouth, no sound came out."The child. I considered having it." That must have been his primary worry. "But you never gave me a chance.""Do you remember what happened at your Grandfather's place that day?"His pupil contracted abruptly as if he had been hit hard."That day..."“Yes.”That day's sadness was still fresh in my mind. The torture I will always remember in m
Love Me, Alpha Perhaps
I was worried that Kevin would see through my cunning ruse, but I was equally worried that he wouldn't.I hope that in his mind, I will always be a good person, deserving of understanding and affection. I also hope that he recognizes my nasty character and continues to treat me as such.For a long time, I was conflicted, but I decided to keep the lie hidden for the time being.I didn't feel sorry for Alvin. Sometimes too much love can lead to severe hatred, but mine didn't.I simply lost interest in him. I don't care what happens to Alvin. I simply want to be happy.I wasn't sure Kevin would accept me for who I was.It's only that I went too far this time, and I exact my vengeance.Stopping my medicine abruptly resulted in the destruction of Kevin's months of hard work, and I became far more shattered than before. I might have died if Alvin had kept me in his custody for a few more days.The weather was pleasant. Kevin hung a chair in the courtyard that was large enough for two indivi
Love Me, Alpha A Hundred Dreams
Maybe it was love.I was terrified to embrace the love.Every night, Kevin would read books in my room until I fell asleep before going to bed. The most recent bedtime book was a book about some discoveries that I didn't comprehend. He had casually read it to me.When the sleepiness set in, I felt the back of his palm gently touch my face, followed by a sigh.Half-asleep, I asked him what was wrong.It seemed like a millennium until he said, "Will you also give him carefully selected gifts?"Who is 'him'... Alvin?I shook my head instinctively, half-asleep. "He's gotten a few from me. I stopped since he didn't enjoy it."It had been so long that I couldn't recall what I had given Alvin. Most of them were small items like ties, socks, or handkerchiefs, but I recall him remarking, "What's the point of giving me a gift if it's my money?"I was about to counter that I didn't spend his money when he said, "It looks terrible."So I swallowed my words and said, "All right."It's clearly not
Love Me, Alpha Wrong Medicine
Facing the tombstone, I instantly realized that my entire life's pain and happiness were unimportant.In the face of death, everything is a particle of dust.Those who have achieved peace should no longer be troubled by worldly occurrences."Thank you," I said to Kevin after a lengthy period of silence."Jill. Love and family may have let you down, but remember that you were born out of love in the beginning," he murmured quietly.Love... Will someone care about me?Mother may have temporarily loved me, or perhaps he loved that man and his child. It didn't matter who the child was.Alvin had never loved me before. He may think he loves me now, but his love is based on custom and jealousy.Kevin...I was aware of it. He didn't have any reason to love me.When I think about it, I've spent my entire life as a failure.Looking downcast, I inquired, "The graveyard next to it appears to be vacant. Can I get it?"For a little while, Kevin was distracted and inquired, "Would you would like to
Love Me, Alpha Ant's Before the Alpha
The doorbell rang before I could even recover from Kevin's unexpected actions.I went to the door to answer it. I observed a stately old man in a wheelchair with a severe expression, followed by four men who appeared to be bodyguards, on the monitor.I was tense.I could tell from a glimpse that the folks at the door were important people, but I wasn't sure whether I should open it. The guards appeared scary. I was concerned that they would rush in and do anything to Kevin."Open the door, I'm looking for Kevin," the older man said.They appeared to have malicious intentions. I was a little worried. "Excuse me, but are you...""I am his grandfather!" he exclaimed.Then... Old Li? How could he have appeared so unexpectedly?When I opened the door, the bodyguards pulled him inside. He was in his seventies, with white hair and haughty eyes that stared me down.Only in a nook could I shrink."Where has Kevin gone?" He inquired coldly.His expression made me quiver. "Sir is upstairs," I ex
Love Me, Alpha Again
I was uncomfortable delving into other people's family matters, and I had so many questions in my head that I didn't know where to begin."Sorry for having you experience this kind of stuff again," Kevin muttered seriously as we sat in the Japanese restaurant and locked the door to our room."No, I'm sorry as well."I'm not sure what Alvin and Kevin did to enrage an elderly man, but based on what they were saying, it had something to do with it."Do you...have anything you'd like to ask?" He inquired.I shook my head and nodded. I had so many questions I wanted to ask, but by the time they were on the tip of my tongue, none of them seemed particularly significant."Will you be in trouble for what occurred today?" I finally inquired.Kevin did not say yes or no, but rather, "I can handle it."That would be a yes. I was downcast.I'm always causing him problems.But I couldn't keep my emotions from him."Don't hold it against yourself," he said. "Even without you, it would happen sooner
Love Me, Alpha A Star
"Alvin." Kevin was interrupted."Breaking and entering is illegal. You should leave right now.""It's not trespassing because Jill handed me the key." Alvin turned to face Kevin. "What are you scared of? Are you worried that our old love is still alive and well? Or that he is merely grateful and reliant on you?""Has Jill told you he likes you yet?" He let out a small laugh. "You see, beautiful creatures are always devious, enticing you into ecstasy without making any promises.""But he's already said it to me. He's said it a thousand times to me. You can never compare in that area."I couldn't take it any longer.My genuine feelings for him were now his source of pride.For me, all of this talk about change was just ego."Sir, don't worry about him."I led Kevin into the bedroom. The cello and the letter box were prominently displayed. I handed the cello to Kevin and picked up the box on my own.I was aware that Alvin was following us, but I refused to look at him.He blocked the do
Love Me, Alpha A Star For My Beloved
It took a few days for me to figure out what he meant by "okay."As usual, we went for a walk after dinner. Kevin had specifically requested that a coat be brought. I assumed it was to avoid the cold, but I didn't anticipate him to accompany me to the summit of the mountain, which took more than an hour due to our frequent breaks.I walked for less than 30 minutes on my own before he lifted me up behind his back.There was an unoccupied balcony at the top of the mountain where a telescope and tent had been set up ahead of time, and I had a notion of what he was up to.The tent was large, carpeted for comfort, and stocked with basic essentials.Kevin requested that I take a break. He built a fire outside and torched a saucepan of boiling water.I assumed he was well-cared for and never touched dirt or creek water. I wasn't expecting him to be so swift at his work and have such a calm and leisurely demeanour that simply watching him construct a fire was a pleasure.It was already gettin
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