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KREW

 

 

What was I thinking? I should be walking out of her room. I should be putting a distance from her.  Instead, I was falling under her spell. Isn’t it what you want, asshole? Isn’t it the reason why you’d been stalking her for years aside from the promise you made?

 

She knew she saw and felt that I wanted her. I would never deny that fact, but it didn’t change a thing that I didn’t do relationships, at least, not anymore, and worse, I couldn’t do it with her. 

 

Before I knew River, it was already hard, and I didn’t want to answer and explain to every woman I slept with about my own demons. It was just that I didn’t want to see that look in their eyes—the judgment or the pity when I told them what I’d been through, but I didn’t see those judgment