LOGIN*CHRIS*
It’s been two whole weeks since Jamira returned home, and with her, her annoying ass friend. Something has to give. I’ve been patient, trying to be understanding and do the right thing, but this situation is spiraling out of control. I understood her nervousness on the first night. I was intoxicated and high, so I thought she might have been a bit anxious. However, I haven’t had a chance to talk to her or get her alone because Ayana’s constant presence has been a hindrance. I decided to address this issue today. It’s my house, so I shouldn’t be avoiding it. The look Mira gave me last time made it clear how disgusted she was with me. I almost got her fired, but fuck that job. She’ll find another. Just as I was getting lost in my thoughts, Reggie, one of my workers, called out to me. “Hey Chris! We’re a bit behind here. We could use your help. Two more cars pulled up, and the garage is full. We can’t forget the three cars in the back that we haven’t gotten to yet.” “Have they been checked in yet?” “Carlos is handling it now.” “Alright, I’ll be out there in a minute. Let me finish this invoice quickly.” “Got it, boss.” I work with my dad at his mechanic shop. He made me the manager after graduation, saying he wanted me to help keep the family business afloat. I don’t even like cars, but I’m good at it, and coming here has kept me out of debt and scraping by. I’m not rich or anything, but I do alright for myself. I’m certainly not struggling financially. So, I suppose everything worked out. Ever since my dad has been away dealing with family matters and one of my best workers got hurt on the job, we’ve been facing a significant backlog. I’ve instructed them to always ensure the cars are stable if they’re using the hand jack instead of the machine. I don’t know how Thomas managed to mess that up. I’m just glad the accident wasn’t as severe as it could have been. He only broke his foot, but honestly, he should have been out of here. I went to the garage to help my boys out when I noticed that one of the checked cars looked familiar. It didn’t take long to figure out why. I peeked through the window into the waiting room and saw Keema. Oh no! Of all the shops around, she comes here. Of course she does. Why won’t she give up already? “Hey Carlos! What’s going on with this black corolla?” “Just an oil change and a fluid check.” That was easy. I went out to get the car and get her in and out because the last thing I wanted was to deal with her. I pulled the car in and got to work immediately. I was done in thirty minutes. I went to the counter to tell Carlos to print out the invoice and send her on her way. Just knowing she was still here started to make my skin crawl. While I was there, I grabbed the paperwork for the next car to get to that one as well. As soon as I turned to go back to the garage, I heard my name from behind. I kept going, hoping she’d get the message. That didn’t seem to work because then Carlos started yelling for me too. I turned around only because it was him. I can’t ignore my workers. “What do you need, Carlos?” “Oh, nothing. She was trying to get your attention. I just thought I’d help.” I looked at her, then back at him. Anger was starting to build. “You got that invoice I asked you to print out?” “It’s right here.” “Go ahead and collect payment so she can be on her way. Thanks.” Desperation on her face, she opened her mouth as if she was getting ready to say something, but closed it just as fast. Something told me that wasn’t going to be my last time seeing her. She always showed up in places she wasn’t wanted. As she left, so did the tension in my shoulders. The rest of the day went smoothly. We almost caught up on everything except one car needed parts that we had to order. Other than that, we got the customers in and out in no time. That allowed me to go back to my office and figure out what I was going to do about Ayana and Jamira. I really messed things up even more.*JAMIRA* Ayana and I talked and laughed as she recounted the events from her date and everything that happened afterwards. That girl still hadn’t changed. “Okay, but why didn’t you call me? I would’ve picked you up.” “Girl you too busy playing house with that man all up in your business.” “You see where that got me.” We both laughed. “Speaking of that, how’s the baby?” “He’s fine. I’m just ready for him to come already.” “Just hang in there girl.” I smiled. It’s amazing how a simple phrase can make you feel better than you did before. Even though I was happy to be talking to Ayana, my mind stayed on Eric. Ever since Kacie left he’s been down in the dumps. I thought if I surprised him at work, he’d feel at least a little better. Then Walt was acting strange like he didn’t want to be bothered. Eric would never say it, but I could tell he felt that the whole interaction was…off. “Hello, hello?” Her voice pulled me away from my thoughts. For a moment I’d fo
*ERIC* The move was not only bittersweet, but it made the condo feel bigger in a way I hadn’t imagined possible. The commotion in the morning, the laughter, even the routine I’d gotten accustomed to were all nonexistent now. I sat on the couch watching the game when Jamira came and sat next to me. She took my hand into hers and looked at me for a while before speaking. “You know we should do something nice for Kacie.” I nodded my head not fully processing what she was saying. She didn’t press the issue. I’m glad she didn’t. She just motioned for me to lift my legs up and started massaging my feet. That did more than I expected, actually. It was like most of the tension that had been building over the months was finally starting to ease. The rest of it melted away when I got in the shower. The water ran down my body and took my troubles with it. When I got out I found Jamira had already fallen asleep. I slid in next to her, not trying to wake her up. That night
*AYANA* “Ayana, if you don’t go back in the house and change, we’re not going anywhere.” “What’s wrong with it?” “If I show you what’s wrong with it, we’ll never make it out.” I rolled my eyes at him. Whose dad is this man? For the record, it’s nothing but a little cleavage. Sometimes the titty is the outfit. I thought it was cute. I stepped out in a denim mini skirt with a corset top and a nice pair of heels. I will admit that top was a size or two too small, but that’s because I wanted that lift. Jeremy didn’t appreciate it. He’s always thinking these thirsty dudes are looking at me. I keep telling him that’s none of his concern. He just keeps insisting on telling me to change my clothes. I went inside and found a cute bodycon dress that stopped mid-thigh. It was red with black straps. I paired it with a black leather jacket and my black chunky heels. When I stepped outside, he smirked and gave his ‘nod of approval’. He opened my door and helped me into my seat. “
*CHRIS* The next day, I went into work with dinner still on my mind. I never knew my mom was in such a state. She seemed perfectly fine when she came to visit me at the hospital. She even helped me around the room during my recovery. I hadn’t known she’d been lying. Neither did I know that she lied to my dad too. I wondered what else they weren’t telling me since I left last night. That unsettling flutter in my stomach hadn’t left either. It’s safe to say I didn’t sleep. Between me trying to find Mira and worrying about my mom, I might be on the verge of losing my mind myself. I didn’t talk to my dad about it because it was already late, so I ended up leaving, but I intended to talk to him about it today. The morning rush came early, and we were all busy trying to get everyone in and out. It wasn’t until around one o’clock that I was able to get enough breathing room to go address things. I went down the hall and knocked on his door. “Come in.” I walked in and sa
*CHRIS* For weeks I’ve been working to escape my own thoughts of Jamira. She really thinks I’m going to just lay down and accept the fact that she wants to leave? She has life all fucked up. The last time we spoke I made sure to let her know this wasn’t over. I intend to show her exactly what I mean. I’d been riding past her school looking for her for a week just to finally call and find out she doesn’t even work there anymore. That made my mission to find her harder, but not impossible. The following week I rode around and when I went to get some gas, I just so happened to catch her bald-headed ass friend Ayana. I made sure she didn’t notice me by sliding a little down in my seat when she exited the car. She was with a medium-built, medium-brown man with dreads and just a few inches taller than her. I wanted to throw my shoe at the back of her head. It took all of ten minutes for them to come out and get in the car. I waited another five minutes before I left. I
*ERIC* Two cars. Three people carrying the same destination. Three completely different silences. As I pulled onto the road toward my parents’ house, I couldn’t shake the feeling that dinner wasn’t going to end the way any of us hoped. I didn’t know what to expect, but I knew what I didn’t want. The tension was so thick it felt wrong walking inside someone else’s home like that. I slowly pulled into the driveway, stretching every agonizing minute. Jamira placed her hand on top of mine. I let out a deep breath that I’d been holding the entire ride over. I stopped the car and got out. As I walked over to the passenger side to let Jamira out, my heart started beating fast as my anticipation grew. I forced a smile on my face as I grabbed her hand and led her to the door. This time, we showed ourselves inside. My dad was on the couch watching football while yelling out to my mom, who was in the kitchen finishing up dinner and preparing dessert. “Kitty, your kids







