As we're waiting for our order I look over him as sneakily as possible. He's tall maybe six-two or six-three, he looks lean underneath his jacket and dark jeans. His teeth are perfect and white and his skin really looks like brown satin; I want to touch him just to see if it's as smooth as it looks. Oops! My thoughts are running away while I'm looking at him so I turn away and look at the menu. I thought it would be a long time before I could have these feelings again. A year seems so close and yet so far away I can hardly remember how I spent my time then. I let myself wallow too long over that fool. NEVER AGAIN. I think angrily.
"Hey, I have our food and drinks," Mekhi calls pulling me from those deep thoughts.
"Okay, where do you want to sit," I ask smiling at him trying to recover the mood.
"You lead the way, I'll follow," he says smiling back and just like that my irritation melts away.
"Okay, I know the perfect spot," I say leading him to a corner in the back of the shop that has these comfortable armchairs and little table between them.
"This is a good spot," Mekhi says sitting our food and drinks on the table and taking a seat.
"Isn't it? This is my spot," I say sinking into my favorite armchair. This is different besides Rylie and Nova I've never brought anyone back to "my spot" not even that fool Jay. However seeing as though the shop is still a little crowded I suppose I had no choice. Now we're supposed to have small talk and I'm not even sure I'm any good at that.
"So, Lena how long have you been coming here for this to be your spot," he asks stirring sugar into his tea.
"Hmm it's been for a long time now. I mean my dad used to bring us here whenever we were feeling down or needed to talk away from the house. I've been coming on my own for the last five years though. At first I caught the bus here, then when I started driving I ended up here almost every day," I answer taking a piece of my muffin wondering why I said so much.
"Oh okay, I only started coming here two years ago when I started at the University," he says answering my unasked question.
"Are you not from this area," I ask taking a sip of my hot chocolate looking him in his brown eyes.
"Nah, I lived about two hours away," he says returning my gaze with his own and the mega watt smile.
"Oh okay, that's cool. What brought you to this University," I ask realizing that I am definitely making small talk and I'm interested in whatever it is he has to say.
"Basketball actually. They offered a full ride so I took the opportunity to further my education," he says.
"That's cool. I didn't really follow the basketball team. Maybe I should," I say. If Mekhi asks to me to come to a game I'm not sure that I won't refuse no matter how my mind will tell me "no" the rest of my body is saying "yes". I'm thinking too far ahead though.
"You should come to our next game, we're playing in a tournament this Saturday. I mean if you're not busy" he says laying back into the chair smiling watching for my answer.
"Hmm, I'll think about it," I reply trying to be objective and not give an immediate answer. I just met this guy and even though he make my heart race I'm just not too sure. It's supposed to be a girl's day anyway; we'll discuss this matter later.
"Alright then," he says eating the rest of his bagel.
"Cool," I say trying not to get too dazzled or distracted by this guy. He already has gotten more time and conversation out of me than the last few guys that have approached me. I wonder what's so different about him. I steal another glance at him while sipping my hot chocolate; he's just so familiar I don't know why though.
"Well Ms. Lena, I don't want to take up too much more of your time so I'll be leaving," he says standing up pulling me from my internal evaluation.
"Okay then, I guess I'll see you around Mekhi and thank you again for breakfast," I reply standing myself and sticking out my hand to shake his. Instead of shaking my hand he pulls me into a hug shocking me.
"I'll see you Saturday," he says into my ear with that velvet voice of his and I nearly melt.
"Yeah…Saturday," I respond because I can't think of anything else to say. He releases me and heads out of the shop…and I watch him, like a fool, as he leaves.
Sit down! I remind myself. I have no idea what just happened or how I ended up in this precarious situation on a cold and rainy Monday morning. I was just stopping for something hot to drink and something small to eat yet I find myself invited to a basketball game by a tall handsome guy that I'm sure I want to see again. I pull out my phone to check the time and I still have a little while before class starts so I try to search Mekhi on social media sites. After fifteen minutes of active searching I come up empty handed and admit defeat. Oh well. I think to myself I suppose it's a good thing, he's probably a very private person. I put my muffin back into its bag and grab my drink and umbrella and leave the shop as well.
It's not raining as hard when I reach the door so I just pull up the hood on my rain jacket and walk straight to my car. Taking a deep breath once I get in and close the door; Rylie and Nova are going to have a field day when I tell them about my morning. They've been trying to set me up on dates for a year now and I've rejected every single one. Woah. I don't think inviting me to a basketball game is a date right? Everyone is invited to games it's a public thing. I think I'm starting overthink things; he was just being friendly. Now I'm so confused. Ugh, let me get to class before I'm late.
The day has gone by so quickly and I haven't seen Mekhi at all. Like a crazy person I've been looking around for him all day maybe he's an upper classman; I haven't considered that at all. The rain has turned to mist as I get into my car to head back to the coffee shop to meet Rylie and Nova. Just like this morning I'm able to park near the front so I grab my bag and wristlet and head inside. I find them at a table near the front window so I go over to meet them."Leeenaaa! What's up," Riley says loud enough for those close enough to hear and pulls me into a hug. She releases me just in time to get Nova's hug."Hey chica, what's going," Nova says giving me a little squeeze. We all sit and I smile at my two best friends. It's been about a month since I've seen them face to face."Nothing much guys. Mom's trying to get me out the house so I called you two," I say feeling a little guilty for neglecting our friendship.
When I get home I find my mom in the kitchen having a cup of tea so I join her. I take my boots and rain jacket off at the door, drop my bag on a chair, wash my hands, and grab a mug to fill with water. I sit in the chair across from my mom and drop a tea bag into my mug full of water. My mom is wearing her red bath robe and her hair is wrapped up in a silk scarf. I yawn, stretch, and wrap my hands around the warm mug and relax in my chair."It seems as though you've had a busy day," mom says smiling at me and touching my hair."Yeah, I did. I'm glad that I called Rylie and Nova and met up with them today," I say to my mom feeling sleep weigh on me."I'm glad you did too. Your eyes are glowing with life and happiness," my mom says."I didn't realize that they were devoid of life; Nova and Rylie said kind of like the same thing earlier," I respond putting sugar into my tea and taking a s
Beep!Beep!Beep! It is Friday, I roll over and turn off my alarm with a little more enthusiasm than needed. Last night I had that dream again except the guy didn't leave me behind, he grabbed my hand and pulled me into the light with him. It feels like my dreams are mimicking my reality because I feel myself coming alive with each passing day. I check the weather to figure out an outfit for today and proceed to begin my morning ritual. The weather isn't going to be too bad, low sixties and partly cloudy. I'll wear my white v neck t shirt, destructed light blue jeans, and boats shoes. I put on my necklace with the peacock pendant and put on a little lip gloss to finish my look for the day. This week has gone by so fast and with each day I change a little more for the better.KnockKnockKnock"Lena could you give us a
I have missed feeling cute and positive. Unable to find a spot in front of the café I end up parking on the side of the building and having to walk around to the front. Good thing the weather isn't bad today. I go inside and the familiar smell of coffee hits me and I stand in line thinking about what I want to eat. As the line moves along I decide on a bacon, egg, and cheese sandwich on a croissant with hash browns and orange juice; I'll get my coffee to go later. I order my food and head over to my spot to drop my bag in a chair to save my space while I'm waiting for my breakfast. As I am waiting I pull out some notes to go over for my Biology class, exams are coming soon and I want to be as prepared as possible. As I'm going over my notes I hear the cashier call my order so I go to retrieve it. On my way back to my table I notice someone sitting there with their head down. I have no idea who it could be so I pick up the pace because my stuff is still th
The day flies by again, this time I got to see Mekhi a few times in between classes although he doesn't see me I'm content. This nice March day has me feeling really good and a little more than optimistic. I check my phone and see that my mom has messaged me that she will be home late so we will have dinner at dad's restaurant downtown. I text her back and text my dad as well. I catch up with Nova and Rylie in the parking lot next to my car and fill them in on some of the details from my morning with Mekhi."Damn girl, you got it bad," Rylie says jokingly."Nah chica, you're wrong. He's the one who has it bad," Nova says and I immediately agree with her to take the heat off of me."Exactly, I didn't know he was going to be there," I say backing Nova."Yeah, but you weren't upset that he was there either," Rylie says laughing."You damn right! I was shocked," I say laughing with h
"Hellloooooooo," I call out to see if the twins are home and kick my shoes off at the door."Yeah," Jackson and Journee call out in unison."Just checking to see if you guys were here," I call out to them as I head to my room and freshen up for dinner. I turn on my speaker and play music from my phone while I get ready.KnockKnock"Na-na can I come in," Journee asks."Of course," I respond leaning out of the bathroom to see who it is."So what's new with you," she asks sitting in the chair at my desk."Hmm a lot apparently. What about you," I reply smiling at her sitting cross legged in my fluffy chair."Same as usual. I did make a little progress with Derek," she says with a shy smile."Really? I'm happy for you," I say genuinely happy for my baby sister who isn't a baby any
"Lenaaaaaaa," a familiar voice calls.I turn around to see who it is and I can't believe my eyes…it's Mekhi with a group of guys. That wakes me up more than the cool evening air does."Hey," I say as we walk toward one another closing the distance. I look back at the twins and they stop and stare as well."Hey baby," he says smiling hugging me and I'm losing my mind hugging him back."Hmm," I manage to get out as I take in his scent and relax into his arms."That's twice in one day. Since I've got you here let's exchange numbers; I realized I didn't have your number after I left the café this morning," he says releasing me and pulling his phone from his pocket."See, I knew you were a stalker," I say with a half-smile exchanging phones with him."Nah, me and the guys came down here after practice. I had no idea
Me: Y'all guess what?!?!?!? Nova: WHAT? Rylie: Whatttttt???? Me: I just ran into Mekhi while leaving Dad's place downtown!!! Rylie: !!!!!!!!! Nova: For real!?!?!? Me: Yes y'all!! And the twins were with me! Rylie: Well? What happened? Nova: Yes mamma, details! Me: We hugged and exchanged numbers! Y'all he smells so good! Rylie: Oooo you got the digits! Yessss girl! Nova: Whoop, Whoop!! Have you contacted him yet? Me: Nah, I just got in 10 min ago. Rylie: Well, what are you waiting for? Nova: She said she just got in the house…. Rylie: True Me: So what do you guys want to do tomorrow besides have brunch?? Rylie: I thought you wanted to go to the basketball game?!?! Nova: Right…what ^^ said! Me: I do, but I don't want to stay for the whole game. Let's go around half time or something… Rylie: That's cool with me…maybe we can get