REIGN’S POV
I mumbled incoherent words as I snuggled more into the soft pillow I was clutching in my arms. It was the softest I had ever had, a huge contrast to the hard lump of complexity that my life had become. The realization had me pushing the pillow away and sitting up, looking around the beige themed room. I felt the same awe I had felt when I had stepped into it for the first time, when someone, a maid i presume, kindly helped me to my room. Something Ivan was not gentlemanly enough to do. I pushed the duvet away from my laps and stood up before stretching and humming in satisfaction at the ‘pop’ sound I received. I resisted the urge to grimace at the sight of my bed nest hair and the obvious drool on my cheek as I passed the mirror on my way to the bathroom. I did my business in a hurry, eager to get a headstart on the day. I had a job that determines my life or death. Twenty minutes later, I was out of my bedroom, dressed in jeans and a simple T-shirt, and jogged down the stairs, ignoring the claps of my cheeks, well the other cheeks. I wondered where the maid that helped me yesterday was. The house was silent, perhaps empty and it freaked me out. Imagine staying alone in such a big house, my mental health would go down another notch. My stomach grumbled, reminding me that I had not paid any attention to it yet. I could never go on a diet, I swear. The kitchen, which I found easily, thank God, was just as exquisite as the rest of the house. White themed, modern appliances, stocked to the brim, which I found out when I checked the refrigerator and the cabinets, and clean, it was every chef's dream kitchen. I settled on making pancakes, eggs and some sausages. Easy to make without breaking a sweat. I had no idea whether I sucked at measurement or in my subconscious mind, there was someone else other than me that needed food as well, I ended up making enough for two people. I glanced at the stairs wondering if Ivan would appear magically. I was not even sure he was home. Deciding to just go with the flow, I plated for two and sat at the counter. However, before I could indulge myself, the man responsible for my predicament, showed up in the kitchen. He looked shocked to see me, as I was. My eyes raked greedily over his body as I took it in the sweaty mass of muscle in front of me. He obviously just finished working out. But that was not what grabbed my attention. Ivan had tattoos. I had only ever seen him in suits but now he was dressed in a grey tank top and shorts revealing the array of dark ink that was usually covered with his suit. He had a full sleeve on one hand and I was sure his back was not spared from the work of art. I wanted to get closer to him so I could make out the words and images on his skin. I wanted to lick him— Now, Reign, hold your horses. I mentally berated myself. “ Fat women are not my type. ” Ivan's smooth as silk voice reaches me, dousing cold water on the warmth that was starting to envelop me. “ What? ” I stupidly asked. “ You were looking at me like a fat kid looks at cake so I felt the need to clarify. You are not my type and I am not the least bit attracted to you so you can get rid of whatever fantasy that is in your head. ” He said casually, like he was not embarrassing the hell out of me. “ I wasn't…. ” I started to deny. “ I am not a fool. ” He said, moved to the refrigerator and grabbed a bottle of water. I clenched my fists and resisted the urge to bang his head against the wall or better still, my head because I put myself in this situation. “ What's that? ” He asked, interrupting my self loathing. I followed the trail of his eyes and gulped when I saw the uneaten plate beside mine. I had already embarrassed myself enough today. “ Food. ” I said, cringing after it escaped my lips. “ I am sure anyone can make out that it is, but why are there two plates? Are you planning to eat them both? Or…it's not for me, is it? ” He asked, his eyebrows curving in amusement or disdain, I was not sure. My silence was enough response. So he laughed. Not the kind that made you develop butterflies or wonder how someone's smile could be so beautiful. It was the kind that makes you regret your actions, the kind that makes you want to dig a hole in the ground, enter it and never show your face to humanity again. “ You must have so much time on your hands. ” He remarked, after he was done with his laughing fit. “ I think you are forgetting why you are here. Stop wasting your time on useless things such as this and invest in getting Mel back. You know there are consequences if you don't. ” He walked out after that, taking with him my dignity and respect. Then his head popped back in. “ You can eat both of them by the way. I am sure you have enough space to fit all that in. ” His smirk was the last thing I saw before he finally left. I grabbed my hair and screamed, not caring if anyone heard. I have never hated anyone as much as I hated him. I have never had any good feelings while in his presence. How could someone be so cruel and mean? And I thought he was attractive? I guess I was as blind as a bat. I glared at the plates of food that was now cold and wondered what to do with them. I eventually sat down to eat my portion. I was not going to let a jerk that needed to touch grass have me starving for the rest of the day, especially when I still had no idea what the day had in store for me. I was meeting Melanie after my breakfast. I still had no plan at all. The only thing I could come up with from my tossing and turning last night was following the woman to at least know something about her. After I was done eating, I glanced at the plate I made for Ivan and wondered what to do with it. My head came up blank so I just covered and left it there. Deciding my outfit for the day was good enough to be out, I just grabbed my bag and stepped out of the house. I squealed in joy when I noticed my car in the driveway, a stark contrast to the exuberance of the surroundings. I ran to it and placed my cheek on the hood. I got into my baby and sped, or at least tried to, out of the intimidating gates. According to the schedule that Ivan had kindly sent to email, Melanie should be at Platinum Palace at the moment. I had bad memories about the place so I parked a bit away from the entrance. I did not have to wait too long. The tall and curvy figure of Melanie Anderson was one I would recognize anywhere. She had on sunglasses and a scarf, perhaps to hide herself from the attack of the paparazzi who wanted to know how she felt about the news of her fiancée cheating, which he did not. I grimaced once again at my mistake. She entered a car that was already waiting at the exit and I gripped my steering wheel in anticipation. This was it. My mission starts now. So I did not hesitate to follow the car as it sped down the busy streets of New York.REIGN'S POV It was a fair deal to say that no one was having a bite tonight. Well, except for Roman who was already wolfing down his food, oblivious to what was going on around him.Oh, to be a kid again.Before I could think better of it, I slipped my hand under the table and held Ivan’s hand. His hand was very cold and trembling.This was a huge blow to all of us, despite how much of an asshole Alfred was. I could only imagine how Ivan must be feeling.“You know how to ruin everything, don't you?” Ivan chuckled, pulling his hand out of mine harshly. I guess my touch was not comforting in any way. “Was this what you had to announce? How could you be so fucking selfish? This is a dinner celebration, a happy moment. Why would you break that kind of news in a place like this?”“I just don't want to go through the hassle of having to tell everybody one by one,” Alfred shrugged. He looked so indifferent for someone who was going to die very soon. “Since a lot of people are here, they can
REIGN'S POV “Where are we going?” I asked as the car sped down the road. Today has been quite eventful with my discharge from the hospital. Although I have to go back a week later to get rid of my cast, my hand doesn't hurt as much as before so I barely noticed.It did a good job though in ruining my outfit consisting of a two piece button up shirt and pant trousers.“Somewhere you can relax?” Ivan smirked.“Come on, that's so vague.”“I can't tell you much but I promise you it's somewhere you are gonna like. You've been there before,” he said.“I have?” My eyes squinted trying to think of all the places I could have fun that I've been to before. Nothing clicked so I just gave up.“Are you okay?” Ivan asked.I nodded and smiled. He asked me that as often as possible. It was surreal seeing Ivan so different and attentive but I was starting to get used to it.“Right, that reminds me. You remember I told you I suspected Christian and Melanie had something going on?”My wide eyes swung t
IVAN'S POV I glanced at my phone for the umpteenth time and sighed. Reign was not calling me. She has not said anything about my proposal either. I knew I said I was going to be patient but I couldn't get my mind off it.Because I knew damn well that she had every reason to refuse. I was scared.“I'm starting to feel bad with how much you're ignoring me, Ivan,” Christian whistled softly.Oh, right. I was in a meeting with Christian.“Sorry, my mind is really occupied right now,” I sighed, running my hands through my hair.“Why? You would rather be at the hospital, right?” he wriggled his eyebrows. It felt like we were back at the beginning when Christian was trying to let me know I had feelings for Reign.I was not denying anything anymore.“Yes,” I confessed. Christian looked taken back but eventually, a smile bloomed on his face.“Glad you finally got your ass out of the denial phase, friend,” he laughed. “What is it going to be now?”“I want Reign. I need her,” I said.“Woah,” Chr
REIGN'S POV I munched on the cookies Ivan brought before he left for his meeting quietly. I was left to my devices which gave me the space to think about a lot of things.Most especially about Ivan’s proposal. Should I even call it that?I was not sure what to do. In my heart, I knew I felt the same way towards him but my brain told me it was not right.Our inner circle might understand but the rest of the world won't. I would be called names and body shamed. I was not sure if I would be able to handle that.The door slid open and Mel walked in, clutching a laptop to her chest. She spent more time in my hospital room than in hers“Hi, Reign,” she smiled at me before taking her seat on the couch in the corner of the room and getting to work on the laptop.“What are you doing?” I asked, getting down from my bed and walking towards her.“Taking a leap of faith,” she replied. “Alexandra just left and she put ideas in my head.”“Oh, how is she?” I took a seat beside her and peered into h
REIGN'S POV “Let me do it for you,” I sighed and handed Ivan the orange juice I was trying to open. I have heard those six words so many times these past few days that I had gone numb to it.“I can do it myself, you know,” I said as I collected it back from him. I hummed as I took a sip. Good stuff.“I know but I want to do it for you. The doctor said you need absolute rest,” he argued as he took his seat once again beside me.“I'm sure opening a bottle of orange juice won't tire me out but thank you,” I chuckled, causing some of the juice to slip down the right side of my lips. Before I could clean it myself, Ivan reached up and swiped it clean.But that was not the shocking part. He brought his thumb up to his mouth and sucked it.My mouth fell open as I gulped. That was hot.“Erm, thank you,” I looked away, cleaning my mouth again. “Have you seen Mel or Christian today?” He asked. I knew he was trying to make small talk because of the sudden awkwardness but I went along with it.
MELANIE'S POV I shifted on my bed as my eyes moved to my sister sitting beside my bed side. I had no idea what to say to her or where to even start the conversation from. I stared at Christian who was sitting on the sofa provided at another corner of the room, tapping into his iPad.I thought the attention he was giving me on the first day was because I had just come back from the dead but several days have passed and I had no idea why he was sticking around.My memory of my relationship with my sister was hazy. It was from a long time ago, before my mum left us. After that, there had been nothing but space and misunderstanding between us.“How…” her voice cracked, letting me know she was going through the same turmoil as I was. “How are you feeling?”“I'm good but the doctors said I have to stay admitted for a while so they can really make sure everything is okay. I ran away from the hospital the last time I was here, you see,” I joked to lighten the mood but Matilda only cracked a