ログインIt has been 8 hours since I met Caeleb and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about him. I’m not going out to the field today so I won’t get to see him before he leaves. When I took his driver’s license to make a copy, I saw he was only 19. Knowing he is closer to my age makes crushing on him less awkward for me. I have had one boyfriend in my 17 years and it was a very weird relationship. He was the same age as me and was big into video games. We didn’t spend a lot of free time together since he played in video game tournaments and we never did anything a couple our age nowadays does except hold hands and kiss. He never tried to touch me and I was too scared to bring any of that up to him. Thankfully we both felt the same way and ended things without anyone getting hurt. Maybe if I had been in an actual relationship before, I’d be able to handle being around Caeleb better. I don’t want him to think I’m some weird teenage girl who is immature for her age. I’m actually very mature to be 17. Some have even said I am more mature than Aaron and he is 25. When Aaron finally got up and wasn’t being a jerk to me I asked him about going into the field tomorrow and possibly getting some hands-on work done. He turned and smiled.
“About time you get into the spirit of working for the family business little sister.” “So is that a yes then?” “Yeah have at it. Get those hands dirty and maybe one day I’ll give you partnership to the business.” “Thanks, Aaron!” I washed the bowl I was using for my soup and headed into my room. I plopped down on my bed and sighed. I just asked to go work in the wheat field. I have no clue what I am doing. I covered my face with my hands and shook my head. “Why did I think this was a good idea? Oh wait that’s right, there is a hot guy out there that won’t leave my mind.” I said to myself. I changed into my pajamas and climbed into bed. I grabbed my laptop and found a movie to watch on N*****x. When my movie was over, I closed the laptop and placed it on the nightstand. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep. “Yes! Yes! Oh god yes!” I jumped up and looked around my room for whom ever was yelling. I realized it was coming from Aaron’s room and I gagged. I banged on the wall and told them to shut up. I could hear my brother laughing. I grabbed my headphones and turned my favorite playlist on and drifted back off to sleep. I was startled awake by a loud buzzer going off and realized it was time to get up. I went to my closet and grabbed a pair of jeans and an old rock T-shirt and got dressed. I put on a pair of my boots and headed to the kitchen to make myself something to eat. When I was done eating, I brushed my teeth and pulled my hair up into a ponytail, and headed out the door. As I was getting on the cart to go down the road to the first field, I saw the black pickup Caeleb drives pulling in. My heart began racing and I had to calm myself down before he got out. He asked me where he was supposed to be today and I told him to come with me and I would take him to the field. He sat next to me in the cart and I drove down to the field. As we were getting out of the cart, he turned to me. “So Skyla, how old are you?” “17. I’ll be 18 in 3 months.” “17 and running a business. That’s cool.” “Well my brother runs the business and I just help out.” “Same thing to me. I think it’s cool that you haven’t even graduated and are already out in the business world.” “Well I hate to burst that bubble but I have graduated. A year early actually. I don’t really want to run the family business but I have no choice right now.” “Oh. Sorry.” “It’s ok, Caeleb. I know I look younger than I am but I am very mature for my age and this business isn’t what I want to do with my life. My parents knew I wanted to do something else and were ok with that but when they died, Aaron took it upon himself to force me into this.” “Damn. That sucks! Sorry to hear about your parents. I know how that goes though. My parents died when I was 15.” “I’m sorry to hear that, Caeleb. Come on let me introduce you to the group you will be working with.It’s been a month since Caeleb started working for the company and I’ve enjoyed being out in the field as his partner. I still haven’t spoken to my brother but I knew he wouldn’t apologize for the hurtful things he said. Jenna told me she has been trying to get him to say he was sorry but he is stubborn and won’t budge. It’s ok though. One day when he finally grows up and wants something to do with me, he is going to look back and realize how bad the things he said hurt me and he will know why I don’t want to be part of his life. 2 more months until my birthday and I hope these next 8 weeks go by fast. I can’t wait to get out of here. I have been looking for a place of my own since I have a good bit of money saved up as of right now. I have also been looking at the job openings that are close to the places I’ve looked at. I’ve found 3 jobs near 2 of the houses I’ve looked at. Caeleb still hasn’t admitted he likes me but I can tell he does and I think he is close to saying something. Y
After work, as we were heading back to the house, Caeleb asked me to pull over. “What’s up, Caeleb?” “Ok, so the dream I had last night.” “What about it?” “I think it’s safe now to tell you that I know the voice I heard.” “Ok, who was it?” “It was your voice, Skyla. I’m not going to say what you were saying to me but it was you who was talking to me.” “Why didn’t you tell me that when I told you about mine?” “I didn’t want to chance anyone overhearing me and thinking I am trying to get with the boss's sister.” “So what if you were? I am almost 18 and no one has the right to say anything.” “Skyla, I don’t want to lose my job.” “So what I just heard was you not denying you wanting to get with me.” “I-uh-I.” “Relax Caeleb, I'm joking with you. I’m sure I’m not the kind of girl you like anyway.” “I never told you what my taste in women was so how do you know you are what I like?” “Well? Am I the kind of girl you want?” “I’m not going to answer that. You w
“Skyla, if you ever need someone to talk to I’m here for you.” Caeleb says as I am grabbing the door handle to get out of his truck. “Thank you. I’m sorry again for getting mascara on your shirt.” “No big deal. You got it out. See you tomorrow.” I got out of his truck and walked down the road toward the house. I asked Caeleb to drop me off here so Aaron wouldn’t see me with him if he was still up or even home. As soon as I walked in the door. “Where have you been? Your brother has been worried about you!” “Not now Jenna!” “He has been pacing in our room, worried sick.” “HA, that's bullsh*t and you know it! Aaron could care less where I was. Ha ha! He didn’t have to agree to keep me but did because of this house. If he didn’t even really want to take care of me why would he care where I was?” “He-uh-uh. Wait what are you talking about, Skyla?” “He told me this morning I needed to show him more gratitude because he didn’t have to agree to take care of me and I c
I had a weird night last night. Aaron and Jenna didn’t come home until early this morning but what was so weird about my night was, I kept dreaming about Caeleb. These weren’t just normal crush dreams. They were dirty. I may have only had 1 boyfriend and never did anything with him but I know about sex and other sexual things. I have never had a dream like this before so it kind of freaked me out at first and I kept waking up but after the first 3 dreams I didn’t wake up as quickly or as much. The last dream I had before getting up this morning was the dirtiest. Things happened in that dream that I never would have thought was possible and it made me blush replaying it in my head. After getting dressed, I went down to fix myself breakfast and Aaron was standing at the sink. “Morning sis. You enjoy working out in the field yesterday?” “Yes, I actually did enjoy it. The only thing I hated about it was Sal not letting me use the machine.” “He is the foreman out there and wha
After work, Caeleb and I headed back to the house and he walked over to his truck to leave. I looked around and saw that Aaron and Jenna still weren’t home. I wasn’t ready for him to leave so I did something crazy and yelled out to him. “Caeleb, you want to stay for dinner?” “I don’t want to cause any problems for you, Skyla.” “You won’t. I don’t like when Aaron stays gone all day and his girlfriend isn’t here either. Knowing them they probably won’t be home until after midnight.” “I don’t know if I should. If your brother comes home and sees me here what is going to think?” “That you stayed for dinner. It’s not like I’m inviting you to spend the night. It’s just dinner. I hate being alone in this house.” “Ok, Skyla. I will stay for dinner but I have to go after that.” “Thank you and that’s fine. I’ll probably shower and go to bed after dinner anyway.” What in the hell is wrong with me? I just talked to him about taking a shower. Keep calm Skyla. Don’t start acting w
I introduced Caeleb to the guys he would be working with and asked Sal what there was for me to do. He gave me some gloves and told me I was going to be paired with Caeleb moving the wheat bales. I just love how none of the guys who work for my family business let me run the machine. It's not like I am new at this. I have used it plenty of times before my parents died. I rolled my eyes and got over it. At least I'll have something to keep me from getting bored. Caeleb. I headed over to where I was supposed to be and Caeleb walked up to me. “Hey Skyla, do you normally come out here and get hands on?” “Every now and then I do but I don’t know why. It’s not like Sal is going to let me use the machine even though I have used it plenty of times.” “Maybe he is just looking out for you?” “Or maybe half these guys are just sexist and don’t think I can handle running it.” “I mean I haven’t been here long enough to get to know them so I can’t say anything to that. If I was running







