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8: Can’t Stay Away
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Love or Lust 28: Completely gone
Wesley POV I had been watching her shamelessly all night. She was sitting cross-legged on the floor, her back against the couch, a card in her hand and her tongue poking out slightly as she concentrated. She laughed at something her mom said with her head falling back and her throat exposed. My chest tightened so hard I had to look away.Not like it was even physically possible, my eyes found their way back to her and she met it.She smiled and reached for my hand under the table during a quiet moment, her fingers threading through mine like it was the most natural thing in the world.I was so far gone it was embarrassing. Around ten, her mom yawned and announced she was heading to bed. Marcus stayed up a little longer, nursing his whiskey, with his eyes on the television.I sat on the couch with Bowie curled up against my side, her eyes were half-closed, when her dad's voice cut through the quiet."Wesley, can I talk to you for a minute?"Bowie stirred, looking up
Love or Lust 27: Thanksgiving
Wesley POV I said yes before I could talk myself out of it.Bowie's face lit up like I had handed her the moon. She threw herself on me and kissed me, wrapping her arms around my neck as her body pressed into mine. I held onto her like she was the only thing keeping me upright. She probably was.> The next few days passed in a blur of planning, packing and quietly freaking out.Meeting parents wasn't something I had experience with. The only parent figure I had in my life didn’t do much for me, so the concept of a family that sat around a table together and laughed was foreign to me.But Bowie talked about her parents like they were her favorite people in the world. Her dad was a high school coach and her mom worked at a dental office. They had been married for thirty years and still held hands in public.I wanted to see that. Even if it made my chest ache with envy.*** Her parents’ house sat at the end of a quiet, tree-lined street in a peaceful suburb ab
Love or Lust 26: Taunting feelings
Wesley POV I woke up to Bowie resting against my chest and the soft sound of her breathing.The room was still dark, sunrise was maybe a few minutes away.For a long moment, I didn't move. I just laid there, feeling the warmth of her body, inhaling her scent and the sweet shampoo of her hair which was spread across my pillow.Her face was relaxed, her lips were slightly parted, and she looked so fucking beautiful it made my chest ache.I watched her for I don't know how long, minutes or maybe longer. My heart was pounding so hard I was scared it might wake her up.The words were right there again, sitting on my tongue.I love you.Just three words and that was all. Three words that should have been easy. But every time I opened my mouth, something closed in my throat.I could feel the familiar fear of letting someone in creep in again.I always believed loving someone meant giving them the power to destroy you, at least that was what I learnt from my parents relationship.My
Love or Lust 25: Double Sensation
Bowie POV I sat on the edge of the bed, the vibrator in my hand and Wesley standing in front of me.His eyes were fixed on the toy, staring curiously with tightened jaw. The room felt smaller suddenly and the air thicker. I could feel his gaze on me like a physical weight."Use it," he instructed, his voice low. "I want to watch you."My heart hammered as I laid back against his pillows, spreading my legs slowly. His eyes followed my every movement, from the way my thighs parted and the way my chest rose and fell beneath my shirt. His breath evened out as i turned the vibrator on, the soft hum filling the silence between us.I pressed it against my clit, and a moan escaped my lips before I could stop it. My back arched, my hips lifted off the mattress, causing my legs to spread apart more and I heard Wesley curse under his breath."Fuck," he breathed. "That's so fucking hot."I kept going, my free hand gripping the sheets and my eyes fluttering shut. The vibration buzzed
Love or Lust 24: Vibrator
Bowie POV "Harley!"I stared at it, my mouth opening and closing like a fish."What? You deserve to have fun too." She shrugged, completely unapologetic. "Now that Wesley's gone half the time. You have needs.""Harley, I can't just–“"I'm not saying throw away the man. I'm saying supplement.” She winked. “Try it. You will thank me."I shoved the box into my drawer, my cheeks burning more. “You are insane.""Maybe." She lay back on her bed, grinning at the ceiling. "But I'm also right.”And undoubtedly, she was. Because later that night, alone in my room, I pulled it out again.I stared at it for a long time, turning it over in my hands, the silicone body was so smooth and cool against my palm. My heart was pounding as I held it. I had never used a vibrator before. It felt so strange, like I was doing something I shouldn’t.But Harley's voice echoed in my head. You have needs.I locked the door, turned off the lights and laid back on my bed, the vibrator still in my hand.I
Love or Lust 23: Apart
Bowie POV"Bowie, I-“He stopped.Whatever he wanted to say just hung there on the edge of his tongue. He swallowed tightly and something flicker behind his eyes… like fear, maybe, or hesitation. Or both.He was staring at me like a man that was utterly in loveMy heart was pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears.Say it please. Say the words.But he didn't, rather he just kissed my forehead again, lingering for a moment before pulling me into his chest."I'm glad you were there today," he said instead.I swallowed the disappointment, burying my face in his shoulder. "Me too."*** The next week was brutal.Midterms hit like a freight train, and Wesley had a whole week away games.We went from seeing each other almost every day to trading texts that got more spaced out as the week wore on.It shouldn't have felt this hard. We had only been together for a few weeks. But every night I laid in my bed, staring at my phone, waiting for his name to light up the screen. I caug
Love or Lust Chapter 57
Yas POV It had been a whole week since I talked to Dian last.I ignored all his constant calls and texts, he even came to Mila’s place to find me, but I just wasn’t ready to talk to him.I was still miserably horny though, but I couldn’t live like that, so i threw myself into my school work
Love or Lust Chapter 55: Broken
Dian POV‘I need some time. I need to think’ The words replayed in my head as I sat in the car in front of my apartment building, my hands gripping the steering wheel.I typed out the first message.‘I am sorry. I should have told you about the texts earlier. I was scared of ruining what w
Love or Lust Chapter 54: Crushed
Yas POV I sat there after Mila left, her words echoing in my head like a song I couldn't shake off.And she wasn't wrong. I had been scared since the very beginning. Scared of wanting him, scared of having him, scared of losing him, and now here I was, standing at the edge of someth
Love or Lust Chapter 52: The Return- 1
Yas POV The morning light felt different today.For the past six days, the sunlight coming through the curtains had been warm and soft, casting over the wooden floors and messy sheets in a golden glow. It felt comforting.But today, the light felt cold and harsh.I sat on the edge of the bed,
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