Ava's pov:
I most definitely didn't imagine my week like this, when I suggested we should plan something for this weekend in the cafe. My mom is driving me home, fuming from the conversation at the hospital."How long has this been going on? How long have you been lying and sneaking around with him?!", she asked as soon as we got home, shocking the hell out of me."What do you even know about us to talk like that!", I screamed. "Shut up! Don't even try to defend what you did! Is this what you were doing whenever you said you are going to Priti's?""Ma, please if you found out this any other way, you wouldn't react like this", I tried to explain."Mmhmm, how would I react any other way when I find that my daughter is sleeping around!", she shouted."Mom! How could you say that?!", I exclaimed disgusted to even hear those words from her. Is she the women I know? I know she was against relationships and obsessed about the status. But, to jump to conclusions this way? She didn't even let me explain!"You tell me how I should take this. Can you possibly imagine what I felt when you said the time like 6 to 10 for god's sake!", her eyes moistened as she sat on the couch."It is already hard for me to balance this family when you never talk to your father properly, just because he works far away and visits us once in months. Now, tell me how possibly should I take this? Why can't you be normal like every other girl in society? Do you have to cause problems with everything?", she said cutting me with every word.I stood there as a lump started to form when she started talking about dad. She knows how emotional that topic is in the house. I am not normal, right? I am not perfect as she wants me to be. All she cares about is her reputation."If you wanted a perfect daughter, you should have given birth to a robot, not a human", I said which landed me another slap."It's not your mistake, it is mine, I have given you the freedom more than necessary. You will never see that boy again and you are not leaving this house until school starts", she said leaving me in the hall.I have been in my room for hours now. I am so irritated with everyone and everything! Something about this situation is amiss. I know she is not happy about the relationship but, she reacted like she was deprived of something! She didn't even let me explain. She just imagined whatever she wanted. I just wanted to know what's happening with Darsh right now. I don't know why but, I have this bad feeling.I have ignored the calls from Abhi, Priti and Virin. And looked for the name I want, to pop up on the screen.It took another hour of waiting, it was almost midnight when a text came, 'can you meet me?'. I got up and ran out to the terrace to meet him at our usual spot.There he stood facing the other side. I tried to look as presentable as I can with the swelling cheek and puffy eyes. When he turned around his expression changed from shock to anger when he saw my cheek.I just hugged him and tried to take a whiff of his scent which calms me every time. But, it did the opposite today. I crumbled as everything that has happened crashed on me.He hugged me back putting on an ice pack on my cheek. I looked at him confused. "Priti told me everything that happened at the hospital.", he said as his jaw clenched."I knew my mom was against relationships but, the way she reacted was totally shocking. I never knew she would be that harsh. She never said anything when I avoided my dad. I thought she understood but, she said she tolerated it. She asked, why can't I be normal?", I said everything that's been killing me for hours now.He just listened patiently. "You know how shocked I was when our moms were full-on criticizing each other. Anyone must have thought they were sworn, enemies", he took my cheeks in his hands which made me flinch a little from the pain. "Sorry", he said releasing my face and settled with the hands."I am sorry I gave us away when I partly knew how they would react", he said looking down at our clasped hands."I love you", I blurted out as his eyes shifted back into mine immediately. He smiled kissing me on the forehead "I love you too"."Baby, this is not some 1960s that we give up just because parents didn't accept it", I said and he chuckled. "I know they are still stuck in the late-era and never be open-minded but, tell me you will never leave me.", I asked him hugging him by the waist, laying my chin on his chest smiling a little to not show how miserable I am inside.He pecked me on the lips and hugged me. What does this mean? ~~~***~~~March 13th, 2015Ava's pov:"You stay right here. Don't pull any other stunt, I'll be back in 10 mins", said my mom leaving me with Kyra and Priti in the hospital room. I nodded keeping my head down. I tried to look as innocent as possible till she left.I released my breath and sat comfortably on the couch at the end."Omg, I am eloping with Darsh. Final!", I cried out leaning back.Kyra snorted while Priti gave me are you serious look. "What? I am serious. Get ready to be an aunt Priti", I said looking serious. "Gosh, stop it. Your mom will through you out the window if she heard you.""It wouldn't be worse than her lecture", I said rolling my eyes. "It's been a week since I saw him. She even took my phone when she caught me coming back after I met Darsh that night", I felt helpless and exhausted mentally."Umm, I am not saying that it's nothing. But, it's better than getting stabbed by a psycho", said Kyra. I felt sorry for her and I am glad that they finally caught the criminal who
Ava's pov:My mom was back from the canteen after a good 15 mins and said we are leaving. I left the door before she could complete the sentence, 'let's go', and she looked at me confused.I was speed walking in the halls when she caught up with me and asked, "Why do look like that?", maybe I am not as good at trying to keep up the blank look. "Nothing", I said gritting my teeth not to shout in the halls. "God, what did you do now?", she mumbled making me stop in my tracks. That's it! "Do you hate me that much that you didn't even give me a choice for who I want in my life?!", I shouted as she halted. "What do you mean?", she looked at me. "When were you going to tell me about the engagement?", I deadpanned as her face shown her realization."Ava, let me explain. It's not as bad as you thin..", she is still defending it! I once again started to walk, not minding the excuse she is giving me leaving her behind.I am sick of this! All that drama and restriction was because of her disap
March 20, 2015Ava's pov:"I just fed you for God sake! let me take a nap", I said dozing off as the dog barked in my ears again. "Aish! What is it?", I said getting up. I started counting my fingers going over the things I did, walking check, feeding check. "What? It's just been a week since I got you! It takes time to remember. Don't give me that look", I said looking at her disapproving eyes. "Oh we had to buy a collar!", I exclaimed and she wagged her tail. "Huh got it, let's go!", I said picking her up. •_____•"Leave it, leave it! It's too expensive! Are you trying to loot me!", I whisper yelled trying to pull the collar she grabbed in her mouth fighting like a kid in toy store. Out of all the cheap ones she could have picked! Gosh, I am not giving in to those dog eyes no! Ugh, I paid for the collar giving up every penny in my purse as she wagged her tail happily with the collar and belt. "Don't flaunt yourself much. There are no other dogs here". I
August 2015Ava's pov:'Please check the number you have dialled'. I heard the same automated voice I got used to over the months. He is not going to come back, how hard is it to accept?I squatted down as I placed a finger over the wall where the immature me wrote D&A in a heart. I looked around the terrace, taking a deep breath as heaviness started creeping in. Every spot here had a memory of us. I was trying to push down the longing feeling when my phone started ringing. "Ava, they are leaving now. Come down", said Abhi. Why did I still hope if it was him who called? How pathetic. "Yeah, I will be there in a minute". •______•"Miss me every day okay!", I laughed as Virin kissed my cheek hugging me."Yeah don't irritate Priti much. She is not used to you as much as me", I said wiping his tears with my sleeves. "Out of all the colleges, he could have applied to!", Priti groaned crossing her arms ready to hop in the car. "I still don't know how they accep
4 years laterApril 2019Ava's pov:"You know how biased you are?", I said rolling my eyes at Arun. "No, I have only one ass", he replied looking back at his body."God! You need to follow better meme pages", I said crinkling my face. "You are just jealous of my timing", I made a gagging face at the smug look on his face."Oh, I can help you stop the puke. Come here", he said before he wrapped his arm around my throat.I stepped right on his toe which made him release me with a yelp. "Don't you dare", I said smirking. "Shit! There goes my nail!", he cried out falling on to me. I supported him as he circled his arm around me. "Who told you to chock me then?", I said helping him get on to the nearest bench in college ground. "What happened here?", came my other friend in this college, Siddi munching on a bag of chips. "She murdered my toe!", overreacted Arun to which she rolled her eyes and asked how did our exam go."Exam went well but, waiting for you is not going well every day. Do
Ava's pov:I crouched down picking up the same card as every day waiting for me on the terrace. I laughed out loud reading the cringe-worthy quote, 'Have enough courage to trust love one more time'.I took that down with me and put it in the pile of cards I have received for years. I took out my phone and dialled the ingenious person. "You are getting sappier each day", I said giggling as he lifted the call. "Well, I don't have to if you have given me chance. It's been years and I am running out of quotes", Said Abhi making me roll my eyes. I paused biting my nail as I didn't know what to say. I don't know if I am ever ready to give a second chance. "Stop worrying much and get down to the lawn. I took Rocher here for a walk", he said. I looked at her bed and realized she was not there. "Ok, on my way", I said and went down to the lawn and saw Rocher bouncing happily with her tongue out around Abhi."It's beyond me how she likes you so much. She just ignores everyone as bugs looking
Ava's pov:"Come on girls! It's just once a week. The least you could do is, ten laps a week", shouted our drill 'instructor'. "Exactly my point sir! We'll be useless not even moving little finger for the other six days and one day is not going to pay! Let us gossip for once", Said Sharon mumbling the last part. Yeah, I agree, we just completed another exam for God sake!"If you seven don't join the others in the next 30 seconds you will be picking wrappers around the college for a month", Came his threat which made the other six of us betray Sharon who was lounging around on the steps. "Argh! Bitches! So much for chatter", she mumbled as she joined us on the sweat bath. "So, what's going on these days. Why is it that Pea brained Ashu is on your back?", Sharon asked panting, it's just been 5 seconds on track.Sharon is the only person other than Siddi and Arun, whom I consider close to a friend in this college. "See! She noticed too! You said I was being paranoid", Said Siddi givin
Ava's pov:"Ma! We still have time, let me just wear a churidar. God will not hate me if I don't go in a saree", I requested as she tried to rearrange it for the millionth time! "God will not but Meera Aunty will flip out. She requested to see you in saree for once", she said adamantly flattening the slight wrinkle. I am not sure if it's just Abhi's mom who is most willing to see me in the saree Because my mom behaved like it's my first day of school all over again while putting on the saree. "Okay, Ava I know you are not a fan of traditional pujas but please don't sleep. If you feel sleepy go somewhere else, like they have 15 rooms in that house! Don't snore in the middle of it like last time", she reprimanded me like I was a kid as she drove us to Abhi's home.I just sat quietly because she will continue for hours. "Say namaste to everyone", she mumbled one last time when we entered their home before she left with a huge smile greeting someone.I searched for Abhi in the big hall