Chapter twenty five

In the wee hours of the morning. When I try to stand up, my legs feel jelly and I give up on standing. I lie still on the bed rewinding the day and what the hell just happened now?

My mind is all back. Whatever happened yesterday was an in-the-moment thing, but the reality of all of it is back. I should not have slept with Luciano with all this going on.

My plan to get someone in my pants worked. But it has gone sideways because I am in love again and this time around with this man lying beside me in bed.

I have brought another heartbreak and pain to my heart once again. Maybe I should have been honest from the start and we would not have been in the state.

I am also blaming myself for having sex without telling Luciano the whole truth that made me come to Casablanca. That I came all the way to get myself pregnant by deceit.

And by the way, I have fallen for him. I want to assure him the plan was no longer what I wanted if I had him by my side.I now know what I have wanted all