As I turn to leave, another page opens on the laptop. It is Don Mauro beside Luciano. My mind is racing, and my gut feeling is already telling i did not escape Don Mauro yesterday. I walk back to the laptop searching for Don Mauro and how he is related to Luciano and what I see makes my body collapse. I had not escaped Don Mauro. I had walked right back into his territory. Don Mauro is Luciano’s uncle. He knew I would try to escape. That’s why he stood just by the bush, waiting for me. They planned this together. Why did I miss the signs? How from nowhere someone would show up in the middle of the forest just by the gate at the time I tried to escape? Don Mauro and Luciano knew each other and my arrival in Casablanca since day one. They planned all this. Just as much as I had planned, they had their plan in motion, too. I thought I planned well. These monsters planned a plan inside my plan. The memories of the times we had spent together with Luciano on the dance floor, the sex,
*** In the few days, I have been living in this house. I have learned that Zia is a woman who lives by the rules. As if sure that I was still planning to escape. She never forgot to lock the door when she came in or went out of my room. On the first day, I played a silent game with her. Not saying a word to her. But it was as if my silent treatment was hitting a brick wall. And to my reaction, her reaction was different. She treated me so well. She did not miss out on making sure I took my medication. I was up every morning, took all three meals the day in time, and was tucked in at night. I kept thinking she was tricking me. I would not fall for this family trick again, but it is the third day today. And I am eagerly waiting for her. I am looking forward to her tea and the notes she writes to me every time she brings me food. I underrated my trauma of missing out on a mother’s love. In this condition with the family of my kidnappers, I should not be feeling attached to thi
“I know you do not trust me. And I know you think the worst of me. And asking you to stay is way beyond what I should ask, but please, I am begging you to stay for a few days.” Stay doing what? Staying would mean they have something more to do to me before they killed me. And my imagination is running weird on the worst scenarios that can happen around serial killers like him. “Well... If you can’t do that, kill me if you must, or send me back to your uncle to put me out of my misery already. “I have had enough. I am going crazy in this room. Because I am quite sure this is not a place I want to stay for a single minute in my remaining life. Stop this.” “I hate hurting you. I hate seeing you like that.” “Then why are you hurting me?” “Because I am so selfish. I thought running away with you and leaving everything behind would give us a fresh start. Keeping you here around me will make you see the real me. And acknowledge me.” Acknowledge my kidnapper. A wanted Mafia? “I am obse
He picks me up bridal style, forces me steady in his arms, and starts walking away in quick steps. “I promised myself to keep you safe until you are back in your home. “Those wolves didn’t look like they were ready for a friendly conversation. Like the one I am offering now. You are so frustrating. Why are you reckless?! Who runs away in the middle of the night while it is raining?” “Then what did you want me to do? Seat and stay locked in there? Should I give up on my life and wait until you choose to end my life while I watch? “Do you know how frustrating that is? I would rather the wolves tear me apart now than spend another day like this. Either way, I die anyway. That awaits me, right?” “Then you should have planned a better escape plan. Not just throwing yourself out like this to get me mad. Or just do nothing because I am not killing you, nor am I letting anyone lay a finger on you.” “Oooh, how reassuring? Does this look like a game to you? What did I do so wrong in this li
“Yes, Keirah. Fourteen days and you won’t have to see me ever again.” I can’t wait for that day when I don’t have to see him. Or anyone related to him. I study his eyes, wondering what he is up to now, A knock at the door and I stay still, with no energy left in me to deal with anything. Especially what this family offers me. Zia walks in, carrying me gently out of the floor. She speaks to me as she rubs tears in my eyes tenderly. “James will clean this up. “Although it's James’s birthday. And I am the only mother he will have anywhere, wherever he will go in the world. “He will have to forgive me for making him clean your mess.”James walks in with cleaning supplies. I would hate it if momma made me clean Anita’s mess and I hate I am putting James through this. I raise my sore eyes at him and mummer. “I am so sorry.” He nods and walks by me, unbothered.“Let’s have you changed into dry clothes.” Zia helps me stand up. When I step on my feet, the pain in my feet comes in full fo
By the next hour, I am already regretting throwing away the food Luciano had brought. I limp down with so much pain in every move to find the family in celebration. Zia and James ignore me as if I am nothing, and it hurts me as I walk back to my room. By the middle of the night. I can’t take it. When Zia walks to lock the door to my room, I plead with her to feed me any leftovers of food and she laughs out loud. James, who I did not know was standing behind the door, walked into my room. Holding a portion of everything we cooked. He makes me sing him a happy birthday song and makes me eat the cake. It is fun and I like it. We then walk downstairs, turn on the music, and dance to celebrate James. We dance, eat, and drink until it is too late. I want to continue, but Zia says it’s time for bed, and I promise myself another time like this tomorrow. With days like this, I might survive the fourteen days that Luciano promised me, and I might go home. And if Luciano is truthful. Aft
The walk to the river is a ticking bomb for me. I now get to see him clearly from head to toe. This man is delicious. Then my grown-ass woman's mind takes over and my first action is to rebel against everything he says. When he walks to the left, I walk to the right, and he must use several minutes to plead with me to listen. I walk down the cliff to test his willingness to let me go unharmed. I want to see how much he cares. When he asks me why I must climb down the cliff, my short answer is it’s the shortest path to Zia and James. When I look at the bottom of the cliff. It’s scary. And I am dizzy. My body is running out of energy. One drop and I am dead. Keirah you are being childish. My grown-ass mind speaks to me.“Are you going to keep around the end of the cliff? That is the end, Keirah. If you are trying to go down one wrong step, you will die. “You look like you are already low in energy. Let's just walk that way and join Zia and James at the river on the other side,” Luc
“I hated the world for taking away the only person who meant everything to me. She had no dreams except to get us out. It was so unfair, and I felt lost. That's what led me to choose wrong. “That's when it all started for me, turning into the dark. Turning into what I should not have turned into. I killed many people who handled her death, thinking it would take away some of this feeling of hurt. “But I still feel it every day. I thought If I revenged her. It would go away. But it never did. However, many people were killed. I still felt the pain of her loss grow every day.” Who is the woman? Is she the woman he is still in love with? Does he have an Erede in his life too? I haven’t heard him speak of a woman with so much love like this. He still loves her. He is madly in love with a dead woman.“I did that for a few years. I do not do it anymore, Keirah. I do not kill people for revenge except to protect myself. This gun here is to protect us. “When I reached the bottom. I felt m