Mia
Nate held me in a tight hug until I had calmed down and stopped shaking. After that, he drove us to a nearby coffee house, where we sat quietly.Warm coffee and chocolate cake in front of us. It was peaceful. Just what I needed right now. My mind kept going back to Steven's words. I couldn't wrap my head around his words.Indeed, he had to be kidding. Mom wasn't a drunk. There was no way she had been drinking and driving, especially if I was in the car with her.Nate fiddled with his fingers, looking at his palms, but staying quiet. He knew I didn't want to talk about it, so I was thankful he wasn't trying to make me talk.I leaned my head on his shoulder, sighing.My phone kept going off, making me irritated. "Maybe you should answer. They might be worried about you," he suggests making me groan inwardly. I closed my eyes, reached into my pocket, and took my phone out.I had missed calls from mom and dad and Bailey and Audrey. I didn't want to answer any of them, to be honest. I'm sure by now, Steven regretted telling me about mom and had to call Audrey to let her know. If that's the case, she went and told dad and mom.Mom and dad are already too busy. I would hate to think they called them and bothered them with this.My phone began to vibrate again, and an incoming call from my sister Nikki came in. I started feeling guilty for not answering them. If Nikki was calling me, it meant they were using the last ultimatum, and they, indeed, were worried about me.I sighed, and Nate turned his body toward me, wrapping his arm around my shoulders. "Answer. They're worried. Just let them know you're okay, and I'll take you home safely." he says, locking eyes with me. His beautiful green eyes made me melt inside.Why does he have this effect on me, even in this dire moment?I nod, giving him a slight smile, and answer Nikki's call."Hi, sis," I say softly."Mia! Hi, baby sister. How are you? Are you ok?" she asks, but I can't help but overhear dad and mom's voices in the back."She answered? Honey, she replied. Oh dear, thank God. Ask her where she is?" Mom says."Oh, my baby... Ask her if she's ok? Is she hurt? Where is she? I swear I'm going to strangle that boy!" dad adds in the back, making me knit my eyebrows."Dad! Relax. Let me talk to her; I'm sure she's okay. And besides, Audrey probably already beat you to it. I bet Steven's hanging by his foot in the tree upfront their home." Nikki says, making me chuckle lightly."Nikki... Nikki?" I call out as they continue to debate amongst themselves."Yeah... Oh, Mia! Where are you? I'm on the road into town now; I'll come to get you.""There's no need. I'm with Nate." I say, looking at him. He gives me a warm smile, showing off his dimples."We're having coffee together. I'll be home in a bit.""Oh... Nate, huh? You naughty girl." she says, laughing."Ouch!" she says after I hear a smack. My guess is either mom or dad smacked her for saying that. My face got red, even though I knew it was most likely that Nate didn't hear what she said."Nikki, you know it's not like that.""Uh-huh. Anyway, I just got out of school, so I thought I'd drop by to see you and Bailey. But... Then Audrey called us, told us what had happened, and...." she pauses and sighs profoundly, and my eyes water.I can hear her choking up. She sighs and clears her throat, "Are you ok, sis? You know I'm here if you ever need to talk, ok? I know you have questions, so dad is taking the weekend off to come to visit as well. We'll be at Audrey's home in a few more minutes. Take your time coming back, ok? We'll wait for you just... Come home, ok?" She says, making me nod as if she could see me.I closed my eyes, feeling the tears fall. "Ok. I'll be home in a bit. Bye." I say, hanging up.Nate pulls me by my shoulder, making me rest on his shoulder as he rubs my arm up and down softly. "It's all going to be ok, Mia. I'm here for you. Your family loves you; you know that. I'm sure if they kept this from you, it was just to protect you."I move my head down, closing my eyes tighter as tears roll down. I know that may be the case, but it hurts to think that all this time... My mom was at fault for the accident and not the other girl. Meanwhile, I've been resentful toward another girl for taking my mom away.Nate and I talked for a while until I felt ready to go home. He then drove me home, making me laugh the whole way. I was so happy to have found him on the way. If it weren't for him, I would probably still be walking and crying. He sang, joked around, and laughed with me. The whole ride, he held my hand, unwilling to let go."Are you sure you'll be ok? I can stay a little longer. Or we can have a cup of coffee if you'd like?" Nate insisted, making me chuckle as I lowered my sight from him to avoid him seeing my rose-toned cheeks."Another one? I might just become a coffee addict if I keep hanging around you." I say, making him chuckle. "M just glad you're ok now. You gave me a big scare back there with that panic attack."I haven't suffered from a panic attack in so long. I hate them. I was so glad that he was around. I don't know what could have happened if he hadn't left the party earlier and found me. "I know... I'm sorry. And thank you for... For everything. And the coffee and cake.""My pleasure, Mia. I'm just glad you're ok. Remember, you can call me anytime. I'm here for you." he says, making me smile. I couldn't help but stare at his dimples. They made his smile even sexier, and his bright green eyes looked dazzling, with the sunset hitting them just perfectly."I'll be ok.""Are you sure?" he asks, making me want to ask him to stay, but the fact that he and Andrea have been in an on-and-off relationship for so long makes me doubt whether I should even try. I'm so attracted to him, but there are so many cons against the pros of pursuing something more than a friendship with Nate. Besides, sooner or later, I have to face everyone and demand the truth.And I have to be able to do this alone. Even if the truth hurts me... I need to know.💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨Mia"Thanks for everything, Nate." I say politely and reach over, cupping his cheek. I ;ran forward to kiss his cheek, seeing his big smile, but he moves, making our lips meet again. I can't help but feel butterflies in my stomach. I pull away just ha;f an inch, looking at his eyes. He bites his bottom lip and I can't help but give in again, leaning in and kissing him. It's so hard to resist him, but believe me, I would not be doing this if I knew he was still with Andrea. His kiss is soft, molding perfectly with my lips and tongue. His hand cups my face, interlacing his fingers with my hair as he pulls me closer. I want to keep kissing him, but... No. I can't. I pull away, gasping for air. We are panting, our breath erratic. He places his forehead against mine, closing his eyes. "I'm... I'm sorry. I got carried away." he apologizes and I can't help it as my lips tug into a smile. "Nate, it's ok. We uhm... We both did. I think. I need to go." I whispered, feeling his hand in the b
MiaI braced myself for what else was to come, looking between dad, Nikki, and my stepmom, Phoebe. "Ok, talk," I demanded, folding my hands over my chest. I clenched my jaws looking sternly between the three. I was tired of being treated like a child. I know technically, was seen as the baby of the house; that is, until Bailey and Phoebe joined the family, making Bailey the youngest. She was a month and a half younger than me. And even then, I feel like they treat her with more respect than me, trusting her more. Dad looks at mom with slight concern, rubbing the back of his head and clearing his throat. He was ready to talk, when the door jolted open. "Hello, hello! I'm home!" Bailey yells as she comes into the room, clearly intoxicated. I look at her in shock, this wasn't like her. She has never drunk before, and she's practically a hermit when it comes to parties. She doesn't like going to parties, doesn't like to socialize, or any of the sorts to be honest. She's...well... I g
Third Person POVThough Mia had high hopes of avoiding Nate, it became impossible to do so. The two spent all summer long. They went everywhere together, did everything together, and even slept over at each other's house. Now, before you get ahead of yourself, they never did the thing. They did nothing more than kiss here and there. He knew he was falling madly in love with her, more than he already was. But- he was willing to give her space until she was ready to say yes to being his girlfriend. They became like best friends, glued by the hip; talked on the phone until late and even fell asleep while still talking to each other. Mia wasn't ready to do anything else, and besides, she knew the school year was coming soon, and she had to face reality. He would probably go back to Andrea, and she would have no choice but to be placed back into the friend zone, where she thought she belonged. Boy- was she wrong.✨✨✨✨✨MiaI wanted to enjoy my last night of summer with my friends and Na
Third Person POVThough Mia had high hopes of avoiding Nate, it became impossible to do so. The two spent all summer long. They went everywhere together, did everything together, and even slept over at each other's house. Now, before you get ahead of yourself, they never did the thing. They did nothing more than kiss here and there. He knew he was falling madly in love with her, more than he already was. But- he was willing to give her space until she was ready to say yes to being his girlfriend. They became like best friends, glued by the hip; talked on the phone until late and even fell asleep while still talking to each other. Mia wasn't ready to do anything else, and besides, she knew the school year was coming soon, and she had to face reality. He would probably go back to Andrea, and she would have no choice but to be placed back into the friend zone, where she thought she belonged. Boy- was she wrong.✨✨✨✨✨MiaI wanted to enjoy my last night of summer with my friends and Nat
MiaThe silence was inevitable. We stood facing each other in silence for what felt like forever, though maybe it was just for a minute or two. I glanced out toward the water, seeing how the moon's reflection glistened over it. "Listen, Mia, I," I turned toward him at the same time he spoke, "Nate, I," we both apparently wanted to cut the silence at once, speaking in unison, making each another laugh. He turns his body toward me, sighing deeply. I hate to say it, but I want to be with him. I'm tired of pushing him off and making myself aside for someone else. Then I do something stupid like dating someone else to stop thinking about. It's bad- I know. But I guess I figured dating someone else would take him off my mind. But who am I kidding? The only one being fooled here is me."Mia, listen. About back there," he says rubbing the back of his head. "I know you saw Andrea kiss me, but, I just want to clarify, Andrea and I are over. There is nothing between us. I... I pushed her away
Mia (Next Day) I was finishing up getting ready for school. I was rather excited to start this year. I already began looking into universities to attend next year. I'm not sure which to go with though. Nate is thinking of NYU since that's where his dad graduated from, but he's got USC as a second choice since that's where his mom graduated from. I'm indecisive right now. I don't even know what to study, or what career to pursue. It's making me a bit nervous. I didn't even think of looking into universities until the middle of the year if I'm being totally honest, but it was Nate's mom that made me realize. I should be already thinking ahead. Both of my sisters Audrey and Nikki gave it all figured out. Audrey is a teacher at a middle school here in town, and Nikki will be graduating from medical school next year, and starting her internship soon after at a big hospital in Nashville. But as for me? I have no clue what I want to be. Bailey is also thinking of being a history teacher.
Mia (later that day)I sat in the passenger seat of Nate's car. Since it was just him and I today, he had brought his car. He usually drives his dad's SUV when we go out as a group, but his car is a beauty. He drives a really pretty black cherry Challenger. I am in love with his car, and he takes pride in taking care of it.But- even sitting in that car did not take away my nerves. We were parked outside Sandra's home. The same hone I came yelling at her when mom's tenth year of death anniversary came by. I feel so ashamed of myself right now. I was so rude to her. I cried as I yelled profanities, telling her how it wasn't fair that she was allowed to live while my mom died in that wreck. How I still cried when having nightmares, waking up in a sweat as my dreams played a repeat of that day. I know I was too small when it happened, but I still remember, it because it was the same day my sister Audrey was graduating from high school. A day we should have been celebrating, and instead
MiaNerves in hand, I took a seat next to her and sighed. "Look, Sandra... I know last time I came to your house I... I was rude and," She puts her hand up, closing her eyes, "Stop. Before you start giving me all this pity shit. You're right... You were rude, and you ruined my day. You have no idea," she says as her eyes become watery. "How much I have hated myself all this time. How at many points I have asked myself, maybe I wasn't so innocent, it could be my fault. I get it... You hate me because you lost your mom, and you were so young, you had to grow up without her, but guess what? I was just a teen." she says, making me feel awful."I was on my way to a friend's house that day," she says after pausing for a few moments. "My mom had just gifted me that car. And, I wanted to show it off to my friend. We were going to drive off to celebrate my sixteenth birthday. I was so excited." she says, sniffling, but sounding ecstatic about the memory. I had always wanted my car, and my par