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Nate I'm groggily tired as the morning comes, desperately missing Sarah’s touch. I should’ve brought a clothing item or something with her scent. I would be like a toddler in the nursery, hugging Mum’s scarf, but I don't care. In the perfectly silent morning, my engine is the only disturbing sound, so I’m not surprised to see Daniel opening the door for me before I walk up to their porch. “Good morning,” he greets me. “Hi, Daniel,” I reply, stepping closer and shaking his hand. “Is there something wrong? Would you like to discuss the latest attacks? I’m going to Gabriel’s office after breakfast,” he asks with furrowed brows. “No, I need to talk to Avery about something personal,” I explain because he is right to be curious. I’ve never been to their home, and we discuss pack business in the packhouse’s offices. He looks at me suspiciously but steps away to let me in. “She is in the kitchen.” “It’s about her sister Sarah,” I add quickly, feeling jealousy coming from him. Even tho
Nate My mind buzzes with questions as I leave Avery and Daniel’s house. The loneliness I feel without Sarah taints the comfortable feeling of being home. On my way to Gabriel’s office, familiar faces wave at me, and the desire to tell everyone about my mate surges. Dante puffs his chest, displaying his happiness that we are taken. While parking at the packhouse garage, a patrol guard mind-links me that a rogue attack is happening at the border. I quickly abandon my car and shift, asking for specific directions. The trees whizz past in a blur as Dante increases speed. Fresh snow splatters behind us from each paw as we swiftly maneuver around trees. His expert moves make me stunned to this day. He is fully alert and focused when we arrive at the scene and wastes no time jumping into the fight. I access five rogues against our three warriors and quickly push off a rogue of a grey wolf with white ears, whom I recognize as Flynn. I go after it and bite his leg. Keeping it in my jaw, I sh
Nate Dante’s been silently healing me as we drive to the prison, and the pain is entirely gone by the time we arrive. “How are you?” I ask him, knowing that it takes a lot from him to heal me. “Still busy,” he gruffs like I’m offending him with the question. “I’m working on getting through this barricade that keeps your memories.” “We’ll find a witch to help us lift the spell.” I don’t know if any other witch can reverse this spell or only the one who cast it. He only grunts in reply, and I wish we would be on better terms right now. He is holding on to his resentment because I don’t feel the bond, and my memories get erased, which is stupid considering the fact that none of it is my fault. I sigh in frustration, wiping my face with both hands. Still, I let him off the hook because I know how important this is for both of us. We keep prisoners in a building on the outskirts of the town. Each rogue is in a different cell. The two we brought today are waiting in the questioning roo
Nate For the past three days, I have been visiting our allies. I met three of our closest neighbors on the first two days. As I had suspected, none of them had experienced the rise in border attacks that we had. I didn’t give away anything about Mark or what we suspected, but they came to the conclusion that our pack was the target, and they assured me they’d aid us if necessary. Yesterday, though, the things I saw in two of the packs I visited made me suspicious. I only met the Beta in both packs, claiming that their Alpha family went on a trip, but they kept referring to them in past tense like they were dead. I hid that I recognized it and sent two observers to each pack. We might be allies, but they are hiding something. Many members of our pack come from other packs, thanks to the numerous mating balls my mother hosted over the years. This comes in handy when we need information. We have family ties with both of these packs, and I sent our people for a ‘family visit.’ They will
Sarah It’s been four days since Nate left, and the snow-scented candles I ordered arrived today. Yeah, it shows precisely my current mental state. Let’s hope I’ll have a good night’s sleep for the first time since he left. We’ve been texting, and he called every evening. He has been sweet, but I can’t allow myself to imagine too much into it. I’m stronger than that. He is gone, and I need to move on with my life just as I always do. I immerse myself in the things I love. Work, training, friends. Work, training, friends. Abby’s bedtime story has three more pages, but she is fast asleep, so I tuck her duvet and join Len in their kitchen. I spent every free minute with them since Nate left. Less time to think about my heartbreak, right? She looks like she wants to talk as she holds a cup of tea for me. I wonder what it is about, but she asks about Nate, and I collapse into a chair. The truth is I’ve been holding back my tears for days, so she only needs to say his name, and they are r
Nate I stab my fork into the scrambled eggs on my plate and swallow through my anger. Our talk with Sarah was a disaster. She was not ready to talk about her wolf, and I made things worse. "Maybe, accusing her of suppressing her wolf was a bad start." "I know, Dante, thank you," I answer sulkily for the hundredth time. His anger fuels my regret, which kept me up all night. It was the worst possible approach. I was so excited to tell her what I found out that I didn’t think through the meanings of my words. I push away my plate and sit back in my chair. The packhouse cafeteria is slowly filling up with primarily hungry warriors coming in after their morning training. As I scan the crowd- jealousy eats at me each time I see a mated couple- my eyes meet Lissa’s as she stands with a filled plate in her hands. Her smile brightens upon meeting mine as I force it on my face. Unclenching my fist to wave at her has never been this tough, but I’m determined to focus on anything other tha
Sarah The running belt rushes under me at a steady but fast pace, tainted with my sweat as I exhaust myself. Since Nate left, I have had more and more pent-up energy each day. I run longer and faster than ever, train, and hit harder. Maybe my anger towards myself for falling for Nate again pushes me to extremes. I’m not sure, but it is wild. Not to mention my sexual appetite. I wake up every day turned on by a dream I had about him. Every fucking morning. My vibrators are exhausted at this point, and I have never spent this much money on batteries. And throughout the day? It could be lunch with colleagues when a scent hits me, and I suddenly think of licking Nate’s chest and my panties getting soaked. I go to work with two spare underwear. Again: it is wild. Running and working out help a bit, but I’m still frustrated and excited at the same time. It seems like I can’t tire myself out. We talk almost every day. He is still the same loving idiot he was when we spent the weekend to
Sarah Tingles take over my body as Nate holds me closer. Is this really happening? Are we mates? Did he know? Needing answers asap, I pull back from him slightly to see his face, not having the power to remove my hands from his shoulders. He has the biggest smile, his dimples sinking on both sides, eyes squinting in happiness. A chaste kiss on my lips before he answers. “Dante says we are, but I don’t actually feel the bond. I went home to look into it, but rogue problems escalated, and I didn’t have enough time to get all the answers.” His brows draw closer in such a cute way that I haven’t seen before. I step back, sitting down on my bed with shaking legs. Nate moves synchronously with me to sit next, still hugging me with one hand. How is this possible? “What is it that you should feel with the mate bond?” I glance at him. The blood in my ears pulsates, blurring every sound. “Well, usually, you recognize your mate by their scent. You can smell it in a crowded room. The scent is