It’s her again.
You would think seeing her last night, and again this morning would deter me from staring at her so much. Especially since she was in less clothes than she has on now. I look over at her, my hands making her fresh, drip coffee, she’s in a blue blouse that stretches over breasts–– I know how they look underneath the clothes, yet something about her in these clothes make me twitch.
“Shit!”
My eyes widen in fear and shock, her eyes had been on her phone when she stretched out her hand to accept the hot beverage from me, only skin brushing for less than a second, her smooth skin on mine, making my brain go into overdrive and I spilled the liquid on the same hands that gripped the sheets around her tightly last night, as she waited for an orgasm that never came.
We both went to bed frustrated. That’s how I knew she was getting macrons with her coffee today instead of cake.
“I’m so sorry.” I murmur, helping her with tissues.
My ears burn with embarrassment as other patrons turn to look at us, me rather, the ones in line wouldn’t want drip coffee this morning.
“It got on my blouse too.”
Her voice is soft and warm, laced with frustration, I bite my lip, trying to ficus on the situation before my manager would barge in. Yet, my body reacts strongly to her voice, I never heard it before, she usually placed her order on the app, and wait to collect it.
She mutters something before turning around and walking in the direction of the ladies room, I couldn’t stand there and watch, so I ask someone to cover for me before I hurry after her. She had already slipped inside when I get to the door, and it is the female washroom after all. I bite my lip again, looking left and right, making sure nobody would see me, then I place the hazard sign in front and slip inside.
“What are you doing in here??!” she asks in horror when she sees me.
All of my words disappear into my throat. She had taken off her shirt… I had seen them before, yet nothing compares to seeing them right now, so close.. so beautiful.. the skin is as milky as the rest of her, smooth and soft too, I imagine touching them, like I have down for the past two weeks.
“Stephen?!”
That gets my attention. Many times I imagine she called my name, but she has never known my name.
“I read it off your name tag.” She explains, running a frustrated hand through her hair. The movement pulls me back in, and I cannot help myself, I have to turn around. Why isn’t she hiding herself from me? She is too frustrated to know? I turn around then. The only gentleman act in me.
She gasps, I assume she now realizes she was semi naked in front of a man she only knows as her server.
“I will pay for the dry cleaning, I am so sorry, I didn’t mean..”
“That’s not the only thing you have to pay for.”
I blink, still facing the other side of the female washroom, which I shouldn’t have entered in the first place, what if she wasn’t the only one in here? I don’t really think when it came to Regina Vega, I haven’t thought in weeks where she was concerned.
“The coffee? I will pay for that too..” Drip coffee is expensive, but the owner, Fred, lets us have a cup or two for free per month, I haven’t had drip coffee yet or my coffee for the month.
“Not that. You got a good look at my chest just now, didn’t you? I need to do the same.”
This time I whirl around. My face is flaming from embarrassment. She has the blouse placed on her chest, hiding them from my view. I hide my disappointment.
My eyes cast to my feet, and I fix my glasses that almost slip from my face. Pressing my lips together, i try not to panic, trying to understand her words, surely she isn’t asking to see my chest… and from the set look in her eyes, she isn’t going to change her mind.
“Well? Mr. Stephen, we haven’t got all day.”
There are a plethora of things she doesn’t know about me. Here’s one, nobody has seen my chest, not even at the pool, since I don’t go.. and nobody has asked to see them either. Nobody does when all you do is stay at home.
Slowly, I reach out, my fingers hesitating more than once, to unbutton the standard shirt for the estate’s coffee place. White shirt, green collar, plain, with the name of the establishment crested on the side.
“I never really have time to work out.” I murmur, keeping my eyes on the tiles and swallowing.
She makes an impatient sound at the back of her throat, I still don’t look at her face, the tips of my ears are burning, I can feel it.
This is a moment I should feel proud of, she asked to see my chest, even if it’s only because I saw her’s first. It’s a giant leap from virgin, yet I feel like I should have something more to give.
The last button is at the top, since I worked from the bottom, my finger hovers above it for a few seconds too long, because she helps undo the button, and pulls the shirt away from my body.
I shut my eyes immediately.
“You lied.” she says, a little breathless.
I peel one eye open, and while the scene looks like a dream in front of me, it is real. She is shorter than I am, standing so close to me that my heart starts beating furiously. Her eyes are glued on my chest. I try to cross my legs so she doesn’t know how hard I am right now.
She looks like she is cataloging what she is seeing in front of her, I know there’s nothing to see. Since I know how muscular the guys she brings back home are, they look like they eat muscles for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
“You are just the perfect size actually.”
That snags my attention and I look down to what she is seeing. I do work out, only a little, since I have little to nothing to do on my off days. Nothing too rigorous..
“Perfect size?” I echo.
She rolls her eyes and pulls my shirt back to my body, taking a step back and letting me breathe, yet I am disappointed that it ended too quickly, I want to point out that I stared much longer than that, however, I know how that sounds, so I keep mute.
“Give me your shirt.” she says flippantly.
My eyes bulge from her request. She rolls her eyes again.
“You said you were going to pay for dry cleaning, do it, and bring it to me later, I can’t wait around for it, I have a really important meeting I cannot miss.”
I don’t see how she is going to pair this ugly shirt and her beautiful, and elegant black pants, but I move to take it off. She puts out her hand and stops me.
“Not this one, surely you wore something else, you couldn’t have come in this.” she looks at the shirt like the atrocity it is.
I nod, I wore a hoodie, not sure it would par well with the pants, but it is definitely better than this shirt I am wearing.
“Wait right here.” I tell her before bolting out of the washroom and into the changing room, my locker is in front, something I have always hated since people love to converse right in front of it when I have to change and I can’t say anything.
Now I am grateful, picking up the hoodie, I notice I am excited. Maybe because the most beautiful woman I have ever seen, the most confident, with a body that makes my body shake with orgasm after orgasm, is going to be wearing my hoodie.
“I am going to have lunch at Huddlestones, you know Huddlestones?” she asks, lifting her hair up to wear the hoodie she murmured not bad for when I brought it. It’s only a gray hoodie, nothing too much.
I nod, too excited to speak, she is wearing the clothes I wore this morning, just few hours ago, I should have put more thought into picking it out. Yet, it looks good on her, it’s big sure, her boobs are still peaking, yet the curve of her waist is hidden. She makes anything look good.
She puts the shirt in my hands.
“Two o’clock, don’t be late, and don’t wear that shirt.”
I watch her eat.The way she brings the spoonful of food to her lips, eyes smiling as she ate, sends a stab of guilt right to my stomach. I could have gotten us something better for dinner, we didn’t have to go out. But I wasn’t expecting her back, not tonight anyway. The curry had been an overbuy. My hand accidentally buying her share even after knowing where she had been. Who she had been with.She is here, and maybe I am pathetic, but I am grateful she is, i feel good that she raced all the way here. I tell her about the art competition I saw online, her eyes bulge. I try to play it off as cool, painting over what I was already working on. “Oh my god! This is good news! News worth celebrating with wine.” she gasps.I shrug, like her excitement wasn’t contagious, like my chest isn’t warm.“I said I am participating, I haven’t won.”“Yet. But that doesn’t matter, signing up is a step forward and I am so proud you took that step.” My hands pause, and so does my breathing.It’s
Shit. Shit. Shit.I had no idea it was already so late.Of course.Whenever I was with Johnson he had the ability to somehow bend time. Nothing was ever right when it came to him. Trying Hosea’s phone number one more time, and I am met with the same earlier story, he had turned off his phone. I rush up the stairs to his apartment, using the key, I find the apartment empty.My fingers drag through the strands of my hair, I tug on it in the way he does that instantly startles my nerves, it doesn’t help this time. He had called me more than ten times. I had put my phone on silence, and didn’t have time to check it. Another sign and symptom of Johnson, he made everything about himself, every damn time. Again, I try to call him.“Where are you?”It’s way past dinner time, and he doesn’t have work at the mart today. There’s one place he must have gone.Rushing back outside, i drive to the art center, as I drive, I pray to whoever was listening that he was there. Sure enough, his ca
You’re just friends.Friends who happen to be sleeping together.But this scene in front of me… She quickly shakes his hand off hers. But I can’t stop looking at where his hands had just been. “I have been looking everywhere for you, and when I heard you moved here… I just had to come…” Regina gives him a smile. The sight churns my belly.“Let’s talk about it elsewhere.” she says, turning away from me and walking out of the door. Johnson follows bwhind her like a lost puppy. Inside me feels like she had pushed her hand through my chest and was squeezing down hard on my heart. Returning to my station, hands make people’s coffee, my mind however, keeps reeling.She called him Johnson.He held her like he knows her. Like a flash, it hits me.The ex her best friend was talking about.The same one she loved more than life itself.I swallow hard. My eyes remain on the door the rest of my shift. None of them return.Back at home, I am restless. I keep checking my phone for a message fr
He roughly plucks me from the sink. I drop to the ground effortlessly.Turning me around to face the mirror, his fingers tug at the waist band of my pants, eyes meeting mine in the mirror, as if asking for permission. I nod once and the air hits my bare ass.In the mirror, I see my lip slip between my teeth as I bite lightly on the skin.My head rolls back when he massages my ass in the palm of his hands, spreading the cheeks, letting the cold air hit my core. I squeeze my legs together in response.His right hand pushes my waist downwards, as he stands by my entrance. “Have I ever said how pretty your pretty pussy is?” he breathes,His fingers coming up to my open slit, slowly, from bottom up, he slips his fingers between my folds. I let out a breathy moan.“Vanessa…” he moans.My fists clutch tightly, eyes rolling to the back of my head. His fingers play with my juices, fondling both lips, caressing them gently, softly, like he is trying to get coated in me. Then he dips one f
I can’t face Hosea.Admitting that Lara is right feels like I am betraying him and maybe I am, maybe I am not. But it doesn’t feel good. Am I scared I would turn out to be the Regina from before? The one that had been so lost she couldn’t see past her toes, and ended up falling from grace? Yes.I am actually terrified of being her again.But that is only bound to happen if I fall in love with Hosea. What we have now is the farthest thing from love. The kind of relationship that would’ve sent old Regina into a frenzy.Shaking my head and clearing the thoughts. Now is not the time for it. It shouldn’t be the time for their shift yet. So I look through the Mart’s website for Thea’s full name, and when I find it, I search for her on social media. She is quick and easy to find since she uses her real name instead of some made up one. Luckily, she also agrees to meet for a few minutes before her shift. “I really don’t want to meet up with you.” she says with a sharp look in her eyes
And he does.His hands hold my hips in place as he slams into me from beneath my body. I don’t have time to breathe, or catch my breath. My head lolls backwards as his thrusts gets even deeper, pushing farther and farther into my body as he does. “Oh. shit. Hosea…” I cry,Hands clutching his until my knuckles turn white.My eyes roll to the back of my head as my body bounces on top of his. The wet sounds, the slapping of skin, our groans and moans, are the sounds that fill the room. He buries his face between the crook of my neck, his breath is warm, and comes out shivering. “I love being inside you so much.” he pants.There’s no reply to be found from me as I my words are stuck at the back of my throat, the only sounds I am capable of making are cries and breathy moans. “so warm… so fucking good.” he whispers in a tight voice.His strokes are even faster, harder.I know what it means. His hold on me is a death grip as he slams into me. Pushing himself further, and further into m