Chapter 15

Seraphina

A trembling breath escapes me instantly, my body stupidly reacting in ways I never knew about, my hips twitching slightly toward his touch.

This feels nothing like before. No man has ever touched me this way before. Not even my actual husband, Raze.

Evander watches my face carefully as his fingers move again and another helpless sound slips from my throat, heat flooding between my legs embarrassingly fast.

His thumb brushes gently against a sensitive spot and my entire body jerks. I grab his wrist to be certain he doesn't pull his hand away.

His breathing roughens slightly, then suddenly he pulls his hand away completely, despite my grip.

I stare at him in shock. “Why did you stop?”

He takes a deep breath. “Just lie down and open your legs. I’ll fuck you and let my wolf reach yours.”

Disappointment hits me so fast it surprises even me. “But…” I hesitate. “I liked what you were doing.”

The silence afterward is deafening. I immediately realize what I just admitted and my face burns alive.

Did I seriously say that out loud? But it’s true, I already stupidly miss his touch. Goddess! What is really wrong with me? Why this sudden attraction?

I slowly reach for his hand before I lose all courage, “I understand this is just to heal my wolf,” I whisper softly. “But it will also be my first.”

His eyes snap to mine instantly, making my heart pound so violently. I take a deep breath, summoning all the courage I probably need.

“So…” I continue nervously, “can you make it seem like it means something?”

His brows knit together.

“A little bit sweetly memorable at least,” I murmur.

For several seconds, he says nothing. He just stares into my eyes, his gaze then slowly moves to my lips.

Then suddenly he grabs my waist and kisses me, the tube slipping from my fingers immediately, hitting the floor with a soft thud.

My breath catches against his mouth. His kiss is nothing like I imagined, so deep, passionate and consuming like he’s been restraining himself this entire time.

One moment I’m standing there trying to breathe properly, the next I’m gasping softly against his mouth as he walks me backward slowly.

My back suddenly meets the wall as he presses against me fully, one hand gripping my waist while the other slides upward, tangling into my hair as he deepens the kiss even more.

Goddess. My entire body melts.

Instinctively, my hands rise around his neck, fingers curling there tightly as though I need him to keep me standing.

The kiss becomes slower, hungrier and even makes me want more as every brush of his lips sends pulses of warmth between my thighs.

To my surprise, I actually chuckle breathlessly against his lips.

He pauses slightly, his forehead resting briefly against mine as though he’s trying to gather control. Then he tilts my chin upward gently, forcing me to meet his lustful gaze.

“Do you have any fantasies for your first time?” he asks quietly.

The question makes my cheeks burn instantly. Regardless, I shake my head quickly. “No.”

I have never really thought about details, only that I wanted to feel loved and cherished by Raze.

A corner of his mouth twitches faintly as his mouth moves slowly against my skin, each kiss sending sharp tingles down my spine.

My head falls back against the wall automatically, giving him more access. “Evander…” I whisper shakily.

His hand slides downward again, directly in-between my legs, touching the surface of my v.

I suck in a sharp breath as I let the sensation overwhelm me.

“So fucking responsive,” he mutters against my neck. His fingers begin moving slowly inside me and my entire body jerks.

A moan escapes my lips instantly, pleasure curling tightly inside my stomach, spreading through every inch of me like fire. My thighs tremble around his hand as he continues thrusting his fingers deeper, slower, curling them in ways that make my breathing turn ragged.

Oh Goddess. I can’t think. I can barely stand. My hips move instinctively against his hand, chasing the feeling without shame now.

Another broken sound spills from my lips.

He groans softly. “Fuck,” he mutters. “You’re dripping.”

My head lifts from the wall slowly, I stare at him through half-lidded eyes, breathing heavily. Then the words leave my mouth before I can stop them.

“Fuck me like I’m going to die tomorrow.”

For one second, he freezes. Then he chuckles deeply against my throat. “Easy, wife.” His gaze locks onto mine as his fingers move faster suddenly.

I gasp loudly, gripping his shoulders harder. Everything inside me tightens instantly, my hips still rocking helplessly against his hand. I don’t even realize I’m doing it until his eyes darken further.

“Fuck,” he groans softly again. “Keep doing that.”

“I…I don’t know what I’m doing..”

“just don’t stop.” His voice is rough now.

So I keep moving, keep chasing the unbearable pleasure building inside me as the sensation grows deeper and stronger like something tightening tighter and tighter low in my stomach until I can barely breathe anymore.

My fingers clutch his shoulders desperately. “Evander…”

“It’s alright, baby,” he murmurs, kissing my jaw softly while his fingers thrust faster. “Feel free.”

That’s all it takes and pleasure crashes through me so violently I cry out loudly, my body trembling against him as the sensation tears through every nerve inside me.

My legs nearly give out completely but he catches me easily, holding me firmly against his chest while I shake through it.

Goddess. What just happened? I’ve never felt anything like that before.

He stares at me for a moment before laughing softly under his breath. “Well done,” he murmurs. “My perfect slutty virgin wife.”

A breathless laugh escapes me too. That was awesome. I'm not supposed to enjoy this but I do. Right now, I don't care if this is about healing my wolf or about me pretending to be someone else. I just enjoy this so much and I don't even know why.

His expression softens unexpectedly, “ now permit me to worship your body.”

My heart skips strangely, a shy smile reaching my lips.

Immediately, he kneels before me.

I gasp softly as he lifts me effortlessly, positioning my legs over his shoulders. “W-what are you doing?”

“Shh.”

Then suddenly his mouth presses between my thighs, my entire body jerking violently.

“Oh Goddess…”

The sensation is unbearable. His tongue moves against me slowly at first, making heat explode through me all over again. My fingers instantly tangle into his blonde hair as another moan escapes me loudly.