I am so ashamed that I was born as a healer!First, let me tell you about my clan so you can understand my resentment toward my own clan.Healers are humanoid beings with a superior ability to heal. We are knowledgeable in medicine and apothecary. We know the herbs and simples that can restore vitality, ease pain, anesthetize, and neutralize poisons, and with our varying abilities, we can divine a being's state of health or sickness.Pre-awakening healers are just skilled at creating medicines, but once our major powers awaken, we can heal anyone with a single touch or command, depending on how huge our awakenings are.However, despite how divinely and reposefully our ability was, the healer as itself was not. Healers have a divinely beautiful and holy-like aura suitable for our healing ability, yet behind the saintlike front and godly beauty are just a bunch of vicious creatures.Yes, I include myself. I never considered myself good either. The only difference between me and the rest
I really don't want to leave.I'd always pick the Lycan territory if they were to ask me where I preferred to stay.However, I can't save my son if I keep staying here. I don't think Winston will let me move freely either. That is why I decided to leave and search for our son on my own.Naturally, I can leave without my friends help; I came here of my own free will, and I can leave of my own free will too, but I also can't leave them here since they came here because of me. I can't believe they have to stay here and act like mere humans just to keep an eye on my safety. I bet staying here with that disguise is not an easy thing. I appreciate them, and I would not want to bring them more trouble. Also, I will make sure to tell them later that they shouldn't follow me like this again.And as for my Winston, I bet he'd be furious, but I doubt he'll be sad. It won't matter if he's furious at my disappearance. I'll just make up with him when I get back since I'm going to come back after I
The terror in Winston's expression is like a mystery to me.Is he really scared that I am going away, or is he worried that he will lose the clue to where my clan's location is?I would not know the answer since I was the one who got away.I couldn't fully think of it yet, since I immediately took care of Drocer first. He instantly became limp as soon as we reappeared inside my office in Ademordna, a human city.I poured my power into restoring Drocer's mana, and after a few moments of being in pain, he could stand up again. He then used his restored mana to instantly clean our bodies because of how dirty and smelly we were after crawling in the sewer."Now that we are back, can all of you give me a report?" I asked as I sat comfortably in my office chair, but before I could even hear what they could share about my three-year coma in lycan territory, I jolted up from my seat and pointed my finger at the lycan standing casually behind everyone."Rowan!" I exclaimed.Rowan awkwardly smi
"Are you sure you don't want us to help?" Kila asked for the third time. They had already detailed everything I should know, and now I am asking them to return to their own place. They left their own business just to stay closely with me in Lycan territory. I know how concerned they are as my friends, but it's more of a burden than a help. I have to think of them while I take care of myself."Okay, see you around.""Don't forget to call us.""Don't worry us so we don't have to do things like this.""Stop helping those who are ungrateful."One by one, they left my office, leaving with different reminders. I had hoped to finally concentrate on my search for William, but one of my seven friends has yet to leave. He just stood close to the window while watching our friends walk out of my building. Actually, I didn't hear him speak even when we were on the run. What's his problem?"Why aren't you leaving yet, Cloud?" I asked without looking in his direction. I am worried about his concern,
Cloud should always smile, as his paleness and delicate features make him look less sickly. I know he is not physically weak, but the natural look of vampires really gives me the impression that they would die anytime soon, even though they are actually living dead.Despite how pretty his smile is right now, he still irritates me.I give up on making him leave and just accept his offer of lending me a hand.Please don't follow me inside the healer territory if we find it, okay?He asked, "Why, can't I?""There is no chance of me not coming back because they will expel me from the territory once they know I arrived." I said while sternly looking straight into his eyes. "If you don't want to be treated like exotic food, don't follow me.""All right, I always want you to be free."As I didn't have time to keep understanding all of his comments, I simply ignored his comment. I then rang the intercom and called my secretary.Glensyl is a dependable human employee I have. He takes over ever
As soon as I announced that I had a gift with me, everyone's eyes automatically turned to Rowan, who's completely warped with my hair. They try to figure out what's inside my hair, but they can't identify it because, of course, my hair completely conceals Rowan's presence.Since they can't figure out what is inside, they threaten me again.I pleaded, "Please let me present it to my mother first. I'll show it to everyone else after."Rowan didn't say anything, even if I acted as if I were offering him to the healers, which is a relief because it prevents me from complicating matters further.Seriously, people should stop following me. If they would stop giving me additional things to worry about, everything would be easy."How dare you call madame Levitra, mother!"They all shouted at me as if I were the most obscene and brazen person they had ever encountered. I repressed my disgust while maintaining the appearance that I genuinely wanted to see them again. They kicked me out of the c
Levitra, my mother, is the current wife of my cousin.Clayton, my cousin, is the son of my father's sister.My father? He is the former leader of the Arco clan. Well, he is dead. Why would my mother even marry my cousin if my father is still alive?My mother always insists on marrying anyone who becomes the leader of the clan, demonstrating her odd affection for them all. I wonder if she simply wants to maintain her status as the leader's wife or if she simply has a peculiar fixation. Whatever it is, I hate her.Since I was a child, my neglectful mother never showed affection to me, and neither did my brothers. Well, I never asked to be born into this race in the first place. Who said to give birth to me as a healer? These people are treating me as if they are doing me the favor of giving me a life I never asked for.Hmp! I really feel infuriated thinking about my unlucky birth. I always want to escape this place, but even if I were kicked out, my own blood is always here to hinder al
Healers gain wings when they first awaken. We gain beautiful wings that reflect an iridescent light.Just like how I fell in love with how beautiful the lycans are, I was also in awe of my opalescent wings' beauty.The first time I spread it open and flapped it in the air, I told myself that I should preserve its beauty and only show it to deserving people.Also, our wings couldn't be healed by our powers or anything else. If we injure our wings, there is no way of turning them back. Even scratches on it won't be fixed, so I definitely protect this wing of mine and don't use it all.It sounds lame, but that's the reason why I won't use it even if we are falling from thirty thousand feet above the ground. Also, I am wearing my training clothes. My clothes are thick and stretchable, so surely my wings will find it hard to rip and spread out. I definitely won't love having bent wings! I must maintain its shape to match its beauty!"Mama?""It's alright. It's alright. Just keep your eyes